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Monday, December 31, 2012

Saturday, December 29, 2012

who you going to call?

tucking commentary in early blog
added before 16 new-years eve to: father of the Miles.
the word was "AAA'hhhh I think that you heard me right.
depending on my mood It will be "Waaahhh" HAAAA or AAAAAAA'hhhh
w0m3 Loony tunes sound when identification is broadcasted. why why why
me? or is it that everyone is collected and are triaged sorted as to whether to view as a threat to the dead hand and its merciless formulas towards Hell. DARPA is a classic example as to what chases me and you are a part of that force. spies mercinaries of the hybrid privatized government. Forces for the ones who truly want to rule and subjigate all living things to it (a cold blooded force that has been poxed upon us is to be removed soon. the coice to remain aligned to the dark controlling forces of doom. yes doom that is the crossroad and that is the choice the switch of the train track derailed that is a road. It is all of our choices to choose the road that does the greatest good and intends no harm or the dense prison way. O well row row row your boat.

Friday, December 28, 2012

Howdy Now!

I am feeling that a squeeze of lies are being said about me. I need to drop that frame. Its hard to reprogram myself in a week..... but I gots to. and so do all of us

WEE the Peeople
I have been staying overnights as a Sub in an assisted living place. It feels vulnerable but also beautifully open and safe but there is a taint[ someone is tainting it. From the LCC experience I am coming to realize that I have many things to say about aging in America Lots and lots. I also have a lot to say about kids my kids age. and a bridge that needs to be made between the two. A gulf has been set of fear of youth. pulsing fear. embedded fear. live fear. stolen minds and imaginations raping and slaughtering video games the potential of that. But I am coming to the conclusion that there are parallel universes Junctions are here and all my thoughts lead to the primary junction that will last as the portals close click click click.....Now they are open. all of us are choosing...right on but how do we chose when we are captured wounded and blindfolded? How do we chose with hammers over our Heads? With our Hearts' illumination. The magnifying glass is burning the boundaries over out heads.

notes of fd.(I have to fire greg's caregivers today. It has made more work for me because they have to talk to me. plus some questions of what they are charging [ how many hours they say they work.?.It is probably max six hours a week and most of that time is asking what to do.... I have finally pointed out to Greg that he is driving with his brakes on. but he has to trust people. He needs visitors and encouragement to move. but they are two confused themselves about what they are doing and I feel like they should see it. they don't._

Monday, December 24, 2012

back to Elvis balm

the risk of the gift

sweet gentle soul
taken by the wave and undertow
the fast life

he loved music
he loved that man with the low voice
he loved gospel
He was America's gift to the world

Friday, December 21, 2012

happy end of the world as we know it

adding this at nineteen thirty four twelve twenty one twelve

we the people mr magoo style

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Lonely hearts club

Elvis Lives

in our hearts
he knows the game

Like in 'Needful Things'^...we make our world..
^by Stephen King^

Monday, December 17, 2012

Job 38: 31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?
32 Canst thou bring forth Mazzaroth in his season? or canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?
33 Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? canst thou set the dominion thereof in the earth?
34 Canst thou lift up thy voice to the clouds, that abundance of waters may cover thee?
35 Canst thou send lightnings, that they may go, and say unto thee, Here we are?
36 Who hath put wisdom in the inward parts? or who hath given understanding to the heart?


Sunday, December 16, 2012

."..we can't afford to be realistic."

"The situation is so dire we can't afford to be realistic."

Saturday, December 15, 2012

My Opinion Sandy HOOK

Sandy Hook
reminder of what our tax dollars go to creating and we ignore the casualties and call them collateral. The slaughter of the Children of Sandy Hook in New Town Connecticut. All children matter. Awaken our Hearts, sweet ones.

12 /22 /12
Questions: where- what store or Internet source- did the implied killer get the KILL Bullets from? Is Sandy Hook really on the map in the Batman movie? The accused murderer's face looked photo shopped, to me. Were there cameras on the premises (I am assuming yes) who took charge of the video? HOw long did it take the F B I to take charge of the scene......What kind of medications was the accused on?
What evidence is there that the youth committed suicide?
Are there any new police (last two years) who were first onto the scene? Were any agents on the scene of the Wesleyan murders in CT ? If so, who have they been communicating with? What have they been talking about? any odd phrases and cadence in their conversations? who is planning to move out of town at this time?
Do any of the first responders have doubts about the one killer theory?
What has been the response to them and who shuts them up the most?
If it is an illuminati sacrificial alter, what are they planning and when? It seems like they always have secondary plans even if the first one failed. Any agents in Colorado for the Aurora shooting?

