Magician awaken

The magicians play at their tricks and distractions,
willing to sell off great chunks of America's myth of greatness.
We the American people munch and sit.
I am one of them.
Only I see what's going down
and the edge of the blade is upon us.
Our 'heroes' need to be heroes instead of obeying
orders that crack the model of what is right and good and Just.
"Yes sir" they are taught to say as they bludgeon their souls by decisions that will kill families like its a video game.
The empire is now a global Empire run by the wealthiest people on the planet/. The Politicians -both sides- are taught to be willing to trick us. Clinton, Gore, Kerry, and yes Obama have tongues of gold that carry us into believing that they mean what they say, all the while having their fingers crossed and bent over for the golden sausage, like a torpedo, creating a rent in the fabric of our future.



As a left wing bleeding heart liberal 'Christian' I blame the democrats for where we are more than the republicans. They didn't end the filibuster> any liberal democrat gets demolished and deserted by his party. Our elections are shams (Bar-codes on my ballot proves that to me). In the democratic party we have wusses willing to sell their integrity for money and security.
I believe that it is these 'bad' guys that will save the day. If they can get out of the trance that has been set. One that goes like this....we will give you lots of money if you deal- we will kill you or your loved ones if you don't.. Clinton- golden boy- who I do honor and see his beauty- got where he is by playing the game. Billions of dollars in his 'foundation' makes him a welder of the sword. He is hope in germination.

Harry Reid is a 'golden glove' boxer. His hands are weighed down by gold. His soft whiney voice assures us that he is holding true to his parties principles while he winks across the k street banquet. They all know the ropes. They know the game.

Instead of cursing all of the traitors they need to be blessed with exposure (kind of like in south Africa reconciliation).

My major issue is weather modification. weather modification poisons our air and soil. It is secret. It is run by a private military hybrid. It could be used against us in a major offensive false flag 'terrorist attack'. Currently it is being used against us- which is aiming to scare us and create insecurity. Tornadoes created by radar stations should be main-stream news. Only that would get their license threatened and potentially pulled for something unrelated and most of the media is paid for with advertisements of the pharmaceuticals, oil and defense industries. Gee wiz that's just like our politicians. Not to mention that the main stream media is owned by corporations highly invested in these aimed to kill industries.

My only hope today is sun spots. Sun spots disturbing the ability to use satellites. Just a fantasy that makes me smile because I haven't thought it out enough to know if there are enough people who are awakening to hold safety and love and to spread throughout the land. (The answer is yes there are enough heart-full people or else we would already be a continent of glass. (In my dream last night I was screaming at a crowded arena for people to stop watching tv news -snooze.)

we need to know that the media is empire's stage. we need to know that Love trumps hate.
we need to know that light supersedes darkness. we need to know that we are divine sparks of divinity.
each person, everything we do is a sacred act. I need to learn and know all that and how to Love and forgive and envision
"Beware of the ides of March" or is it May?
Planets
Venus square Chiron, on 20 May (19 May - 21 May)*
Venus sextile Uranus, on 18 May (17 May - 19 May)-this is the weight the ballast to stand upon
Uranus square Pluto, on 20 May (4 May - 7 June)

How Great Thou Art

Elvis Harmonies smiling heart

Under Pressure

some people might say it would be boring yawn
If we shut them down those disaster capitalists. The news (being run by the motivated monger mogels twisted and warped) drool at any kind of tragedy. They sit in front of the green screen pontificating over half truths and speculation.

rant

Last year I killed or maimed three beautiful snakes while weed eating.
I will not weed-eat during the morning and actually I am challenging the programming that I have that sees long grass as bad. Its a Puritan paradigm that sees the natural world as something to be fought and tamed. It is then seen as our duty to fight against it or else we are seen as bad neighbors (kinda like the emotions around vaccinations).
Within me, what is beauty? How do I allow beauty to infuse my life? How do I introduce the wild in creating a wild eye towards beauty? Enhancing it? How do I let go of this ugg feeling that pervades when I excavate me and my truth? Energy first. Matter follows the energetic pattern. The energetic pattern of nature is vibrant and alive. Our whole culture is based upon the destruction of the freedom of nature. A viral paranoia becomes the acceptance of authority as outside of our self which then sets our own energetic spirals of kilter.

