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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Night comes on

New moon and eclipse and solar flares
things feel like battle time in 'lord of the rings' where the King has been possessed by wormtoungue's musings...

later that day...

2002 rant by "Russian Ultra-Nationalist Zhirinovsky"

Now I get Zhirinovsky a little. those pointing fingers.
I watched until instead of feeling hate towards him (because he scared me)
I feel comic relief. He speaks his wounds. he wants to be bowed to....with face planted in his lap . (Second Chakra issues there.)

His ranting, reminded me of someone (besides myself).

Monday, May 30, 2011

eighteen minute free write

Free/ am I free? which thoughts wounds windings are mine? Where is that illusive idea. the one that will collate all the other thoughts? I know its like dominoes cascading in a pattern of beauty or a heap of rubble. its only been three minutes..... would any one person know what I mean when I say that fear divides us from God spirit (whatever you call that which came out of the void to explode in flowers and rain beauty of the water fall the wonder and excitement that was in our eyes before the takeover of our minds. I let my editor come in and now I have nothing to say and seven minutes to say it. I pause. TV It is insanity when shit is not allowed but someone in a cartoon can blow a babies head off. that is insane. It is insane that they do sky poisoning day in and out and most people don't even notice a thing. That is queer. We live in a time when privatization and WTO is the rule of law. Nobody has openly said that we are in the midst of a purposeful attack on all free people and animals and plants; that is my conclusion. It is sad what a foul society we have become because we have abdicated our responsibility to the Authorities many of who are power freaks who want to bash heads in. they are infected with the beast and they call themselves good Christians so people will follow.... while sun worshipers are put into the same group as the Luciferians/ Illuminati....Divide and be hopeless alex j. I think you are a show.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

this is my balm for seeing to much

Emotionally I am like a four year old when I see evidence to

'stage one' I an like Bam Bam and I want to be like Pebbles

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Recievers and animal die off.

We are called crazy for even letting ourselves look into this insanity. When we point out facts
it does not compute...I think it is to big and easier to box the information off as "conspiracy theorist" Well, again, the media is owned by the corporations that are perpetrating mass destruction......

I hope there are good brave people in our Pentagon who will put a stop on this.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Rampant Bribery

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

genetic assumption alteration

Another conclusion
Weather Modification perpetrated to hit the south

Neal Young isn't the only one 'putten' the South Down these days. Bringing her to her knees so they can ram her side ways and take her over the old fashion way. Rulers of the Old way are on top of the South ripping her cloths off Black clouds are dangerous clouds they should NOT be allowed ever! mo mother fkrs! YOu should land with your hands tied behind your back and a tazer at your neck.
"They be privatizing the world." "Lawd Lawd!"

Private industry gets grants for governmental access including use of military to experiment and implement Weather Modification and weaponization of the sky, not fun stuff. kind of the stuff nobody wants to know but in my world it is the only conclusion that sticks. A consortium of sorts and they act like the Mob only legitimized by funding with the Middle Class taxes. Aint that nice? Very secretly they plod and plot.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


My conclusion is:
The main stream media is the major force of control over our thinking.
It keeps us in turmoil and programs us.

Capitalism requires gluttony. Its model is gluttony. Like cancer consumes its host capitalism in the form that reaps havoc upon this world will consume the vitality of us who can't think beyond labels and dream of a new way of living together as individuals that support our planet and each other.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Straddled between Zen and Action

AS nice visual

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Abby Normal

Looking for "I'm Alive" clip

I am adding thia August 18. 2011

To hit-men who think they are saved (safe) Mercinaries
On another topic the fight with plots = the threat of nimrods with blazing guns who think that they are saving their souls by purging the lord from them there terrorists - plus making a hundred thousand dollars for the hit doesn't sound too bad to someone who has been trained to do the deed. dress um up in hero cloths man feel big and strong and virile (or is it viral?) ,holding that thing. waving it around like its your flag or something. Gig Boy, thick. I am protected from you- I am needed. Tall Poppy. so you can go and flush that dream because I guarantee it will destroy you if you even keep planning. So there. I have said my peace. grow up. let your feminine be touched. be a human being and not a monster.
Rebuke that demon.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Bible Ministry

Thinking about the explosion of homeless people. Pet slugs. crazy.
I'm thinking about how many people don't look up.
How do we pass into this day, like a doorway. We raptured today - don't you know?