I would say that our country should be on high alert and all neocon types should be removed from influence, watched impeccably and stopped in tracks, if need be.

My opinion is that it was likely a sacrificial alter to some huge and devastating plans.
They operate multi level - the depraved soldiers who would do a thing like this, wouldn't know the magnitude of the dead hand's plot ( they are probably dead already themselves (an accident- of course- likened to helicopter crashes etc.).

seven ships a sailing

dark and light
along the coast they traveled associated their stations set. code stegosaurus type trickery. A consortium of sorts. broken chain broken chain broken chain publish and smack.

could I have been on target with this?

Friday, December 14, 2012


Later that day....shooting twenty kids six adults one alleged killer.

Sandy Hook Elementary School, twenty seven dead. My questions:
Coincidental name= Sandy Hook Elementary School
Sets my mind to wandering….failed Oregon shooting possible? The giant fear factor - Kids are targets because we all can imagine it.
OK I always might assume that it is a covert action no matter what the media tells me because the media is a stage/
My lesson lies in my gut- How angry I get at the blamed perpetrator. I have the instinct for revenge. So vivid that I have to ask for forgiveness for my thoughts and try to harness my thinking away from the original anger that is wanting to kill an already dead person…… 2) the magic number of twenty seven concerns me.
Our lessons - We mothers children and protectors need to learn to hold safe space. Breath, and spread a grid. Your grid.: Your very own imaginary framework like a flower spreading out to whatever the parameters are. If you perceive a block in the net-Check it out-energetically asking what the blockage is? Some people may see or hear something. A shout. Check out the feeling. Pretend you are radar. You are. I have found sometimes masses of people walking off the planet like zombies not knowing the choice is theirs. Free will is reinstated.

this could be seen as a sacrifice to that which is exiled. My fear and thread is that the school was a sacrificial alter for something much bigger. .Uranus direct protect us now.
later that day ... stumble upon

DRAGON Family of Intelligence, Surveillance & Reconnaissance

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Christmas Guilt

Master of my sloth
my guilt lingers like a hammer over my head
Christmas cards, No, I internally scream at childhood wounds from expectations and misspelled words.

My cousin's wife just lost her mother and my heart is with her and her family but the guilt of unwritten sympathy and thank you cards etches its way into all things in my life and stops me. My guilt. Have I murdered anyone? No. have I intentionally hurt anyone. No.

Christmas to me is not fun. it is a chore. Expectations. I don't want to do expectations anymore. I want to connect in a real way. I like the lights. I like the idea of Santa. so how can I get in the grove and drop the guilt?

Monday, December 10, 2012

Private see

the problem with the privatization of fire department, prisons, customs, police,the military, NASA, transportation, roads etc. is the example of a fire department- Fire departments need fires in order to make a profit. Or they need to charge a lot. If you are poor , you burn. then your neighbors burn, and then the rich are threatened. because like rats crawling out of the toilet, humans will find a way to survive. In all one could argue that it is easy money for the suckling corporations to ravenously take the peoples money saying it is for the protection of the commons, and have the contractors set random fires to generate more need for money. The government becomes the IRS take from the ninety nine and give to the one percent. Make us poor and every one will suffer allow unregulated spraying for weather manipulation geo engineering style and nobody will want to live on Earth, without trees wild trees without birds -without the wild= I say that is unacceptable even to the ones who think they 'profit' Deeply asleep they are. By definition of profit they are in conflict with the force of what government is for Government is for the General welfare of all of us -not just carpetbagging, brown shirts who think that they are the chosen ones. yes. chosen . but by who or what?. Coal and hellfire- their time is up and they don't likey.
think of the preamble to our constitution: We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

The force of commerce has been twisted into gluttony - (as I recall gluttony is one of the seven deadly sins) Many Billionaires are crybabies who want all the presents on Christmas Day. Santa still hands out coal. Pluto concurs.
I think it is a great idea that all emails are archived. that means someone can decipher the truth of it all... run run pants on fire

Sunday, December 9, 2012

tight rope

how to navigate relationship

not wanting to scream
it is inevitable that I do
boundaries to the unbounded energy of youth
youth stagnant with party
they are legion are the words that I find

how do I direct someone else's life? I don't .
I can only change my response
my response right now is wanting to control him
he is MY son. He is nineteen.

