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Sunday, February 27, 2011


The snow is melting
rain drizzle
Sunday rest for a while
Think of the day
forget about the demons wrestling to stay upon this planet
to have dominion
Their Dominion is nuclear waste spread upon the land and air, humans bowing to them and calling them sir instead of sociopathic scoundrels.
Their Dominion crumbles into dust and they are ousted from this world.
Returning Earth to its roots that hold the True delight of being.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Trained to Smile

Calling someone Demon Spawn would not be nice...

but it is so tempting.

j3/2/11- do something! please?/ embedded sleeping cells around our country are set to be truly absurd. Their short term goals have no long term sustainability except to make the dust bowl look like finery. I want to call them retards, drones or Satan's minions, corporate whores, vipers, idiots, cold hearted wimps but that wouldn't be productive except to release my anger and make me laugh.

Ice tea

Simple minded - whipped up
reconstructing the old vision of feudalism
Property rights as Sacred right tainted with greed they the ones who prey upon the public domain are parasites and should be treated as such. their wealth they trumpet as a trophy of their superiority when they are beyond all understanding of the tender beauty of clean air and water road rights for all as free peoples fire protection police protection only for some? the chosen ones who 'll kill anyone who disagrees if they get anymore power than they've already stolen. and They have their soldiers: their libertarian minions and kolaid tea baggers
the military is the only need for government in their eyes
they don't perceive anything but separation left brain rational with no depth
Intellectual but unable to conceive of higher level thought

Some call themselves Christian as they pack and tremble.
ready for war. I understand. I want to get in your face and scream.
Me red faced and incoherent in my anger and rage at the damage that you do.
They can not see the sacred
They can not feel the sacred

blatant cruelty can not go unseen any longer

I drum to them this:
the selfish glory you seek
Your riches are your rags
No vision No new world

you set doom upon this Earth-your home .

The invitation to your heart has been sent,
You refuse it.
The world you create is yours for a very long time
the trap you chose to fall into in your hollow fog and cold sweat.

True glory escapes you and you shrivel and whimper.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


Monday, February 21, 2011

TIME Gospel of the Truth

They, then, became manifest individually in order that they might be in their own thought, for that place to which they extend their thoughts is their root, which lifts them upward through all heights to the Father THE GNOSTIC SOCIETY LIBRARY

The Nag Hammadi Library
The Gospel of Truth

Sunday, February 20, 2011

In saecula saeculorum

In saecula saeculorum
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The Latin phrase in saecula saeculorum expresses the idea of eternity. It is biblical, taken from the Vulgate translation of the New Testament, rendering Greek εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. The usual English translation is "for ever and ever", but in Ephesians 3:21, the KJV notably has "world without end". Neither translation is literal, as the time span invoked is not literally eternity but an aiōn in Greek, translated as saeculum in Latin, and elevated to "an aiōn of aiōna" or "a saeculum of saecula". The saeculum in Roman antiquity was the potential maximal human lifespan, or roughly a century. The original meaning of aiōn was comparable, and it is so used in Homer and Hesiod. So, presumably a "century of centuries" or "an age of ages" would amount to "ten thousand years".

Some alternative English translations aim at greater literalness in their rendition of Ephesians 3:21: Young's Literal Translation and the Darby Translation have "of the age of the ages", Webster's Revision has "throughout all ages" while the New Living Translation has "through endless ages".

The phrase occurs twelve times in the Book of Revelation alone, and another seven times in epistles, but not in the gospels:

Pluto oh Pluto

Rented a moving Truck to do the major dump run as I ought to have done long ago. I lost the keys.
Hey I lost the mf keys. which increases the angst that was already in my belly below my heart.
I look at the brown sky which should be blue, but those blind bats and the chemical mix of the aerosol has turned the sky a worrisome brown gray. I look at my chart today and looky low a three planet party in the last of Aquarius, Mercury, Mars and Neptune all together conjunct and opposing my natal Pluto. Pluto who is almost conjunct Jupiter who sits in another sign so this major intense energy can be explained but hard to understand the depth of their meaning and the meeting of these planets who are like counselors who have to be listened to but speak a language that I am far from speaking. My Chart is a circle of planets all pointing to Mars in Pisces, Saturn in Scorpio sitting on the cusp of the Forth house, exactly on the IC whatever that means and then the sun and Mercury over there in the eleventh house sitting on each others lap chatting with Uranus who is in Leo,Sun and Mercury are in 26 degree Cancer.

