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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Seagull Bad company


Her bones ached deep in its marrow. She felt like a cat who had used up another life.
She didn't know how many she was on. but knew of narrow escapes at least four times and possibility more. She wasn't sure, and felt paranoid if she thought about it. today 'she saw the bad man scowl at her as she passed. 'Hard core thug', she thought.

She crawled into bed amd thorough the covers over her head.


Monday, March 28, 2011

Fact or Fiction? Explains the supervision.

i asummed)a story to be told
Early in UU's Presidency I was on the ferry.
A few months before 911. I am sitting in my car, next to a white VW van with a couple. One of the couple had dred- locks both had a low vibe -any who?- next a gaggle of men all with military written , two with Coast Guard uniforms one with a camera lennse
aimed under the cars. They are like talking plans together and then one leaves a bag that is similar to the one that had the camera but looks loaded. I get out of the car and say excuse me. you left a bag! They all tighten and scattered like roaches. I yell excuse me but you left a bag. One came and got the bag. I remember clearly that the one who seemed to be in charge, was coastguard and Asian and about five feet six or seven. Willie was on the boat and had his star on......
Truth or Fiction?

I told Sheriff Bill the story... I was quite upset about it. being left on the left flank of my car. The skiffs were uncovered. One talked with Willie the cute one.
I don't think I spoke clearly enough for fear of being seen as crazy. So I thank
John Trudell for clearingThatuup.
I was remembering Judy Bari I don't think Bill had a clue of what I was talking about.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

jontrudellthemovie trailor

Dear Dick,

"Go forth and Multiply" does not mean barefoot and pregnant or no sex. Go forth and multiply means multiply the love and joy of God. Its not a clenched fist or a black eye.
Its not poisoning people - like the plan is, its not starving people, like the plan that they wish to evoke. Its not bombs multiplying for the corporate masters. Its the twinkle in the eye of the girl who served me coffee. Its the twirling of a child. It is Joy. Multiplying the holy spirit. You can sacrifice innocents and think you have power? your last breath will show you what you have always feared, you will be utterly desperate to change the way you treated Earth and her children.

Friday, March 25, 2011

chickens blakblak


"the shuffle..." A Stephen king quote

Secret programs
the problem with secret programs is there is no oversight because they are secret. Top secret is an umbrella outside of the constitution. Congress should make no laws .....the first amendment is shattered and bludgeoned.and our nation is like the Titanic with the crew drunk on champaign and gold.

march 29, 2011 DIVIDED WE FALL

maniacal men

Where did Bolton get that ring from? Hey YOU Hows the ring in the nose feel when they pull it?
maniacal men want to start world war three soon because they know their time is almost up... they actually want to destroy the world
they see it as their job or something(?). I don't really understand anymore. I know that that injury has lived w/in my soul at times. I come from dots upon the globe. The Rainbow Nation lives within me and is me. This is my prayer, that we as the rainbow nation awaken and rise helping all the wonders that live today. All are called. All are called All are called by their true names of who they are to add to this world- multiplying its joy.

magnificent men

John Frueh whisleblower about lose nukes died along with crew in separate instances all
deemed "no foul play" yeah right
Interesting note is in January this year 2011 John Wheeler: " WAS ALSO A SPECIAL ASSISTANT TO THE AIR FORCE SECRETARY DURING THE 2007 B-52 NUKE INCIDENT AT MINOT AIR FORCE BASE.John Wheeler's body was found in a dumpster. "
From 2005 to 2009, he worked within the Secretary of the Air Force and then became a consultant for the Mitre Corporation, according to a biography at the website Second Line of Defense, where he contributed/ " from:
I don't know where to put his picture probably belongs up above this post?

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

the way

facebook angella thanks

I don't recommend the website it is a maze to monetarize . at least to me. You don't give a test like a grading system and call it a "wayseer test" (maybe my ego gots the edge of me I tested 70% shoot a c at best almost a D.). . we all have our brilliance even we middle aged codgers but I like the video a lot.