Green screen news

Welcome to the day... Green screen. The mega news. One goal of the corporations or shall I call it Empire... is for us to believe what 'they' say to the extent that we would swear that we know it to be true.
Really? Really? Really? you know it to be true?

Number two goal is to divide us. remember divide and conquer and If that doesn't work ...destroy and decimate

Speaking of news: what is ruling it today? three kidnapped women, Bengasi? Nothing else to know about here in this great big world. they feed us mental soda packed with toxic waste.

Astrologically speaking

Solar eclipse in 19 Taurus today at 5:28 pm Pluto Uranus square May 20, 2013http://www.internetslang.com/520-meaning-definition.asp
Ir looks like the days are here for us to, instead of walls, build friendships. It is the only way. We are brutal without Love. We have been taught to withhold love and judge and to hate. We mouth that we are Christian but let others intercede with our relationship to the Divine by stealing our thoughts to keep us in fear by keeping our hearts painfully closed. As our hearts open we feel the immensity of our decision to come 'as a little child' to this day.
The trickster has a big thump over our heads if we don't get the message of the day today... today. A big thump 520.

shall we watch?

Washington State not a plane in the sky for two days - believe me I see them when they are there- contrails or no-. Its been sunny warm and glorious. In three or four days the weather is 'predicted' to change. So kids- watch the sky and see what happens a day or two before the change.

they have new wispy formulas but one can see the application and then see the results {0)or feel them as an unnatural coldness on the skin. Reminds me of diet soda, that kind of feeling.}

Later that day. fog today so my mind goes directly to night time aerial laying their potential formulas formula.
This is how bad I think it is with this stuff... that it is weaponized experimentation that they do on us and all life. That because there is no oversight, highly secretive, run by private companies with no sunlight no transparency, no recourse after the damage is done. So many illnesses are of benefit to capitalism... corporate medicine feeds off of the sick...no pay then down you go. killing two birds its like magi, to the blind heartless zombie who defines himself by his money.

mufled feeling

Convenient Media

HMMM Fire in Southern California[ I didn't get where it was at on news playing before Pearce Morgan- Actor stands pretending to own the house which was featured with flames in the background. I am starting to think that was photo-shopped too. Blue screen madness. He was staged. It was obvious. So watching Pearce gun violence mentioned the five year old who shot his sister with a sweet child pitch. The expert mentioned the Chicago shooting that happened recently where twenty people were shot. Pearce waved that away with a "well thought" um um question.
convenient boston bombing- fear all people who were foreign born.
Fear each other. again our color our chain Empire with its hidden whips.


Peace is the sounding bell. can you hear it sounding out? All the colors from the sun are here.
I welcome them into my life. Amen

Note| twenty people in the whole city of cChicago got shot in a few incidences within twenty four hours. So that doesn't seem like a good night but it is a big city and we need to hold it in light not militarize it. bomb em burn em if you are military that is what you do if your told to. that is the fn machine/ Becoming prostitutes of the worst kind selling their grandchildren's wilderness and redemption.

Talking about the Weather

Take the 'r' out of 'revolution' -which we know doesn't work- and turn it to 'evolution'
(not an original revelation)



Don’t talk about the weather to me because I am apt to start ranting
I sometimes am able to suppress my rage – sometimes
I have to breathe to succeed at that.
I thought, today, that the Motto for the USA should be
“Ignorance IS Bliss”
Only people end up sick, stuck in prison or destitute because of that ignorance.

What do they-the corporate mf's have up there sleeves today?
The one pony media show -what’s next?
I see that the media is the magicians scarf waved to distract us from what really is going on.
If people weren’t in a trance or were aware of their trance, they would see a whole different world.

Our worlds are created from within
So why do I look to the sky and freak out at what I see? How do I as a believer that I create my reality from within my being then focus and resist the blue sky being turned an ugly and dangerous grey?
“Isn’t it a beautiful Day?” I want to scream "NO!"... "Why don’t you see the planes and the persistent CON-trails?
"Why? Why? Why?" Then I am out of sequence, I am disconnected and I am feeding the 'matrix' which is the very thing that I don’t want to be doing!.
So my question is{ what am I supposed to do about something the things that activates my Uranus energy (which is almost over powering my chart, in the fire of Leo)– linked to Pluto which links to Jupiter,, making everything in me expand. Jupiter hits hard in my chart. Its wingman Pluto easily sees. Making me think everyone sees too. I am astounded that people don't see and by how much people don’t question or seem to care that our soil and air is being sprayed every day practically. Sometimes I even smell it it smells like cement sealant. . Oh well- do you see why I love the weeds? they soothe my soul. I don't want them to die. Like they will if the idiots get to rule the weather.