Friday, May 20, 2011

Hard Way can I pull the covers over my head now?

I can't help but be pissed or can I? I don't know for sure but I do know that these Hypocrites who are bent on culling the population and still call themselves, Christians must have a lobotomy of their souls, they lie, they murder, they slut around and then think they'll be raptured? What is the matter with them that they don't see Christ at all? I should feel bad but I feel mad. They call me names when they are so fried by lies they will be obliterated in the Rapture and will find themselves stuck in the Hell that they created. and I feel like I'll be dancing on their graves, So what does that mean about me? It means I still have a lot to learn but (insert swear words) I don't want to fight them anymore. So I am needing some teaching about this now before I get the lessons the HARD WAY!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Stewards All

I have got my armor on and my dragons at ready . I call I receive echoing around and through this dimension and beyond. thank you I thank you.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Un supervised atmospheric insanity.....

some are saying that the world is going to end on Saturday and I wonder "what else can be said?". I am tired of trying to save the world from - those guys - you know- the possessed ones who are filled with vile and treacherous hearts? I am working on crafting the perfect letter to us all...that perfect stops me every time. My son is graduating from High School in less than a month and my daughter is back home. Life is intense enough to then have to face with the probability that plasma experiments and use will probably make us all go away..." shit man its fd up."And thats what theys wanten.. We have to SEE our way out of this oh so big mess.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Warrior or soldier boy?

Our frequencies have been jammed. Thats how it looks to me. It is constant and subtle
who has not been programmed? Jesus? or did he spring out from the programming bringing a new vibratory possibility to human beings in a sence a anti body to programming but then the dead hand of the institution Enters Pluto sitting in the institution. Pluto un hinged from the heart as the guide is ruthless and cold. Thats where the villians spring from. Ice chemical ice burns the bone. white phosphorus. lovely mixes. I know actually lonely mixes. Isolation. fear. they have been found to be guilty of high crimes...again and again fear shuts the gate of disclosure. Arrest them, shackle and strip them. and make them stand before the people with nothing. .

cococAchoo I wm the Walrus

Saturday, May 14, 2011


"And you too can help save the world...."

There are more questions than answers when it comes to our skies.
Many theories on why... Why do only some of us notice? is a question that I have to ask.
Why do they do it secretly? I can find only one state that mandates some paper trail- Utah.

I am talking about Geoengineering. Weather Modification, cloud seeding... called different things. To me it is an abomination that they are still trying to deny that they are allowing this widespread aerosol spraying of mixtures - unknown formula's - spread into our air, water and soil threating to kill our forests and making us sick.... not very many people know about it. Like many other events. many of us are still in the trance. Look at the sky for the next month... do you see jets. zig zagging with more exhaust pipes than engines? the newer coolant recipes can be clear but create a metallic haze. We have enough poisons in our environment. Vitamin D is not being synthesized by sunshine anymore...rarely a real sunny day - just poison global dimming..

"And you too can save the world...."..Educate yourself. Breath deep a few times per day test your rain water for chemicals, call all the officials you can think of starting with the politicians or governmental departments that should be overseeing it or whatever you dream up. Each of us can make a difference or to preserve incredible life giving wild.

It goes with the Terror-tory

I offer this because I perplexed that most peopld don't see the sky as it is. and when you point it out they say it is just the way plane leave contrails nothing to worry about.... It is creepy the way they like they EPA air guy says he doesn't believe that they are seeding the clouds and doesn't want me to send him evidence.,...

Nothing to say but tears


Friday, May 13, 2011



i thought I lost the ability to blog today and so of course I would blame the FBI first. Since I have been like a mosquito buzzing all the Federal Administration Departments from FBI to Homeland Insecurity. Nice people to talk to. I feel like every time I call I am a part of the Matrix...."I'm in" Bioengineering is getting me down even worse probably because I am so focused on it. I see the sunny day and I see the persistent con trails lasting all day long. Dimming us with poison. If my blog goes down I'll just have to write more people Like Al Gore. I will probably put him on my list anyway. I am calling or writing at least three places per day asking
Who regulates? One state? Utah?

here is a little bit of substance no liability of trespass... Hell no?