Memories light May 25, 2011
I remember you
I wasn't one of your wives

I was your friend - your student
So deep was our love
that I feel it still


It tried to be a sunny day then came the jets metallic angel clouds with a brown haze aftertaste Ugly to me How can I embrace the day when I see things that most people ignore?

Divine presence is the answer?
below is supposed to be "Masters of War" but seems like all the "Masters of War" songs on YOUTUBE are taking forever to load....Masters say we can't be seeing the truth of their sins, their poison, their demonic possession, their error. Maybe I;ll find it somewhere, I like the line "if they take down the Internet take down the government. If we are in Martial Law, you bet their won't be Internet.

march 25 look for their parameters of power DATES- they( the masters of war) hate the "left coast thinking" they covet its beauty but will blast it first then take ownership at least thats what they are drooling to do. We can "just say "NO"!
Freewill- baby- FREEWILL!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

facebook community cool

war is not Peace! dah.

big city with baseball cap and Smiley in marketplace
this is for you

because the root of nine eleven has been ignored
we are in grave danger because they are still scheming and the cia and fbi
are playing along with the game. I am sure some have integrity and all of you think you have integrity but if you don't stand now
our lessons will smack us hard and yes I will blame all of you who know that two planes did not take down three buildings demolition style and you who know about the gold heist. they probably shared enough to keep people quiet... so wake up

I am adding this on May 6, 2011 it came from the DARPA websitethis reads "odd" to me.

Phase I Training

The DARPA Small Business Programs Office has initiated a new pilot program to provide technical assistance to small businesses that have an active DARPA SBIR Phase I contract resulting from the 10.2 Solicitation.

This two-part program, consisting of Market Research and Training, is available for a limited time. Participation in either or both parts is voluntary and at no cost to the small business.

The Foundation for Enterprise Development (FED), a small business contractor to the DARPA Small Business Programs Office, in collaboration with Frost & Sullivan (F&S), will provide the following technical assistance to small businesses that have an active DARPA SBIR Phase I contract.

PART 1: Market Research

Participants will have access to a market research portal providing F&S’s market, competition, and technology research reports and databases to support understanding of the potential markets, applications, competitors and potential teaming partners for the technology and solutions being developed under Phase 1. In addition, F&S global analyst teams will help participants locate information and analysis found in their reports, periodicals, and white papers.

Frost & Sullivan points of contact:

Jon Doherty
F&S Strategy Account Manager
(210) 477-8426

Jackie Watts
Client Value Enhancement Executive
(210) 477-8498

PART 2: Phase I Training

The FED will conduct web-based training sessions tentatively planned for May and June 2011, to support companies in preparing to address, or further address the transition and commercialization objectives for Phase 1 projects. These training sessions will cover: 1) DoD Acquisition, Markets and Competition, and Funding Mechanisms for New Technology; and 2) Defining, Developing, Executing a Comprehensive, and Adaptable Transition Strategy. "You suck) what are they talking about?

The FED points of contact:

Mary Ann Beyster
Program Manager
(858) 228-0123

Wai-Lean Roos wai lean roos?
Administrative Manager
(858) 754-3559

The Freeway

I don't think the Free Way is contracting with stores to have code 4 or 6 to be on alert for peaceful revolutionaries. People who have a vision and an intuitive edge are very threatening to those who still have the itch to rule you. YOu top secret scare the crap out of you bs. You can't view wikileaks baby man? In the stores they called off the obvious forces except for the energetics of the exit with camera babe's yucky vibe. People feel guilty and know that they are doing wrong spying like some coward instead of saying hey what is up with you and rumors of you. My God how the Swede flinched, Do they know, that they work for the devil? NO Way they have been fooled again.. so I think it is time to speak up. Don't you? Fear and division is false and does not sit with the kingdom of God
We were allowed to become matter, to be matter and forgot who makes us in his image and likeness.
Its time to remember, even Billy boy feels the tug. Some don't because they have been processed by the lie and they are too afraid to push at the thin wire.