Image and Likeness

The aim of this writing is to provide information on many levels
It is aimed to remind you of who you truly are
Which simply stated is- you are made in the image and likeness of God
Which means what? What does it mean to be made in the image and likeness of God?
You answer that.
I am going to write about the trance that humanity has been in.
Currently we stand at the edge of a new way
The choice point
Which is through love and connection that we will heal
Through fear and violence we lose we divide and that is how we have been conquered.
We create our future with our hearts. So this will be a project that seems on one level about the mundane tasks of touching the earth/ it is about being the Earth, the Sky and everything within.


Capitalism is not democracy. It has nothing to do with Democracy. Capitalism, at this juncture, is about a theft of the commons from the people of this world: Air, water, earth, and its people, all seen as expendable resources to use in the pursuit of this made up concept - money.
We are programmed. All are programmed with the DNA pattern of oppression and guilt which are used as buttons for control.
Fear is our collar and chain with its zap we become a chemistry of reaction.

Back to capitalism. A suppression, planned waste and obsolescence based on security but really makes us expendable because we have been trained to grovel and scrape. War, Prison, Police with Bombs and automatic weapons, corporations who poison, Pharmaceutical companies poisoning us intentionally by using heavy metals in their concoctions, geo-engineering aimed at destroying the wild. We have forgotten. Nay, the rulers have forbidden our knowledge of our connections to the Earth.

We sit obediently in front of our TVs and are fed our daily dose of what to think about – propaganda of corporate- notions. Our elderly and children are hypnotized and muffled. Easier that way. We are to busy on the hamster wheel of consumption to notice that our thoughts have been encapsulated and trained.

who is in denial? He thinks weed is heroin. T3:42 SECONDS IN HE wacks her like a pro abuser. I would do some research on him/ Kodiak... Dumb de dumb dumb I'd like to see him off the force, he is not too sharp. He appears to be a control freak who is there to abuse his power and not to assist or 'serve and protect'.

Contribution by synaptic zinc to the gender-disparate plaque formation in human Swedish mutant APP transgenic mice

I am studying Alzeimers Disease for a few minutes every day. the above title grabbed me

Attenuation
http://www.pnas.org/content/99/11/7705.full Oh the fn scientific method ignored and undefined. How many mice"? was the interaction of the dye considered? I read it as a mis fire of the zinc transport system. Cannabinals are one of the only known drug that helps communication between synaptic interaction. I say raw and juiced you don't get stoned and so what if people get stoned any way? Maybe it would let the world go Ahhhhh?

http://skunkpharmresearch.com/alzheimers-mom-and-cannabis/

Instead of writing of the horrors of weather modification and the coolant that they use that is poisoning our soil, air and magnetosphere , or writing about the art of population management thru hunger, I am going to write about the greening of our assisted living homes. This is how I want it. Green. Juicing at every meal , live foods, no warifin, gardens built at waist level or wheel chair level. A medicinal herb garden, a vegetable garden, fruits, basically a permaculture food park. Yoga, quadriceps training Nurse practitioners trained in herbal support, a functional medicine doctor on staff, a cancer specialist naturopath. A nutritionalist who is trained in raw foods and herbs. Classes and things to do that gives them a sence of belonging to the greater community and productiveness. Meditation and visualization.
Massage therapists and physical therapists available twice per week also poultice and waters for healing. Lovely music and things to do besides medications and tv.
Alopath’s only in emergencies since most are so proud of their ignorance of the herbal world.
And of course there would be an acre of weed.

Gun Violence

http://raniakhalek.com/2012/12/21/missing-from-the-gun-control-debate-police-shootings-of-unarmed-people-of-color/

Happy 420 May it be the year to free the tree

REVELATION CHAPTER 22
1 ¶ And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.
2 In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.
3 And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him:
4 And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads.
5 And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.
6 ¶ And he said unto me, These sayings are faithful and true: and the Lord God of the holy prophets sent his angel to shew unto his servants the things which must shortly be done.
7 Behold, I come quickly: blessed is he that keepeth the sayings of the prophecy of this book.
8 And I John saw these things, and heard them. And when I had heard and seen, I fell down to worship before the feet of the angel which shewed me these things.
9 Then saith he unto me, See thou do it not: for I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren the prophets, and of them which keep the sayings of this book: worship God.
10 And he saith unto me, Seal not the sayings of the prophecy of this book: for the time is at hand.
11 He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he which is filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let him be righteous still: and he that is holy, let him be holy still.