(5) State and County Cooperation: The Division shall encourage, cooperate, and work with individual counties, multi-county districts for planning and development, and groups of counties in the development of cloud seeding projects and issuance of permits.

(6) Statewide or Area-wide Cloud Seeding Project: The Division reserves the right to develop statewide or area-wide cloud seeding programs where it may contract directly with licensed contractors to increase precipitation. The Division may also work with individual counties, multi-county districts for planning and development, organizations or groups of counties, or private organizations, to develop Statewide or area-wide cloud seeding projects.

(7) Liability:

(a) Trespass - The mere dissemination of materials and substances into the atmosphere or causing precipitation pursuant to an authorized cloud seeding project, shall not give rise to any presumption that use of the atmosphere or lands constitutes trespass or involves an actionable or enjoinable public or private nuisance.

(b) Immunity - Nothing in these Rules shall be construed to impose or accept any liability or responsibility on the part of the State of Utah or any of its agencies, or any State officials or State employees or cloud seeding authorities, for any weather modification activities of any person or licensed contractor as defined in these Rules as provided in Title 63, Chapter 30.

(8) Suspension and Waiver of Rules - The Division may suspend or waive any provision of this rule on a case-by-case basis and by a writen memo signed by the Director. A suspension or waiver may be granted, in whole or in part, upon a showing of good cause relating to conditions of compliance or application procedures; or when, in the discretion of the Director the particular facts or circumstances render suspension or waiver appropriate.
R653-5-3. Utah Board of Water Resources.

(1) Review of License and Permit: The Board may review applications for Licenses and Permits and submit recommendations to the Director for his consideration for action on the applications.

(2) Policy Recommendations: The Board may advise and make recommendations concerning legislation, policies, administration, research, and other matters related to cloud seeding and weather modification activities to the Director and technical staff of the Division.
R653-5-4. Weather Modification Advisory Committee.

(1) Creation of Weather Modification Advisory Committee: An advisory committee may be created by the Director. Members of this committee shall be appointed by the Director, and serve for a period of time as determined by the Director.

(2) Duties of Weather Modification Advisory Committee:

(a) Advise the Director and technical staff of the Division on applications for licenses and permits; and

(b) Advise and make recommendations concerning legislation, policies, administration, research, and other matters related to cloud seeding and weather modification activities to the Director and technical staff of the Division.
R653-5-5. License and Permit Required.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Ted doesn't believe me- the further adventures of

Finding out who is in charge of the safety of the concoctionsthat they apply over our heads

talked with Ted Hutton said he was from the FAA
He didn't hear me or theought that population was the problem
I enjoyed talking bantering with him but hes from flat earth so I had to wonder if how he gets his fun is by pulling wings off butterflies? Is there any remedy for his
sealed off thinking? I guess when I say stuff like 'ticking bombs' its going to get attention (in an email to mir ali head of the regional FAA.

EPA next step and then the fun really begins....THE PENTAGON,,,,,ooooohhhhh!
Energetic set ups......Ping-pong in a small box, I am the ball.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Dear Control Freak Power Maniacs selfish bastards who haven't got a clue

What happened to you? What didn't happen to you? Were you raised by robots? Torture ? Drugs?

So you can not see the danger in spraying the skies with chemical laden aerosols? You say that the science is right and wise? Are you nuts? Were you dropped on your head. Are your lungs filled with fear? Frozen?
What happened to you that you want to murder the wild? You seem Caged and viscous. You think that you are a good Christian with hate in your heart polluting all. Your perception is stuck in boxes The intuitive remains under lock and key. How long will we as the people put up with your nonsense programming. Kill the TV under-layer subliminal messages......before they eat us alive....Including all of you. ALL of your offspring and the future of this planet. Plasma games? GOOP Of Satan is your polluting your belief system. Your little weenie syndrome is getting the best of your survival instinct.

My question is "Who?" which department. I need a place to journal my project publicly
maybe woven in my past blogs. I dedicate it to - riders on the storm.

'....and be Glad in it.'