My favorite line of this blog is 'domesticated numbnuts 'To me it describes the dilemma perfectly
the forth estate, bringing out the worst -Like popping a zit I guess

I'll watch as you risk doing nothing about HAARP-which would be the hard road that will show us once and for all the true face of lucifer who rules those who think they are the kings of earth, the ones who call themselves the chosen ones..
Each event we have a choice. the crossroad -still - for a little while longer. then the shift.

I m not sure but the I 5 bridge across lake Union there are two new towers that seemed like they could be HAARP receivers -to me- or am I just seeing weird stuff all over the place (like the cameras)? Ya gotto laugh or cry I don't know which but the corporate mob of Gotham rule lots of aspects of our thinking and thats what has to change.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

immortal 2

mb Astrid always liked to talk. She liked people in a kind of impersonal acquaintance way, liked and was actually amazed at people and their potential. But the edge of intimacy scared her in an unexplainable way. She liked talking on the phone and finding out about the person on the other end of the line. Even when they were lying about why they wanted her information, there was a realness, she gave it to him just to be nice and made him take a little extra Y maybe next time she'll give a fictitious birthday. She mused after she hung up the phone. She doesn't like to goes against herself but that is the game they play.

Maybe I am imagining the oddness of the questioning, she thought. Neil or neo?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

conspiracy research- Pakistan Flood-HAARP?

why are we still here if this is what we do? we should have been attacked or isolated long ago?
would good men go along with this to get along? what can we do to stop haarp today? how could we cut off the power. I think that they can have portable HAARP Arrays on ships or atop buildings. It has to be stopped and I think it has to be stopped today tonight this moon sheds light
now.Please I am talking the usa third world nation. if it is not stopped. so I have faith that it will be stopped. for good.people should have their legs broken over this.......

Same voice solar winds are interesting I have never studied them but I still ask the question, isn't HAARP playing with gas and fire?

Sunday 3/20/11
Who is this guy on speaking on these clips? What is his evidence that solar events cause Earthquakes? or is he a part of the grid that has HAARP in place and wants to get people to thinking the Sun caused it? or is the sun playing a role? What does HAARP plus solar activity cause. My fear is that there could be a cascading event the next time they try something. I hope Daddy Bush and his Cronies are being monitored every second or is he out of the country?
The persistent contrails are especially active this morning so things are still working for the controllers. I still hold the hope that they will get the shake down bust like little people who write things like I think get. That would be beautiful.


Continuity of Government breaks my country into 5 regions and puts non elected people in charge of each region whilst suspending our constitution and reenacting a new constitution and we as domesticated numb-nuts will be herded like cattle to slaughter. I'm rather negative today looking at the amount of horror perpetrated by the corporate masters, makes me vibrate in a pattern that I so resist that I become it. so I need to breath , pray and work from my more efficient level of being. Not from fear but from love. Intellectually I know this but so fierce is my rage, its hard to escape.

Friday, March 18, 2011

She wants us all to die.

Fed Ex baby

I heard someone read this( Mike Malloy) a few days ago:
Friday, July 23, 2010
Albert Pike letter to Mazzini, The Illuminati plan for World War 3 August 15, 1871
Pike's Letter to Mazzini

Following are apparently extracts from the letter, showing how Three World Wars have been planned for many generations.

"The First World War must be brought about in order to permit the Illuminati to overthrow the power of the Czars in Russia and of making that country a fortress of atheistic Communism. The divergences caused by the "agentur" (agents) of the Illuminati between the British and Germanic Empires will be used to foment this war. At the end of the war, Communism will be built and used in order to destroy the other governments and in order to weaken the religions."

