I am turning turning turning
like a coil
taste the salt in the air
the other taste- ignore
Looking for beauty
me with my little girl me
being coxed to heal
the cowgirl tomboy
hula hoop swamp girl
lucky they let me out to play
I am looking at the rebel me
always set
know it all strident
with a seagull laugh sometimes
diving in like an otter at play
can I be who I am instead of wounds and scars
confused little girl praying out-loud?
- frozen state -
blame, history , cellular memories
pointing the finger
restricting the heart
over there over there cut hack division
fear
all buried under
in the place where it spits out my life
forgiveness is the balm the factor the promise