I don't want to worry but I am not deprogrammed and it sits
like a tied up elephant in my diaphragm area.
All the worst is so easy to vividly imagine. My problem
- I forget to believe in his spark and destiny. but part of his destiny might be a swift boot and packed bags. Maybe I should be the one to move? Hawaii sounds nice.

December 10, 2012
this is the future and shame on me for not reading my comments for over two years....I never knew any one really read my posts. woops . I will try to say where photo's come from from now on.... I don't take pictures but assume if I post them on the web that they are part of the commons. which I find beautiful. I think I should make a better effort at acknowledging peoples art. but really lets share. It feels better. breath.

Saturday, December 8, 2012



- lichen- identify use Internet info. boil for three minutes wring out and place Usnea (about 4 parts vinegar to one part spongey wad of (Usnea) ) Use vinegar w/ a mother- blend in blender until Usnea is suspended and hard to see-. Take one teaspoon (four droppers) three times daily Even is said to be a consideration with Anthrax
monsanto is trying to kill the herbal plant kingdom The direction for them is Hell fire - go into hell now.

Yellow Dock roots - clean & cut into chunks- fill jar two thirds full- add boiling water let sit can start drinking and add more boiling water after 5 minutes. (You can replant the crowns of the herb in thanks to the herb) Yellow dock supports the blood and digestion of emotions = use occasionally for support as drawn to it. Not for long term everyday use.

- roadside field happy herb- grows along a beach that I know cheers the system. Use it to let go of grief and other peoples energy.

Oregon Grape Root

Use to replace goldenseal. good all around generation of energy. they grow in tribes as all plants do. Respect their root systems and replant the donor plant near its tribe or move to a more available location.


"The phrase is taken from the fourth Eclogue of Virgil, which contains a passage (lines 5-8) that reads:
Latin English
Ultima Cumaei venit iam carminis ætas; Now comes the final era of the Sibyl's song;
Magnus ab integro sæclorum nascitur ordo. The great order of the ages is born afresh.
iam redit et Virgo, redeunt Saturnia regna, And now justice returns, honored rules return;
iam nova progenies cælo demittitur alto. now a new lineage is sent down from high heaven." FROM a website googled one of the first about the Great Seal of the USA


Tuesday, December 4, 2012


Sunday, December 2, 2012


Saturday, December 1, 2012

works for me
like tempered glass shatters in unison
we learn
who we are

Sunday, November 25, 2012

This is the day: the children of the lie

This is the day: the children of the lie

the children of the lie

I wrote this a while back and thought that I had published it but found it stuck in my drafts along with 26 other posts=>

the whole thing
It being classified as one of the most dangerous drugs, just accentuates that the lies of the government are rampant and corrupt. Euphoria not allowed in this country....freedom to grow one of the most beautiful plants given to us-> points directly to the lie. That's why it is outlawed. and we who find solace and enjoyment from growing and partaking in the Tree are outlaws who do no harm except in cracking the veil of the lie.

The lie of Empire who claims ownership of the sacred, ownership of everything including our thoughts, our speech, our knowledge of what is being done in the name of rules that they call God... Its a trick. we are stolen , like the harp in Jack and the Bean Stock.

I've said my peace

forrest requested this on playlist aug 21, 2011

Stricken with worry
in the pit of my belly all the way down
so easy to cascade into a dive of vivid
whispering the terrible ways of injury and deceit

my fear is mainly of purpuseful attack on my children

paid for in full
I have to have faith in them and their protectors
which are many. Amen

Christmas Lights

Lights Lights Lights Everywhere
May we remember that they are symbolic
of the light available like never before
all around us, in us everywhere

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Thank you

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Walking wounded

Thinks he's a hunter man. So tough, so thoughtless

to shoot a doe is careless, to not track her and use her death to feed your family or to feed others is disconnected and cruel.