"The Second World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences between the Fascists and the political Zionists. This war must be brought about so that Nazism is destroyed and that the political Zionism be strong enough to institute a sovereign state of Israel in Palestine. During the Second World War, International Communism must become strong enough in order to balance Christendom, which would be then restrained and held in check until the time when we would need it for the final social cataclysm."

"The Third World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences caused by the "agentur" of the "Illuminati" between the political Zionists and the leaders of Islamic World. The war must be conducted in such a way that Islam (the Moslem Arabic World) and political Zionism (the State of Israel) mutually destroy each other. Meanwhile the other nations, once more divided on this issue will be constrained to fight to the point of complete physical, moral, spiritual and economical exhaustion…We shall unleash the Nihilists and the atheists, and we shall provoke a formidable social cataclysm which in all its horror will show clearly to the nations the effect of absolute atheism, origin of savagery and of the most bloody turmoil. Then everywhere, the citizens, obliged to defend themselves against the world minority of revolutionaries, will exterminate those destroyers of civilization, and the multitude, disillusioned with Christianity, whose deistic spirits will from that moment be without compass or direction, anxious for an ideal, but without knowing where to render its adoration, will receive the true light through the universal manifestation of the pure doctrine of Lucifer, brought finally out in the public view. This manifestation will result from the general reactionary movement which will follow the destruction of Christianity and atheism, both conquered and exterminated at the same time.""

March 19, 2011 I am starting to believe that there is a plan to activate the san Madrid fault using HAARP. I think it is a mobile array that they set up around February 8,2011 somewhere in the south. reference to a dream I had stuffed in my first blog entries I describe the building, they went in under the guise of cleaning up something and installed a HAARP array. Conspiracy radio has chatter about predictions of 'scientists' that the fault is going to move next week. chatter about requisitions of underwater body bags is another reason and the feeling that these monster men know that their time is up they are being chased and they know they got to control us now and as Naomi Klein wrote shock is their weapon. They think that they are Christians? Do they already have the privat armies amassed? besides the array if I had helicopters I would be looking for private armies especially foreign born mercenaries. We as a collective also can call up a big fat NO! free will!

yeah Joe!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I'm skipping the news today

Intense feelings of doom lifted up in breathing and listening to Mastering Alchemy instead of the news. I look at my chart today and how can I blunt the edges of Mars conjunct mars and Neptune opposing my Pluto and Chiron Opposing my rising and Jupiter? I'm thinking instead of tuning in. Breathe Usually Oppositions are what I am attracted to(a MOON Venus thing) the corruption of the world - the corruption in me is magnified. Oh jfg and then there are bills to be paid. Ok already tell me what to do. I think I should turn this into a dear God letter but public? no one reads this anyway. Look how they make up lies, look how I am afraid to speak out because it feels like I am exposing my neck to a long gutting knife of the corrupt ones who protect each-other's fraud.
In my town In the world I need to laugh and somehow crying Doom Doom Doom makes me laugh, because then it seems like drama in a play.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

thoughts taking a bus ride thru my emotions

whistle blowers unite and join your tumbling evidence, lots to do but don't know what or how, my fear is taking over my thinking, my anger and rage at the possibility of how unwise these monsters are. They are monsters, even if that is a classic form of de-humanization so that we will aim to kill the other, 'the bad guys'
Grief is up too. this poor Earth and her peoples and plants and animals, because treachery has been allowed to grow and fester without any slap down - take the toys away. Our country, is on the verge of collapse economically. because thats what they do to consolidate the wealth even more. Not rocket science. I am so angry and sad. I want to see true Justice. Real Lessons for these NeoCons - who want to be done with "we the people" stop the rouse they might say.

Corporate suppression of free energy, localized energy- the children have it encoded.They know (better give them some fluoride, eh?). these bad guys are a dieing breed and they just want to take everything down as they go. Bad. sick Possessed men and women. Programmed to Obey.

Ben Fulford Explains His Accusations

Click on title for website.