Ya Ya,

Psalm 118:24

Queen of the Pshycopaths Rand &co destroyers of the Earth Destroyers of Beauty

My brother had schizophrenic episodes and his eyes looked like he was possessed, same eyes as she has. Thought he was Moses or Jesus when he was totally in the lower realms. Wow and she is their leader? and then there is the psychopath Milton Friedman, what an evil mode he is shielded in.

Rand has taken over our Government. How does it feel?

Rand Corporation is key to our future...Heaven or Hell- will 'they' decide?

Monday, May 9, 2011


So instead of feeling the squeeze of doom on both sides of the sky, I choose action. three actions per day or 18 actions a week. I don't know if posting here will count. We will see. I have to post something other than this free flow random winding emotional blather Blather is a good word that I would like to use more often since it reflects much of the modern world.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

click this title oooo doggie frightning

June 6th 2011 Who is watching Alaska? Dark cloud sits and its not my territory???? !!!!!!!aholes

Circles -

Clearly it is the Merchants of the Earth that are set to implement 'Phase 1' as the only way that they feel they can control us is to destroy us. How? Well the way that I am made to see is using chemicals to poison us. First get us used to artificial clouds and then say that it would be dangerous to stop it. We the People are in the sights of the Authorities. They want to kill us. They don't know that they are being suicidal. The way I feel today is "off with their heads" especially the Corporate multi headed demons that have knowingly clouded the sun and its warmth today. I would if I could send them to Hell before they make our planet pure Hell for the common man. The Psychopathic future cold steel in our waters, air and land. NO natural trees. No air to breath. Is this what our military is today? I ask for protection and I get circles on my back.

Genesis to Revelatons

1 ¶ And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them,
2 That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.
3 ¶ And the LORD said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.
4 ¶ There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.
5 And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.
6 ¶ And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart.

Daniel 4: ( the neo con pattern infusion a mis interpreted dream)
¶ And at the end of the days I Nebuchadnezzar lifted up mine eyes unto heaven, and mine understanding returned unto me, and I blessed the most High, and I praised and honoured him that liveth for ever, whose dominion is an everlasting dominion, and his kingdom is from generation to generation:
35 And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and he doeth according to his will in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand, or say unto him, What doest thou?
36 At the same time my reason returned unto me; and for the glory of my kingdom, mine honour and brightness returned unto me; and my counsellors and my lords sought unto me; and I was established in my kingdom, and excellent majesty was added unto me.
37 Now I Nebuchadnezzar praise and extol and honour the King of heaven, all whose works are truth, and his ways judgment: and those that walk in pride he is able to abase.

Revelations Chapter Eighteen

23 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.
24 And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Friday, May 6, 2011

Immortal Technique

the preface of this song describes the threat that is felt for speaking of what we see as facts....the lie is a lie is a lie and I am suppose to suck on it and behave like a good little squished bug of a human. I see the plot theickening and blatant.


I still love Obama and think he needs energetitc support. what else explode in fragmants?

Thursday, May 5, 2011

number two

"Jane came by with a lock of your hair"

Fever Pitch

I don't want to write the garbage in my mind today. A sense of hopelessness for our future...because the lies continue to fool us. from the beginning of this nation, lies. Who killed the Kennedys?, 911? etc the spokes of the lies reaching into our future choking the truth and beauty of this planet with the lies that we are divided and independent of the Earth. Splitting us from the creator is the first lie used to control the free human being. We actually don't need the priest. We are the priests. We are the ones made in the image and likeness of God. God is not made in the image and likeness of us though that is what dogma has created, a small egotistical god who is weak and deficient so we have to be filled with fear instead of full of reverence for the beauty of it all. Diversity within Unity is the name of the game, only we have been cheated out of the rule book we forgot how to listen with our heart. We have to breath in order to learn to listen. When we hold our breath (which 90% if the people that I work with do) we hold a matrix of fear... and FEAR is how 'they' control us. Yes, the predatory energy swooped in after we abused our power. We allowed it because we knew our power untempered by the heart was devastating and ruthless, so we allowed the division to keep us small and unactivated. They use our historical genetic knowledge to keep us immersed in the lie. They keep us afraid of ourselves and our potential because they more than anything are afraid of a human being being fully activated. I know the time has come to remember all this, but it is a heavy weight
that needs to be lifted.... and it is not me who can lift it I just can dive into its density, but need help getting out of it, It damages my system, if I am not careful. I need assistance and my assistance is still stolen by the Lie. So I have got to step away and let the lie do its dancing. Tragedy and suffering because the people are still captivated by the lie and tremble thus calling disaster upon themselves. This is the last call either you let go of the fear or you get to be stuck in realms of hell for a long long time.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