I am frustrated and verging on rage at myself. but then I think it might be the plan within a plan that I need to spiral back to behind my eyes and forgive myself for my mess ups. Lets just bag them up and dump 'em. Getting ready for the big dump might be the way to go. Have everything staged and ready to go,

Maybe I am lucky that Neptune is trine Neptune. Except I get the feeling that I am in the sea and diving into the depth looking for the answers only in the wrong spot.

Saturday, February 19, 2011


-Interesting cottage industry for Young Rebublicons make inflammatory movies
Inflammation an auto immune response that leads to systemic illness

Kahlil Gibron beginning stanza to Slavery

Seven thousand years have passed since first I was born, yet I have seen only submissive slaves and shackled prisoners.
I have traveled the east and the west of the world and wandered in the shadows of life and in its bright days. I have beheld the caravans of nations and peoples journeying from its caves to its castles, but until now I have seen only serfs bent beneath their burdens, arms bound by chains, knees bent before idols.
I have followed man's path from Babylon to Paris, from Nineveh to New York? Everywhere beside his footprints in the sand I saw the marks of his dragging chains? Everywhere the valleys and hills echoed with the grief of generations and centuries.
I entered the palaces, the squares, the temples. I stood before thrones, altars, and pulpits? There I saw the laborer a slave to the merchant, the merchant a slave to the soldier, the soldier a slave to the general, the general a slave to the king, the king a slave to the priest, the priest a slave to the idol, the idol shaped from dust by devils and raised above a hill of dead men's skulls.

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Topic: Self Portrait by Gibran

Friday, February 18, 2011

Soggy Bottom

Treasury of Kahlil found today

At the Fire Station Thrift House today I found 'A Treasury of Kahlil Gibran' And 'A Second Treasury of Kahlil Gibran' translated by Anthony Rizcellah Ferris, both a dollar each. Wow- Of coarse I read ' We and You ' first a line to start...
"We are the sons of Sorrow, and you are the Sons of Joy...." basically describing the personality of Empire. I read and think Gibran meant a different word than Joy - mirth - maybe? Here are the last three paragraphs of

We and You
"You crucified Jesus and stood below Him,
Blaspheming and mocking at Him; but at last
He came down and overcame the generations,
And walked among you as a hero, filling the
Universe with His glory and His beauty.

You poisoned Socrates and stoned Paul and
Destroyed Ali Talib and assassinated
Madhat Pasha, and yet those immortals are
With us forever before the face of Eternity.

But you live in the memory of man like
Corpses upon the face of the earth; and you
Cannot find a friend who will bury you in
The obscurity of non-existence and oblivion,
Which you sought on earth.

We are the sons of Sorrow, and sorrow is a
Rich cloud, showering the multitudes with
Knowledge and Truth. You are the sons of
Joy and as high as you joy may reach,
By the Law of God it must be destroyed
Before the winds of heaven and dispersed
Into nothingness, for it is naught but a
Thin and wavering pillar of smoke."
long sigh

Next I read
Slavery- here are the last lines of 'Slavery
'My name is Liberty," replied the ghastly shadow of a corpse.
And I inquired, "Where are your children?"
And Liberty, tearful and weak, gasped, "one died crucified, another died mad, and the third one is not yet born."