Roar Obama Roar
there will be no better time

these are probably cell towers, to me, it seems to be desecrating to a sacred mountain. HAARP
seems to me (to be un politically correct) Satanic.

I'm stuck in the Vortex of thinking the unthinkable.
It will probably last a few days /

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Guest Column: More of the Story

By Gary Pflueger
Friday Harbor Elementary School Principal

posted 03/12/2011
I have been very hesitant to open conversation on my resignation from Friday Harbor Elementary School. I have a great respect for the public school system, which I have enjoyed for many years, and I do not want to distract from its mission. I sincerely believe no one person is more important than the education of the children in a community.

Over the last month my thoughts have been torn between: what's best for my family and career, what's best for FHES & the community, and what is best for the district. The answers to these questions are now at odds. My professional life and personal life has become deeply and irreparably intertwined.

I have always prided myself on maintaining honest and open communication with my students, staff and community. With this said, I do want to make public that I have not supported the recall petition of the School Board. This action is community based and I have repeatedly declined input. But since the Board Meeting on February 23rd my credibility has been in doubt.

There are people questioning my ability to effectively lead an elementary school. I have been under pressure by both sides - the Board/Superintendent and the Teachers/Parents to do what is right.

Because of this I feel a need to tell my side of the story. As I tell my students, there is a difference between standing up for your rights and tattling on others.

How we got here deserves clarity for this has been the result of a 'perfect storm'. First a little background. For the first three years a school principal is hired as a provisional employee, basically, with an 'at will' status. The district may choose to go in another direction within these three years.

Over these three years we have experienced great challenges. The District has cut approximately one million dollars from the budget and each year hired a new superintendent. It has not been business as usual.

In any profession, the measure of employee performance is written in an annual evaluation by the immediate supervisor. In the principals' case, this is the superintendent.

As the board pointed out Wednesday, February the 23rd, last year I received a less than average evaluation from our interim superintendent despite an increase in academic scores and overwhelming staff & parental support. This was the first such evaluation placed in my file in the 22 years I have served as principal.

The Professional Certification class is required by all Washington school administrators. You must complete two years of successful administrative duty and then have three years to complete the course. It is very intensive, time consuming course which requires travel to the mainland.

In October Superintendent Thompson informed me that I did not have Board support. As a result of this conversation I decided to postpone the Pro Cert class knowing I had an additional two years to complete the course.

The superintendent and I continued conversations over the next few months. We briefly discussed the option of implementing a plan of improvement. Based on the opinion of the Washington Association of School Principals and my own experience, I declined this option. Plan of Improvements are often used to remove employees and is usually the first question in an interview. I knew I could not go there.

In December I was told by the superintendent that on January 4th I would receive a negative evaluation and would have the option to accept a subordinate position within the district (not at the elementary school) or resign my position effective at the end of the school year.

The subordinate position would be a new job created by the district. In this time of budget cuts, forming a new position would create a hardship on the district. Accepting a subordinate position would also not help further my professional career nor was it equitable or affordable.

Resignation was my only choice. I turned in my resignation to Mr. Thompson and Mr. McCauley on January 5th and was told to announce 'this was my choice'. By doing this I would be given a positive recommendation for seeking new employment.

As I stated at my interview two and a half years ago, it was my intent to retire from this principal position at Friday Harbor after 8-10 years. This being said, sticking to "this was my choice" was not entirely true. The hidden items in this course of events are the two evaluations of my performance at FHES, one by the interim superintendent, Mr. Wegener, at the end of last year and the second by Mr. Thompson in January. Evaluations can be subjective and in this case none of my objective achievements were noted or recognized.

Maintaining a positive school climate and overseeing student safety were both marked 'below standard'; an area which I pride myself. I strongly disagreed with the overall nature of the evaluative reports and stated so by an attached rebuttal on both. Differences of opinion do occur, but in this case the difference terminated my employment.