honey bee tears

I am staring at a dead honey bee on a flower, I picked the dandilion flower when I saw the bee. I write the following with the courage given to me by this bee. For every bee, every living thing I write will someday write about this bee our air and theories on why most people don't see persistent contrails for now I close my eyes and listen....
Sometimes nobody wants to see. To really see. It is a pain in the ass. Especially when it goes against the belief Like riding waves. Persephone is taken into the realm of deep sad paths walked by all here on Planet Earth in all dimensions infinity. We need to grab the tail of our infinity our connection, and bow to oneanother and clap. Good tale. I say nice drama, now its time to remember it all. It is only from there that we find lasting solutions. So I will listen to the Wall and pray, what can I do? What am I best at? 'Swollen hand blues. ......electric lights....."" the wall.......

Notes from a Conspiracy Theorist

Conspiracy Theorist
I am supposed to eat it because I see things that are out of limits of allowed consideration.
Many of us knew, that dreadful day of 911 that it was intentional so that the Neo 'Cons could rape the globe. So I try to hang on to 'hope' about Obama. I see a magnificent potential in him
and I feel a kinship and a deep friendship for Joseph Biden even though I want to take something like a whip to wake him up. I feel like I have known him well in other lives. I feel like both of them could be activated to do the job but the dead hand is poised in a fist over their heads. Biden has skeletons that are always a threat. He is lucky to be alive because the Clinton's rule
for the rulers, - our president is the show. He is the window dressing. He stood up and called us back to the lie of 911. To the lie that they killed Osama this week. Maybe he believes it but it is still a lie..Really don't you think that the conspiracy is that 2 jets took down three steel buildings in thie own footprints like they were 'pulled demolition style? You can't think that without being ridiculed and if you are in the media you won't have a job.. Ridicule is embedded in our chains.

So I will turn to Dandelions a weed that has been vilified but is nutritious and supportive food and medicine that aids the kidneys and liver and is being studied as anti cancer for breast and prostate cancer. Its a happy weed. And like many other healing plants we have been programmed to see it as a nuisance that needs to be eradicated.

We need the Planet but she doesn't need us especially when embedded cruelty is raging through our culture.
People can't even see the sky over their heads let alone turn off their TV's. Programmed to Obey.(I am screaming again).

Intuition is not is 'evil' is another aspect of control of the mime. Our ancestors barely survived the inquisition.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A Dragon Bellows

Dear idjuts boats with arrays off the west coast is where I think the game is. deeeeee aholes wakey wakey.

Scott McKenzie - San Francisco by thenelaware

we say no mother f****ers. We say no.Demons May your sword fall or you fall upon your sword. YOu Stop. Now. Or you fail forever to exist in any realm you will be recycled into another energy completely. There will be no place to hide. Stop now. you are surrounded and will fry......."

Feed Your Head

Monday, May 2, 2011

Preamble USA Constitution

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America

One argument against Weather Modification and nuclear waste is it is obviously against the Constitution because of the 'General Welfare and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, by making us and the land sick is destroying our General Welfare...The ones who brought us global warming so as to shorten a trade route, also brought us the cure... the poison cure. "Aint that great?" Poisoning us even if its unintentional, is not securing the blessings of Liberty for our posterity, its giving us small odds of survival. We as a collective almost got that one piece to the puzzle that calls the next pieces with ease.

simmetry lacking in symmetry

I know they can put invisible chemicals into their mixes. The coolants tend to be metallic but disappear into a haze when applied. just because we can't see the crap. We can still feel it's offense. We as programmed hypnotized humans are moving too slow to awakening... a crisis looms still even after many miracles and many lies.
Obama disappoints me saying the 911 fear curse. ahole.liar liar pants on fire.