Watergate is Nothing compared to ...

what our Federal Government is tethered to now. Data mining is done by independent contractors who operate under immunity because of a bush Clown executive order or should I say a Cheney allegiance executive order. We are supposed to get used to it. Nothing to hide. The forth amendment kaput

Now they have a convenient excuse Terrorists will get us if we don't succumb to a police state/ A government that announces guilt without trial and assassinates in secret. Ricin is nothing to what they actually already do. We have got to winnow out the propaganda and get to our divine spirit. Then we know how to go.

Bombs are bombs are bombs

Boston Marathon Bombing this week Media theatrics
the news last night one topic. very egocentric
yes it is horrible
It makes us feel vulnerable and angry but at the same time it makes us brothers and sisters to the people that our drones gun down or our helicopters hit or our planes reign cluster bombs on. Countless children who were greatly loved have died because of the US military We the USA _ DO NOT count causalities if they are not Americans. Its wrong like the Boston bombing is wrong. We have to grow up now. We- includes me.

4 twenty better smiles the sniveling thank you

kiss the sky

Who are the terrorists? They are the multinational companies who leach off of the public domain: air, water, earth, and plants. They poison us/ They steal our medicine and our tonics by making us programmed masses of human flesh that only reacts without contemplation. ( Contemplation is the 'handmaiden to the devil' don't cha' know?)The true terrorists are the ones whose hearts are telling them that they are doing wrong and they still do it.
The ones who steer the ships of fate, war, 'so called natural disasters' haarp geothermal engineering=> games to them. "Who will rule?" , to them The terrorists propagate war with forethought and calculation. The ones who think that they are better than Jesus who lays in the gutter next to the gated community. Those are the terrorists. The ones on the take are the terrorists. That sure nuff includes a wide swath of us who actually do these things with out thought. I think the tv sets need to be turned off and gardening might be the cure.
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uantum Touch

Sorry I said that Mrs. Thatcher

It just flew off my fingers in malicious words. Sorry Margaret T.. As I look at you in your old age, my heart sees that you were an exclamation point to the old ways. It takes decades to end an epoch. Thousands of years. If I take it from that perspective, I can forgive. You were following a programmed path. Programmed in a faulty way to seize power because of the lost connection. You had to eat power from others, to feel worthy. Worthy of what? I ask. If we are the image and likeness of god then fear is obsolete. That is the danger to you. To have us know who we are would lessen the hold that you had. If Margaret, then, I can learn to love you, and forgive you for what you have done, maybe, others will too. Then we won't stay on the path that you used Napalm, poison, and lies to forge. Maybe we can walk an octave away from war We float over that chasm

Good bye Margaret

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Good bye Margaret Thatcher May this be the end of the twisted feminine Contorted by the dominance of fear The need for control The need for order Straight lines and the front line dispensable The soldiers die with tea and toast and a wave of the hand May you be taken away in chains Good bye and some day maybe I will find forgiveness towards you. I want to say may you be buried with a stake in the heart and garlic all around This is how angry I am at your legacy. I want to call you names, horrible names I dance on your grave today may I have the heart to forgive you and those like you And then forgive myself for feeling this way.

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fairy world of tales

they're back check Mental/.Emotional Tornados
even tornadoes shows which side of the brain I write from.
I choose left. How will I manage a task without form? Jumping over the checkerboard square in a rook slipping over the blockade to my/OUr present type of way. How to be here without fear? How to see without engagement when viewing the depths of our collective task - today. http://stuffpoint.com/fairy-tales/image/102859/book-of-fairy-picture/



Herding cats some might say. Guilt that comes from that life, a mistake, fired up in our genetics. In our genetics we need to release this collective guilt and the pending punishment that hangs like a hammer over our heads if we don't learn the easily mouthed lesson of forgiveness.... I am talking today. Today. the twelfth - we/I choose to forgive and unravel the fear and guilt etched in my heart and I let it go. poof - we are beautiful beings of light.