So what is "Educational Leadership" at an elementary school? In my opinion it is the ability to make connections with others based on honesty and trust; to create a bond. It is providing a service to educate children in the basic skills (and then some) so that they can make informed decisions. It is the ability to assist teachers in this process and provide professional development to become better at this service. Educational leadership is looking at measures that show progress toward a goal; it is changing techniques if this is not happening. Educational leadership is not placing data over dialog but using it to improve instruction.

Positive instruction is occurring at FHES. The staff is incredibility professional and thorough. San Juan Island is fortunate. The children are fortunate!

On February 9th in light of the vast community support, I sent a letter to Mr. Thompson and the School Board offering to rescind my resignation. Yes, for those who don't know yet, given the choice I would stay at FHES. I felt if we could work through the difference of opinion of Educational Leadership a solution could be found.

The board scheduled a special meeting on Tuesday, February 22nd allowing three teachers, a counselor and myself to discuss my offer with the board & Mr. Thompson. The teachers were allowed to review my evaluations. I was encouraged that a resolution may be reached.

On Wednesday, February 23rd at the regular board meeting, it was made very clear that there would be no resolution. The School Board and Superintendent have made a decision to move in a new direction. Their decision was legal, but obviously in my opinion, the teaching staff and many in the community not what was best for the school.

Here in lies the huge difference of opinion. Both sides on this issue feel their view is correct. I place no blame on the decision. Blaming others is a lost opportunity for personal growth.

I did make the choice to resign. I understood this as a binding choice. I will take up the challenge of selling my house and finding another principal position.

Recently, on a late start snow day, I had the opportunity to address the staff of FHES. This situation has created a rift in our community; people are passionate to support the teachers or the board. This has created conflict within the school.

My message to the staff clear and firm: the school is "Sacred Ground". Differences need to stay out of the school and away from the students. While at school we have one unified purpose, that is teaching and learning.

I will ask the community to do the same. The school is for the students and not the place to make a political stand.

Annie and I sincerely thank the community of San Juan Island for the overwhelming support. If possible, we would like to continue contributing to this community.

I am proud of my accomplishments at Friday Harbor Elementary School. I stand by my expansive and exceptional administrative experience and abilities.

I strongly encourage all community members to continue supporting the students, teachers and San Juan Island School District.


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microcosm the wave take over of all communities embedded they only accuse others of what they are doing

Call it Forth

first john 3

1 ¶ Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.
2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
3 And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure.
4 ¶ Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law.
5 And ye know that he was manifested to take away our sins; and in him is no sin.
6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him.
7 Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.
8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
9 Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.
10 In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.
11 ¶ For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another.
12 Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil, and his brother's righteous.
13 Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hate you.
14 ¶ We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death.
15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him.
16 Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.
17 But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?
18 My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.
19 And hereby we know that we are of the truth, and shall assure our hearts before him.
20 ¶ For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things.
21 Beloved, if our heart condemn us not, then have we confidence toward God.
22 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight.
23 ¶ And this is his commandment, That we should believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, as he gave us commandment.
24 And he that keepeth his commandments dwelleth in him, and he in him. And hereby we know that he abideth in us, by the Spirit which he hath given us.

Earthquake and probability factor: Cousin Ben


ペンタゴンやCIA等からの情報によると、本日の日本への地震兵器による攻撃はパパブッシュなどナチ一派によるものだそうだ。同盟国であるはずのアメリカやペンタゴンへ要請する:戦車や兵士を使ってナチ一派の地下基地を攻撃してください。彼らの次の標的は米国西南部にあるニューマドリード地震地帯(New Madrid fault line)である。



Special bulletin: Earthquake attack on Japan originated in New Mexico and Nevada, U.S. New Madrid fault line next target

The horrific earthquake weapon attack on Japan, resulting in 10 meter tsunamis along much of Japan’s coast line came from rogue elements of the U.S. government located in underground bases in New Mexico and Nevada, according to pentagon and CIA sources.