guns doth not a man make

listening to tender offerings

My mind drifts to why? Why the billionaires try to control the world?
the conclusion is that they have little penises (I mean eansy weensy). at least it made me giggle. Aren't there operations that could amend that?
Wo much for enlightenment


Monday, November 19, 2012

Our Children

I feel the shattered theft
the intensity,the intent,
of capturing the human mind and power

We all in some way zombie to that tune
its all around us
poison of fear
bashing ourselves over the head
we sit and are told what to think and feel
while our genius is given a chemical cocktail to sleep
without dreams

“Out, damn’d spot! out, I say!—One; two: why, then
’tis time to do’t.—Hell is murky.—Fie, my lord, fie, a soldier, and
afeard? What need we fear who knows it, when none can call our
pow’r to accompt?—Yet who would have thought the old man to
have had so much blood in him?” Macbeth
lifted from :

Friday, November 16, 2012


The ones tricked by their thoughts of superiority see themselves as the angels in the book of
Revelations They have deceived themselves through a consecrated deception of their parents parents parents. They haven't yet opened to the Light. They follow a beacon of Power promised but not redeemable because it is and was created by an act of deception.
Their platform upon our planet has been removed. They will not pass without light and love. They will not pass. They can not pass. Like a mosquito in amber, they remain in suspension.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Study Time -Revelations

Revlations 11:18 And the nations were angry, and thy wrath is come, and the time of the dead, that they should be judged, and that thou shouldest give reward unto thy servants the prophets, and to the saints, and them that fear thy name, small and great; and shouldest destroy them which destroy the earth.
19 And the temple of God was opened in heaven, and there was seen in his temple the ark of his testament: and there were lightnings, and voices, and thunderings, and an earthquake, and great hail.


REVELATIONS 10:8And I heard a voice from Heaven again speaking with me and it said, “Go take the little scroll that is in the hand of the Angel who stands on the land and upon the Sea.” 9And I went to the Angel and I told him to give me the little scroll and he said to me, “Take and eat it and your belly will be bitter to you, but it will be like honey in your mouth.” 10And I took the little scroll from the hand of the Angel and I ate it and it was like sweet honey in my mouth and when I had eaten it, my belly was bitter. 11And he said to me, “A time is given to you again to prophesy unto the nations and peoples and languages and many Kings.”
REVELATIONS 10: And I took the little book out of the angel's hand, and ate it up; and it was in my mouth sweet as honey: and as soon as I had eaten it, my belly was bitter.

Beliefs are Judgements and divisions that stop our abilities to perceive the truth, the open totality of the All.

Revelations 14:7 Arimaic in Plain English
“Stand in awe of God and give him glory, because the hour of his judgment has come, and worship him who made the Heavens and The Earth and the Sea and the springs of water.” in Aramaic they translate "fear of the Lord" into AWE which energetically makes more sence.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Attack on the Tribal is the 'primal directive' of Empire

Our Tribal Family lifts itself The Phoenix rises out of the ashes of lies

Yeah to the old fashion filibuster:

Later that day- boo

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Fighting in the Fifth Dimension - Al Jazeera World - Al Jazeera English

Fighting in the Fifth Dimension - Al Jazeera World - Al Jazeera English

OOOOH scary, I am not supposed to be looking at Al Jazeera-it links me to being a terrorist in the real terrorists eyes- black Ops making kindling , and striking matches, they don't want to be exposed. so they scare us into oblivions numb nut living,  There is a fifth dimensional element to the transformation of our planetary mind.  It doesn't involve fighting, its more like laying lay lines and activating them.  Cell towers are physical metaphors of what each of us is charged with. We are transmitters, We are receivers.  Our choice react or respond?  Love or fear?  Problem with me is I love the Archetypal energies of the forth dimension.  and that does involve an element of battle.  Kalki, Zeus, Jesus. Odin, Bridget. Neptune, Michael, Dragons, Vesta....  What fun.

Friday, November 9, 2012


looking at time

Check Out Tracey Takes On: Sports She is a master. on Hulu.
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Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Yeah1 Obama

At least Mitt laughed. I am glad he laughed. Meat Loaf! wew doggie.