She limped away and spoke further, but the mist in my eyes'


and cries of my heart prevented sight or hearing


Reuben Reuben I've been thinking

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

My Tiger , My Kitty

I stare at his body, I think I still see a whisper of breath, even though I know in my heart,that his body is done. His spirit lingers, I moan like a call of my spirit to the others in the procession that will take his eternal spirit into that realm that seems so far away but is near . I can feel the membrane that separates one from the other now..

Death is a touchstone to all other deaths , Death is a birth that we - the ones left behind - can not see except in a sweet reverie. I feel the power of my love so fierce in its grief because he will not be waiting for me anymore, my loyal companion. The grief lies in my feeling of betrayal of him. The times I walked past him without a pause. Thats why I cry. Thats why I sob. I want him to know what a great part of my life he has been and will forever be.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Tiger kitty

February 14, 2011

my kitty Tiger, might be dying. He is about twelve years old and has had diabetes and now his tooth was infected and he went off food and water and I feel like I have been torturing him trying to get liquids into him and now antibiotics. Delaying treatment because of money sucks and its hard to know the appropriate treatment for an animal who is my heart, is ready to leave and I am not ready for him to go. He has had so many near deaths that I keep my hope. But my head aches from the tears not yet cried. And every thing that I want to believe seems like mush.

The Swan

Did you too see it, drifting, all night, on the black river?
Did you see it in the morning, rising into the silvery air -
An armful of white blossoms,
A perfect commotion of silk and linen as it leaned
into the bondage of its wings; a snowbank, a bank of lilies,
Biting the air with its black beak?
Did you hear it, fluting and whistling
A shrill dark music - like the rain pelting the trees - like a waterfall
Knifing down the black ledges?
And did you see it, finally, just under the clouds -
A white cross Streaming across the sky, its feet
Like black leaves, its wings Like the stretching light of the river?
And did you feel it, in your heart, how it pertained to everything?
And have you too finally figured out what beauty is for?
And have you changed your life? by Mary Oliver

Sleeping in the Forest

I thought the earth remembered me,
she took me back so tenderly,
arranging her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds.
I slept as never before, a stone on the river bed,
nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths
among the branches of the perfect trees.
All night I heard the small kingdoms
breathing around me, the insects,
and the birds who do their work in the darkness.
All night I rose and fell, as if in water,
grappling with a luminous doom. By morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times
into something better.

from Sleeping In The Forest by Mary Oliver
© Mary Oliver

Friday, February 11, 2011

San Juan Island School Board Drama

the San Juan Island School Board is being secretive and at its helm sits a chairman who seems to wield some sort of oblique and obscure power to get in positions of slick secretive dealings. He was the seller of some property that was illegally bought by our county without public notice or discussion for the 'Ideal"? location for the new 'Transfer Station'. He sold it at above market level and claimed it as an eminent domain transaction which made it exempt from capital gains tax."The property seller David McCauley made out like a bandit as well. Selling the portion of the property over market value to the county for over a million dollars than what he paid for it and claiming emanate domain avoiding capitol gains taxes, meanwhile putting a slough of covenants and restrictions on the property. A couple of the bordering neighbors delayed paying their land taxes in an attempt to get their bearings about them and slow the process down and make it more transparent (a deal like this can't go through if there are unpaid neighboring taxes) enter McCauley who graciously paid the elderly peoples taxes against their wishes. The property seller David McCauley made out like a bandit as well. Selling the portion of the property over market value to the county for over a million dollars than what he paid for it and claiming emanate domain avoiding capitol gains taxes, meanwhile putting a slough of covenants and restrictions on the property. A couple of the bordering neighbors delayed paying their land taxes in an attempt to get their bearings about them and slow the process down and make it more transparent (a deal like this can't go through if there are unpaid neighboring taxes) enter McCauley who graciously paid the elderly peoples taxes against their wishes."* He shrugs his shoulder and whistles to the bank. Now the Elementary School Principal resigned stating that he couldn't deal with the board. But the board won't say over what and they claim its because of a privacy clause that they can't break. That is why I feel that twinge of passion rising in my veins. gag rules. secrecy. free f-n speech squelched again and the publics right to know why the board is pressuring a very popular Principal to leave. Why? No one knows. ow they are touting 'privacy' as the reason why they can't talk about why the Elementary School Principal was pressured into resigning. That is why my ears are pricked.