The next target will be the New Madrid fault line in the South-Western United States, according to threats originating from the Nazi George Bush Senior faction of the U.S. government.

The United States is supposed to be an ally of Japan, we demand that you immediately send men with tanks and guns to take these bases and arrest these genocidal rogues. You know who they are and you know where they are, you must act or your own people will be next.
Ben Fulford lives in Japan and is a financial writer who has witnessed some things. (most 'Americans' would call a conspiracy theorist but that's how they shut us- who have been trained to behave- UP. I don't always see the same as he does but I think he should be listened to. Good bye Villians , Me thinks you screwed up. Yeah.




Saturday, March 12, 2011

Uranus 0 degrees Aries a major shift

jewels missed
did I see the honey bee that paused on a cloth in front of my eyes and looked at me/
a plea. How does this poison thinking stop? By unplugging their mouth piece of the corporations our mainstream media.
The planners Plans broke down because of the god factor. Patting ourselves on the back for a breather. Yeah. Cruel brokers choking in their vomit brought on by the poison they sell. they will die too. they figure they might as well bring the world down with them....Why that's power, is it not? twisted
'curses...foiled again' say the villains.

Friday, March 11, 2011

oh No he didn't

"Above a hill of dead Men's Skulls

I entered the palaces, the squares, the temples. I stood before thrones, altars, and pulpits? There I saw the laborer a slave to the merchant, the merchant a slave to the soldier, the soldier a slave to the general, the general a slave to the king, the king a slave to the priest, the priest a slave to the idol, the idol shaped from dust by devils and raised above a hill of dead men's skulls. kahlil Gibron

Forever we are haunted by devils, crafty and bent
did I ever tell you the story of the Columbia
in my mind it goes this way and that
sand flowing thru the desert tainted it blows
nobody should ever know.
the nuclear story.
(Alice? where are you going?)
They gots guns and poison and stuff, says Alice)
The waste what's the end game here? for whom does it toll?
400 families own 50% of the wealth of our nation and we are supposed to say da.
not fuck you. ( oh no. Alice says , i tried to warn ya!)

space jam ladies and gent lyrics

"Ladies And Gentlemen" Ringtones to Cell

Ladies and gentlemen please
Would you bring your attention to me?
For a feast for your eyes to see
An explosion of catastrophe

Like nothing you've ever seen before
Watch closely as I open this door
Your jaws will be on the floor
After this you'll be begging for more

Welcome to the show
Please come inside
Ladies and gentlemen

Do you want it?
Do you need it?
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen

Do you want it?
Do you need it?

Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen

Ladies and gentlemen good evening
You've seen that seeing is believing
Your ears and your eyes will be bleeding
Please check to see if you're still breathing

Hold tight cause the show is not over
If you will please move in closer
Your about to be bowled over
By the wonders you're about to behold here

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Japan earthqake 2/11/11

8.9 is latest major tsunami

Thursday, March 10, 2011


Listening to Jim Self about the shift.
these are notes:
recalibration in remembering
Its fun that it is live because we can join as a group in the grid of light. It is amazing and exponential

things we do in three d ou go to the past when you remember the past. center of head higher mind reight here in present time left foot" rihg index finger? where? tip of nose? sensation eyes moved? yes. pay attention time memory recall have your ever ? scan memory. visual memory yes

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Hearts and Tongues

Fundamentalists of any religion are the ones who extract the rules while ignoring the essence of the teachings. Like in my country, they can ignore the ten commandments, by lying and cheating and coveting all over the place while obsessing about other peoples sexuality. It is odd that they don't see or feel their own hypocrisy. They are led by what they condemn. Jesus had plenty to say about them. the joy of the world forgotten by those whose tongues profess Jesus but whose hearts are far from him.