I keep thinking of unrestricted Love and how much I restrict it.
(No I am not talking that kind) Agape-

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Jesus in the temple and he is knocking over tables

  adding film at 12:55 pm  election day

  Matthew21:12     ¶ And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves,
13     And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.
14     And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.
15     And when the chief priests and scribes saw the wonderful things that he did, and the children crying in the temple, and saying, Hosanna to the Son of David; they were sore displeased,
16     And said unto him, Hearest thou what these say? And Jesus saith unto them, Yea; have ye never read, Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings thou hast perfected praise?
17     And he left them, and went out of the city into Bethany; and he lodged there.


Beware of the scribes, which love to go in long clothing, and love salutations in the marketplaces,
39     And the chief seats in the synagogues, and the uppermost rooms at feasts:
40     Which devour widows' houses, and for a pretence make long prayers: these shall receive greater damnation.
41     ¶ And Jesus sat over against the treasury, and beheld how the people cast money into the treasury: and many that were rich cast in much.
42     And there came a certain poor widow, and she threw in two mites, which make a farthing.
43     And he called unto him his disciples, and saith unto them, Verily I say unto you, That this poor widow hath cast more in, than all they which have cast into the treasury:
44     For all they did cast in of their abundance; but she of her want did cast in all that she had, even all her living.

aid for election day ye ha


Obama won- almost a landslide (or was a landslide? (I don't know the definition of a landslide but it was more than when in 2004 Bush stole Ohio and called his election a mandate.) Obama has over 300 electoral college votes Sigh

Monday, November 5, 2012

I am only saying

Information is OK  It is essential.  They are going to start selling what they have been doing for years to create the appearance of need for weather modification.  Evil  Ya gotta laugh, it is so infantile and disconnected.

video bellow
Twelve years earlier:

I wonder if I was reading a conversation about a meeting on a yacht tonight about some polls and XP media King whatever her first name is. something at 5am under a ramp heart attack numbers major names a preacher?  I spent an hour of my life forwarding the code on the white house comment line.  jeeze.

MY Totally preventable prediction is EARTH Quake as in a slow long rolling HAARp induced  earth quake - tag election day disaster. 

Obama's America 2016-Comments

I went to see Obama's America 2016 today.
I went totally ready to heckle and howl but really it gave me a historical perspective of Obama that to me makes him more trustworthy.  He cares about the ravages of Empire or as Danesh calls it,  "Colonialism'. 

the second observation stimulated by the movie was that both candidates have polygamist roots- Obama's father and Mitt's Grandfather in Mexico...

All and all- I am glad I went to the movie- it wasn't packed full of lies- it just didn't show the whole picture of the waste of Empire-  as trudell would say 'mining human energy'. 

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Election Day Astro Chart

Thank the Archetypal Energies for the retrogrades.  We look inward and backwards before we take action after the eclipse.  Even the neocons are waking up- about time you nearly blew the place into a lifeless hell hole.

John Trudell with Alex Jones

I love John Trudell

Alex wants to speak fear
John is elegant in a choppy jagged way

Thank God for the retrogrades- we would have already blown up if they weren't tempering. the field.

adding this as a paranoid worried mother aside oStricken
Stricken with worry
in the pit of my belly all the way down
so easy to cascade into a dive of vivid
whispering the terrible ways of injury and deceit

my fear is mainly of purposeful attack on my children

paid for in full
I have to have faith in them and their protectors
who are many. Amen 15 nov,12 15:42

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Reminder to Mitten -


Matthew: Study II Matthew chapter twelve verse thirty six But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment.
37 For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

Reading /Seeing Romney
Good boy Romney- trained to do what he is told to do. constricted heart, mean temperament, secretive as instructed- spoiled and blind (because of the constrictions in his genetic programming) . frequency: dull, blank, grey. because of this constriction. Will do anything to build his kingdom. but a Kingdom built of lies, secrecy and disregard for its stewardship is no "Kingdom of God".

Why haven't the democrats pointed out how the Republicans have obstructed the Senate all four years?
Maybe the democrats like the Status Quo?

*Mitten= MITT ROMNEY .(Or as I call him Mitten R. Money)--> operative for the dead hand...that WHICH SHOULD BE KNOWN AS THE tattered and shamed velvet glove.....writhing in the sewers of the collective, depending on the power of the lie, the deception -They align with the deception instead of exposing it. NeoCON

Mark 11:17 And he taught, saying unto them, Is it not written, My house shall be called of all nations the house of prayer? but ye have made it a den of thieves.