McCauley has always seemed 'under cover' to me. Slick sneaky controlling. Hmm the old way has to be popped open.

2/14/11 I made a mistake saying that David McCauley had not been elected as the Chairman of the School Board. I believed gossip without checking out the facts. Fox snooze style - but at least I removed the statement. I apologize for my mistake. and now I have a inflammatory statement or shall I say question to ask, Did the Elementary School Principal resign because the board wanted him to spy on the kids and parents? I am just asking. My intuition feels like that is why they are hiding the cause of his ethical decision to resign. I am just asking.......

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Nag Hammadi - Gospel of the Truth quote

This ignorance of the Father brought about terror and fear. And terror became dense like a fog, that no one was able to see. Because of this, error became strong. But it worked on its hylic substance vainly, because it did not know the truth. It was in a fashioned form while it was preparing, in power and in beauty, the equivalent of truth. This then, was not a humiliation for him, that illimitable, inconceivable one. For they were as nothing, this terror and this forgetfulness and this figure of falsehood, whereas this established truth is unchanging, unperturbed and completely beautiful.

For this reason, do not take error too seriously. Thus, since it had no root, it was in a fog as regards the Father, engaged in preparing works and forgetfulnesses and fears in order, by these means, to beguile those of the middle and to make them captive. The forgetfulness of error was not revealed. It did not become light beside the Father. Forgetfulness did not exist with the Father, although it existed because of him. What exists in him is knowledge, which was revealed so that forgetfulness might be destroyed and that they might know the Father, Since forgetfulness existed because they did not know the Father, if they then come to know the Father, from that moment on forgetfulness will cease to exist.

The Nag Hammadi Library
The Sophia of Jesus Christ

Translated by Douglas M. Parrott
"All who come into the world, like a drop from the Light, are sent by him to the world of Almighty, that they might be guarded by him. And the bond of his forgetfulness bound him by the will of Sophia, that the matter might be through it to the whole world in poverty, concerning his (Almighty's) arrogance and blindness and the ignorance that he was named. But I came from the places above by the will of the great Light, (I) who escaped from that bond; I have cut off the work of the robbers; I have awakened that drop that was sent from Sophia, that it might bear much fruit through me, and be perfected and not again be defective, but be through me, the Great Savior, that his glory might be revealed, so that Sophia might also be justified in regard to that defect, that her sons might not again become defective but might attain honor and glory and go up to their Father, and know the words of the masculine Light. And you were sent by the Son, who was sent that you might receive Light, and remove yourselves from the forgetfulness of the authorities, and that it might not again come to appearance because of you, namely, the unclean rubbing that is from the fearful fire that came from their fleshly part. Tread upon their malicious intent."

Then Thomas said to him: "Lord, Savior, how many are the aeons of those who surpass the heavens?"
The perfect Savior said: "I praise you (pl.) because you ask about the great aeons, for your roots are in the infinities. Now when those whom I have discussed earlier were revealed, he provided ....

[pages 109 and 110 are missing, replaced here by the corresponding section in the Berlin Gnostic Codex (no.8502), the beginning of which is somewhat different from the final partial sentence of III 108 (the broken off sentence)]

[BG107]: "Now when those whom I have discussed earlier were revealed, Self-begetter Father very soon created twelve aeons for retinue for the twelve angels. All these are perfect and good. Thus the defect in the female appeared."

And said to him: "How many are the aeons of the immortals, starting from the infinities?"
The perfect Savior said: "Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear. The first aeon is that of Son of Man, who is called 'First Begetter', who is called 'Savior', who has appeared. The second aeon (is) that of Man, who is called 'Adam, Eye of Light'. That which embraces these is the aeon over which there is no kingdom, (the aeon) of the Eternal Infinite God, the Self-begotten aeon of the aeons that are in it, (the aeon) of the immortals, whom I described earlier, (the aeon) above the Seventh, that appeared from Sophia, which is the first aeon.