the edges

this is how its done
control of the human race
woof woof
boundaries
divide and conquer
we know the words but we still baa baa to the ones with the whips
only 'they' know that you don't use whips with sheep you use green grass.
Not the kind that would set you all rogue in your thinking but sweet lullabies
and boundaries. Think this. Be afraid of this. Liberals- conspiracy theorists- and =socialists= mean
"do do do do trumpeting" danger. so you there... sit in your straight lines. Think what the screen tells you to think about and know that you are under constant surveillance. Even your thoughts....
Only it doesn't have to be this way... we are free... that's the secret ... our thoughts... even though the chemistry of chaos is aimed at us... we are free... to serve and love and see visions that no one else will see because we were given this amazing playground...this healing magical planet and if they come to take us away there is a realm that they will only see in a million million years -if ever....

A Hildegard von Bingen quote In ode to Janine who sits on the edges of realms today...

BBut I, though I saw and heard these things, refused to write for a long time through doubt and bad opinion and the diversity of human words, not with stubbornness but in the exercise of humility, until, laid low by the scourge of God, I fell upon a bed of sickness; then, compelled at last by many illnesses, and by the witness of a certain noble maiden of good conduct [the nun Richardis von Stade] and of that man whom I had secretly sought and found, as mentioned above, I set my hand to the writing. While I was doing it, I sensed, as I mentioned before, the deep profundity of scriptural exposition; and, raising myself from illness by the strength I received, I brought this work to a close – though just barely – in ten years. [...] And I spoke and wrote these things not by the invention of my heart or that of any other person, but as by the secret mysteries of God I heard and received them in the heavenly places. And again I heard a voice from Heaven saying to me, 'Cry out therefore, and write thus!'[19]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hildegard_of_Bingen

stargate codes 11 11 11 11 11 11 11

Karma Police

Uranus checked by Saturn

Its like a chess game. the mistaken ones plot and scheme Important to them are calculation , names and associations. 'Good Friday' is a name and a calculation...so alert alert yawn. Yeah we can celebrate another day without catastrophe.
sing hallelujah and boogie on down. If we get through Friday break out the band but then there is... Easter.

dumb de dumb dumb

Saint Patrick of the Isle

Help us chase the snakes out of DC

Treatise to the Man Who Hisses...

"What is the most important quality in a friend?" He 'ducky dick' says "Honesty" Hand me a barf bag.
How did he live through the perpetration of treason? How did he get away with destroying all evidence in a fire on the United States Naval Observatory grounds at the end of his residence? who was involved in setting the fire? Has he always been alone? United States Naval Observatory.

I want a leader who stands in the golden ray and beams it to all.
Not someone who baa baa bends to the words being handed to him.
"People of good will?" what does that mean? excuse me- ALL PEOPLE and not some definition decreed by the sniveling ones who stand behind the curtain with their puppet strings and who should long be in the grave but who will live forever in the perpetration of fear that encapsulates our freedom of spirit into its own perversity and assumed authority. -see I write to me. no one else could understand this in this mode How do I translate and trim?-


http://www.terraforminginc.com/

. dopey reporter doesn't know how harmful to his cellular structure. oops or is he pretending to be hit with a ray gun? hmmm swallow this one.










Empire Decrees that our leaders lie and are lied to
and quacks Sniveling duck. quack quack (sorry ducks for the analogy and insult)

delightfull

We start as a tube

It is interesting that vertebrates start their formation as tubes. Energetically what does that mean? I am exploring this question today. Being a tube. Bottomless tubes. Topless tubes. Open Tubes. Endless tubes.



Containment - yes. Dismantling the programs - yes. assisting yes. Punishment- No. Forgiveness -yes.
I am a tube. It makes me happy to be a tube. A funnel- A plant- A tree -A beautiful dance. Being a tube - let the strands of light, in the center of the tube, free. The heart an energetic pattern of light. My task--I'm On a treasure hunt. Combination of worlds, frequencies, welcoming forces of light. Not stolen light. Self igniting fields of light. Our task is to create this in our imaginations...walking the ladder to the door with no stairs the leap into infinity on Earth, in a body. wow

My Central Pole

The central pole of my psyche is the study of Empire http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2012/05/120529-global-warming-titanium-dioxide-balloons-earth-environment-science/

The bone I chew on. Like a Bull Terrier I don't know how to release my jaw.
Even when I am exploring other realms, I come back to this theme... Empire.
What a fun jaunt humanity has been on......war, greed, religious fervor and deceit.