Monday, March 7, 2011

the three fates MB

"They didn't even make an attempt to hide", Astrid thought to herself. " Wow", They reminded her of herself. "We all could lose a few pounds. I've got to stop seeing them. Ignore them and maybe they will go away." She keeps hoping that, but it is so in your face obvious, "Fuck it" she has to play. It kind of has become her entertainment. It could be good 'ole paranoia even if its just an awareness of patterns of energy. She has to go to her rock and think about it.
She punches the time-clock, hangs up her apron, grabs her purse and turns back to the deli section of the grocery where she works, to grab some food and heads to the beach. A private beach that usually was deserted. To the rock-her rock. It jetted out of the sand about forty feet. It was mostly a relaxed incline to get to its top where there was a hollow where Astrid would perch for hours watching the rolling waves, publicans and usually seagulls, crying in the distance, The place where she felt whole and un-defective. 'The Rock' -where she went whenever a great emotion was inching its way into her awareness. Where she could sort the strands of energy that she felt. A place of certainty and clarity for her. -

. She climbed the way to the top. The gull she called Seemore was there to greet her (at least she thought it was Seemore). She wasn't hungry yet and needed to think, She didn't break open the picnic.

"First the Laundromat- Then the store and then the bank. Why? Its ridiculous. Why? How much money would be being spent? Unless they were volunteers or was it the endless supply of black op funding with drug runs on the side?"

Definitely someone knew that she was a seer with an eye on their ball. Their secret ball.
So they sent their ignorant minions out to pose.

Astrid thought, "There are no accidents" "I can pose too."

April tenth twothousandeleven so the people who I haven't mentioned zena's mom w/ clutch
who watched me get milk ;last night in co-op. and her partner agent wannabe joseph and bigstore bosses and swanson man assuming men and of coarse Bill who started it. whose callen me paranoid besides me? it is a little funny. JFC, are we an outpost of something big? wtf.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Repetition I My blanky.

03/04/11 10:55:12 PMWhat 'The Wall' means to me.
What does it mean to me?

Somehow it connects the lines- the gruesome history of us -the blood on the mirror. We wish not to look. We'd rather be blind

the drama set to music, that's the Wall. Here we are once again, the crossroads++++what's the choice?

they've gotten their way

shrinking government down to the size of a baby and drowning it in the bathtub.
I forget which republican operative suggested this but that is what is happening. Now, our focus should be on what we will build after the almost guaranteed immanent collapse? ()at least that's the way the boat lists today, to me.
The breakdown bay bay. The 'they' are salivating at the possibilities of gorging on the privatization frenzy that is on the agenda. Then we will have popper labor camps where most of us are 'spose to live. 'Eeh doggy -don't that sound fun?'

Only 'they' have already failed and 'they' will fail again. Its almost to late for them now - they set their own Guillotine.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

watching the wheels - John lennon

middle of the night that's all I know
got my sweater that makes me look like I am channeling Janis Joplin,a thick long sweater cool blue ocean blue, gray blue, I woudn;t know for sure, it has four inch fringe that starts at the waste the fringe goes up around my neck and down, no buttons not flattering but I like it in the middle of the night. greg has congestion from a cold but has settled along with extreme rib pain -so he took dilodid two days in a row. So I went down wrapped in my sweater to stoke his stove and visit. Big energy down there. The Sacred Hearth

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

For What It's Worth

snail day

Report of the Day- consists of Odetta inspired mental wanderings down the path way like a pinball machine. bouncing off thoughts bouncing off of thoughts and the weavings of life- meanings and questions of where am I? me this girl spilling her coffee. Where? Why? When, as I show some skill and some blathering. The drowning Mars in me. always under water stuck like Bull kelp before its liberation.

So I am thinking on characters, actors computer chips in tin foil roaring in the brain synapses -firing pain bellow the threshold of entrance? Is this what I am holding? What am I holding?
I hold someone who sees patterns upon patterns. Layers, old new weeping exaltation. to the season. This new vision..Encompassing the old. We just are gonna haveta wake up. gentle or hard its up to