"Now Immortal Man revealed aeons and powers and kingdoms, and gave authority to all who appear in him, that they might exercise their desires until the last things that are above chaos. For these consented with each other and revealed every magnificence, even from spirit, multitudinous lights that are glorious and without number. These were called in the beginning, that is, the first aeon and and . The first called 'Unity and Rest'. Each one has its (own) name; for the aeon was designated 'Assembly' from the great multitude that appeared: in one, a multitude revealed themselves. Now because the multitudes gather and come to a unity we call them 'Assembly of the Eighth.'It appeared as androgynous and was name partly as male and partly as female. The male is called 'Assembly', while the female is called 'Life', that it might be shown that from a female came the life for all the aeons. And every name was received, starting from the beginning.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011


Monday, February 7, 2011


I grabbed this off of brad blogg I hope its been photo shopped! No wonder ! he is that
all the way.

I'd like to ask him how --his marriage is going to see if he'd explode.

Swine Flu

Torn open by illness
shreds of scar tissue reminding her of her pain
she curls around her worry
over and over she counts her wounded way
How nobody ever has loved her the way she needs love. Nobody ever will.
Her energy spreads to tendrils reaching reaching sucking her energy from her to control the people in her life rejecting what they have to offer.
Her life could be sublime Instead of torture through thought.

Feb 7, 2011

Sunday, February 6, 2011


< Psalm 19 >>
New Living Translation

For the choir director: A psalm of David.

1The heavens proclaim the glory of God.

The skies display his craftsmanship.

2Day after day they continue to speak;

night after night they make him known.

3They speak without a sound or word;

their voice is never heard.a

4Yet their message has gone throughout the earth,

and their words to all the world.

God has made a home in the heavens for the sun.

5It bursts forth like a radiant bridegroom after his wedding.

It rejoices like a great athlete eager to run the race.

6The sun rises at one end of the heavens

and follows its course to the other end.

Nothing can hide from its heat.

7The instructions of the Lord are perfect,

reviving the soul.

The decrees of the Lord are trustworthy,

making wise the simple.

8The commandments of the Lord are right,

bringing joy to the heart.

The commands of the Lord are clear,

giving insight for living.

9Reverence for the Lord is pure,

lasting forever.

The laws of the Lord are true;

each one is fair.

10They are more desirable than gold,

even the finest gold.

They are sweeter than honey,

even honey dripping from the comb.

11They are a warning to your servant,

a great reward for those who obey them.

12How can I know all the sins lurking in my heart?

Cleanse me from these hidden faults.

13Keep your servant from deliberate sins!

Don’t let them control me.

Then I will be free of guilt

and innocent of great sin.

14May the words of my mouth

and the meditation of my heart

be pleasing to you,

O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

14 May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart
be pleasing in your sight,
LORD, my Rock and my Redeeme

Thursday, February 3, 2011

We Wee wee all the way home

Planetary Instigations

third planet game
Pluto oh pluto by what other names do you go by other than that of the dog who laughs and acts like he is oblivious but isn't at all. Are you a stone? Hiding a story about a story about a story Lost to the winds of time out in the darkest of dark? How can I love you, who has been mine enemy since the beginnings of time? I want to slash and burn all that venum and poison that you have thrusted upon our world, this world this beautiful Earth. Do you hate her so much that you are willing to take her with you as you are summoned to Hell? I as a daughter, do know you. I stand with sword drawn and arrows at the ready. I call you. A tarry? is that the word for a truce? Shall we give him a second chance? I ask the people and they pause....they say no You must know what you have done. you must feel what you have done. We must feel it. because we have allowed it. and now the ultimate choice. this world Heaven or Hell?

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Egypt Rises

Benjamin Netanyahu -UNited in Fear/