Fundamentalists are easy marks,They are literal to the point that spirit is squeezed from the mystical message that is woven throughout the Bible.

Good boys and girls trained not to understand a misspelled word. Defines it as ignorance no matter what the warning it holds- .
Within each state they are butchering our right to vote in this country. It cannot be ignored, Mr. Romney. It is treason. Period.. Any Democrat or Republican should be arrested when they block legitimate voters from voting i.e. when they blow up planes that have our Soldiers ballots in them and if they tamper with the tally via computer hacking and programming. Jailed. Assets that pay for this- seized. the Leaders jailed .....They need to be caught red handed......Where are our heroes? Where? Where? where?

strange calls Monitor?
Up here in San Juan County, WA state, USA we have bar-codes on the front and back and each corner of our ballots and everything is mailed in and we have the secretary of state who wanted ballotless voting eight years ago. It is his last hurrah and I wonder how much he has taken to perform feats of computer jacking before the end of his term? That is where I would be looking and monitoring all Internet interactions as votes are tallied to the Secretary of state. Our computers our counting machines are not secure. Four years ago, our elections official dropped eleven hundred people from the rolls to vote that is close to ten percent of our voters. I haven't been in this year, to find out how many she dropped this year. They have stolen elections before in this state, Will they succeed this time? Lights, cameras, microphones, action,

Friday, November 2, 2012

Study: Matthew

studyMattew 26:52 Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.
53 Thinkest thou that I cannot now pray to my Father, and he shall presently give me more than twelve legions of angels?

This is the energetic stance that all as human beings can and must take at this time - to clear the fear that has permeated and divided this planet. Love and Courage Light of the World. Love of the world.

Matthew 12:48 But he answered and said unto him that told him, Who is my mother? and who are my brethren?
49 And he stretched forth his hand toward his disciples, and said, Behold my mother and my brethren!
50 For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.

(I listened to David Bowie while I read this-It is alarming and Bowie softens the mind blowing truth of the Danger of anyone being able to threaten all life on Earth by blasting a hole in its protection. Fool hardy or suicidal? both it would seem. breath. be don't let em scare me - yeah right. I am blowing fear every day- the challenge- the feat a good story always..)

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

bill moyer -truth and knowlege

First Peter chapter three
16 ¶ Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.
17 For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

'A Crack in Everything' Anthem

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Monday, October 29, 2012

Dear Mr President

If there truly was radar readings of a haarp array signature in a flower of life pattern down in La Canada, Mexico- It was spun. for many hours on October 27-into Oct. 28, 2012-(I have no way to personally verify this but you do. Now we have hurricane

Sandy bearing down on the East Coast including New York City. If the HAARP Signature is true, then someone should be brought in and arrested for High treason. If indeed it is a corporation that operates inside of the USA that did this. that Corporation should be dissolved and absorbed into the USA treasury and the CEO Jailed and released only to serve in the clean-up after all assets seized and distributed to the homeless. Period.




Our minds are etched upon and gated
by a system whose systemic flaw is repeated in miniature replica, creating a cancer-like program of fear and worry which spirals into a deep hardly vibrating mass of non breathing beings who obey the lower callings of power to destroy in order to feel safe. or that life is a drudgery , we are wage slaves because of this. Our minds are trained to chop non compliant information off and call it dangerous. It is dangerous to empire, That is all. Empire- whose premise is division and fear. So with this mastery of division- we -a population fed on non food and highly processed information whose fear factor is like sugar. We miss the real and permeating danger. We are taught dutifully not to see. It is there. but to see it you would have to be a conspiracy theorist.
The conspiracy is that. Empire will crumble when we take a sword to our bondage which is in our energetic fields- because of our minds warped introduction to this world.