How can we be done with this? I find myself so full of rage at the trickery of the programming that we all live under that I reflect the Empire that I rail at. I feel like without oversight all the cock roaches of Empire scurry forming a hammer over all of our heads, the threat. "Too big to fail" then we need to dismantle the whole system somehow. The only way I see this as happening is energetically shifting the game. We do this from our own point of play. Healing my own wounds. Forgiving.

One of the precepts of Empire is punishment.
Punishment doesn't work. Have you ever noticed? It makes people adept at lying and deceit. It makes people hide. The prison industrial system is the source of gangs in America. Prisons. Slime as a blueprint Mold as a paradigm. Like war, the illusion of safety is actually just that an illusion. It actually is building a police state. The failiure of the fall of Adam-Atlantis- replayed for us to heal or fall again.

My nation captured in a maze created by the conglomerate of media and institutions. The most danger that I see is the clowns selling weather modification and militarization of the police forces throughout our nation. Expensive in more ways than money. Poison.

http://www.thedailyshow.com/full-episodes/fri-march-8-2013-?xrs=share_copy

Background

King Crimson

Weeds
We have been taught that there are weeds and that weeds are the enemy of the gardener.
Many of the weeds are valuable herbs that followed humans because the herbs were brought on the
Journey to the New World. Some herbalists say that the weeds that grow around our abodes are
Offerings to our health. I would recommend getting to know the weeds around your home.
It’s hard when most people have no idea what I am talking about and don’t want to know what I
am talking about. So I want to hide under my covers and forget about all that. Maybe that’s what
Alzheimer’s is “forget about that….” Or maybe it’s the pharmaceutical cocktails that are dispensed to
our elderly?
I know that when the Doctor put my mom on statin she started to scare me because she was
fogging out. I wanted to call her doctor but she didn’t want me to. She got off of it and recovered
quickly.
StatinT is contraindicated for people over seventy but what doctor knows that? Statin is a terrible
choice for women, Men don’t seem to have the same global amnesia problem from statin but women
do. It blocks an important coenzyme in the liver.
The studies on Statins are done and paid for by the pharmaceuticals who are wanting to profit from
the drugs in the study. Many of the studies are done with no oversight and actually done offshore. Who studies the
studies?
I have read some statin studies and more people died in the statin group than in the control group.
Only, they didn’t die from heart attack or stroke they died of other causes so in the eyes of the study those deaths have no relevance. The Mayo Clinic website pointed this out. Its scary.

The FDA mandates color coding of pills and instead of using vegetable based colors that are not
toxic the pharmaceuticals choose heavy metals like titanium dioxide. Numm. or more aptly stated, numb.
The question is: Does for profit medical care mean that it benefits the corporations involved in
medicine to have sick people and on some level do they want us sick and thus dependent on their
products? And what about
fluoride, the neurotoxin that is mandated in cities throughout our country and is a hazardous waste
product that now mainly comes from China? Again, no oversight. Where are my covers?

But first I have to shout and rage.... Oh Monsanto. Monster Monsanto, being a person, should be given the death penalty for its heinous schemes to kill the wild, replacing it with genetically modified life. Think about it. Look at the sky. That's what I am talking about. Monsanto has many subsidiaries and is more threatening than any other "terrorist"on this planet.

Is there in the plan, a great culling and they -the world planners- think that they are great men and good men? They follow a fallen angel and are mistaken. How do we illustrate this to them? How do we learn from our mistakes if mistakes are forbidden? That is the question posed to me. This is why I write. How can I be palatable in my writing about these things unless it is through fiction?
Below added april 2 after 2013 Easter Visit Table in rita's dining room... Pat and Julie and bill susan sofia and suze at table...Dear Jack, The Jack Kavorkian comment at the Easter table got me back on the suspicious mind track. .. I had to follow its synapses. Maybe I am wrong? I hope so. Prove me wrong.

I like fat

I like meat, she is a little over the top about low fat, but Kristina's recipe video's makes me want to eat vegies and fruits at least more than once a week. Truthfully,more than once a day. I get hungry. I stuff my face unconsciously.