aspen leaves -- turn with the wind

I realized how easy i am to manipulate because of my flash point.
So I got to learn fast
I dream of walking on a cliff of ice
with friends leading the way
I am safe.
My family is as safe as safe as anyone on this planet.
Its a race it would seem.
a game, with loaded dice... how to win? or can it be double or nothing?
I aint gonna play that game baby no I will not. Free will baby or did you forget the small print?