It's a Green Planet

"No- It's a Blue Planet"
"No- It's a Black and White Planet"
"No- It's a Red Planet"
"No- It's Purple today"
A Good Purple. not the color of dried blood purple oh no
its the purple of the top of the rainbow
swathed in Love an over-lighting aurora
Some swords fell to the ground today
I can't say how, I can't say why but it happened.


Interesting thing is that in the first amendment it says:
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion,
or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.

but all these contracts say no speech, and even when a whistle blower whistles about a broken mutilated law, in this country, here, my country, the whistle blower gets a fist down his throat.
We need to believe in our land of make believe, Or thinking of John trudell we can have a new vision a new thought and we will rise from the wastes of division.
Democracy is not unrestrained capitalism. Instead of using the Earth as our model for being, the Earth which wastes nothing we have Capitalism unbridled. Unbridled capitalism is modeled after cancer. Growth at the cost of the organism. It has gotten to the brink where there will be no turning back. We as a culture have been trained to be blinded by words that cloak the truth. Most in the USA take capitalism to mean Democracy and socialism to mean Stalin. Uneducated but through mainstream propaganda and lies we defend our beliefs to the death of the land that we know. The beauty of nature is under intentional attack and hardly anyone can see the blatant daily attack on nature. Aeorosals poisoning us daily. Oh they wouldn't do that! All planes put up that residue. even if that is so, who is looking at the effects? From my studies no one. brings me to a rash of swear words to edit out of my rant. We are sinking and I don't know what to do but write and for me, pray. we are about to crash or a miracle would be the evil doers wake up or get arrested or ..... Capitalism needs to tied to social upliftment and waste nothing policy We need to build to last not build to break down. Capitalism which sucks the resources and sees other humans as resources is about to disintegrate...How will we take it? With a dream of another way -working with the ways of Earth as our model. In my mental world, the workers are part owners and share the profits. In the new world we see Earth as our partner and each other as beautiful jewels.


Sunday, May 1, 2011

I am doing this archive for me.reminder.

Help for the weight of it all omfgfdi sfp the weight of sleeping masses is a sleeping mass
goe sludge death because of sleeping good ole boys

the day looks like sludge from a distance m meant to be a nice day and I don't know how to turn from it towards a solution>?<. I am fixated officiated. I need a happy thought.

Gag orders in order to have employment should be found unconstitutional - First Amendment- especially if it is to report illegal activities. but know- soldiers are tortured >as in Bradley Manning.< We are the liar if we intentionally believe a lie that we know isn't true.

The Noose

Drugs in America
My mom is on at least seven prescription drugs, she uses a machine to breath at night because of apnea. She loves her Doctor. I mean Loves him big. The thing is she was raised a Christian Scientist. I was brought to Christian Science Sunday school until I was about nine when we switched to Congregational Church. Its in my hard drive that the body has a natural inclination to heal. Health Care is a mega industry, when it should be a part of the commons. OOO the naughty word 'Socialism'. I am starting to think, though it shreds my energy that one of the reasons they are constantly spraying aorosals in our skies is for this huge health care industry. The miride of disceases that we are facing like here. lots of people my age have lupus, MS. leukimia, and other cancers. People are programmed not to look but to just obey.
I feel my mom's critic- influenced by her husband- that I am wrong. I need to be strong in my energy field or else be banged around by other peoples beliefs about me I guess showing me my own programming about me.

"Them drugs are gonna kill ya" but keep pot illegal and outlaw herbs. good (not) thinking.
Many many medicinal herbs have been made the enemy by calling them 'WEEDS'.

Today I say Dah to the masses and want to slumber.

Sunday Inspirational

We are Stewards of the Earth


[koh-heer-uhnt, -her-] Show IPA
logically connected; consistent: a coherent argument.
cohering; sticking together: a coherent mass of sticky candies.
having a natural or due agreement of parts; harmonious: a coherent design.

You tell me that the lines in the sky mean nothing
You tell me to stop looking
You tell me to go to sleep - like you. My heart aches for tomorrow
if we allow the next step to keep us so sick that action is near impossible.
And I still am stuck in blame
and I blame YOU

I dreamt about Hilary Clinton Last night
She wouldn't look at me as I shouted my questions of how can she do this.
She looked around me, avoiding me, unruffled by my accusations
like she doesn't know why she is possessed by the power that will destroy her lineage too.