34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. Matthew 10
verse 34

Matthew 7-15
¶ Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.
16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Gee Willikers! What a Suprise

The blogger Dutchsince posted above image as a harrp ring signature out of
La Canada, Mexico. it needs to be confirmed- Was it seen by other radar systems than intellicast -pm Oct. 27- Oct 28? is it s target to push the Hurricane up the East Coast?. What corportaions are involved>down there, in La Canada? is it mobile? I think. Haa

rp is more dangerous than full out Nuclear war. Oh well- the Fates are on notification.
October surprise, in partial:

pretty, though

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Theft of an election- again

Main stream media, corporate media
step by step
dismantling of the USA
the internet
and we lay back and let this happen- again
Zombie Nation
up against the clock

Remember when Brother Bones-

men John Kerry said he'd fight if there were any disparities in the Presidential Election of '04? He rolled over in OHIO and the democrats silently said OK. shhhh. don't talk about the voting machines and the secretary of states or election reform... (ie end the electoral collage) and now we have very experienced thieves and ignorant hypnotised masses.
The cull of voters from the voter rolls has quietly taken place
and the polls corruptible by billions of dollars . and now we pretend to have an election. and I can't watch my ballast Jon Stewart because it won't load on my computer for some reason? f

Soldiers died for this nation's democracy. I guess it is all a myth..
along with the ignor-ance theme -

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Greg Palast UZA voting

(uN-KNIGHTED Zombies of America aka Fox Snooze and Corporate Media Dumb Struck, hypnotised people, who don't see a problem with this election and ITS theft - One more time- WE SLEEP THROUGH THE PREPARATION OF ITS THEFT- May-be- we- will learn before WE destroy the life support systems of Earth. Maybe not. satiated and asleep- the American dream.

its beyond my comprehension mostly

I am getting a glimmer- when I meditate, which I do

now- that love- true LOVE knows no boundaries. I wouldn't =if I truly embodied Christ- stop love from flowing to those I see as threats )(ie Mitt Romney_) I resist and kick at this truth. My wounds and programmings jerk in reflexive patterns at this heart inspired revelation. Now the question is, is how do I learn to heal my Uranus, Saturn, and Jupiter dictates?

Monday, October 22, 2012

Sunday, October 21, 2012


iMAGINE the bonds of the lie broken
We are free

Our patterns need to shatter too
the patterns that make us say "oh wait a minute God
I don't want to see
I don't want to love my fellow man (who scares me so)
I want to reserve room for anger and hate.
so God - wait a minute will ya! I can't bless those guys...".
the answer God seems to whisper is "The sun doth shine on all things. be the sun...

argumentative am I

I have many questions, few answers

Sunday, October 14, 2012

The Tower

Death the tower

stands before me as an offering soul to soul
why does it pierce my heart so?
The river of unbearable pain
when I know it is a journey
the beginning the end
the middle that we miss
hurrying to do what is expected of our programming
the thumps of unexperienced nows - waiting in the background to be heard.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Immortal Technique- Harlem

A letter to Bill Clinton

Saturday, October 6, 2012



Friday, October 5, 2012


Koch brothers (pronounced Coke not Cock or Cotch)

Masters or no one
playing a game
the game of power over other
and the funny thing is is we let them do it to us/ Its a reoccurring theme
I guess it isn't really funny funny but is odd.

I keep dreaming about this hotel on a curve by the sea.
a reoccurring dream.

Thursday, October 4, 2012



Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Debate Oct, 3 so nicey nice vomit

Starts out with that lie
yuck when there is serious stuff going down - they ACT all Lovey dovey as mitt wipes his hand after Obama shock it. Weak acting, dog on the floor peeing on itself, Oboma. To apologetic I can't watch it. Jon Stewart instead.


Monday, October 1, 2012

Scalor Danger

The possibility of utterly splitting the planet in half- comes to mind with the experiments that are in play. My head feels like there is a dial being turned up- the question is -is will the the sleeping good ole boys wake up in time to stop it?

Friday, September 28, 2012

grow up USA


Tuesday, September 25, 2012


I find it extremely interesting that the Jubilee Years have been conveniently forgotten by the Modern Jew. Along with true atonement.

Eve of Yom Kipper - the Day Of Attonement

Monday, September 24, 2012

E pluribus unum

The battle

see - in the clouds-
not far away.-they spar
the champion's wounds bound and tended
infection waits to quietly spread

We the Archers have needed to draw back to the cliffs
to bind and mend the slaughter that was to take place
Our wounds blaze a trail
as the sun peeks over the horizon
warming the sacrificial alter
the sands of Persia
sacred to all

the alchemist
the herbalist
the priest - true of heart-
search for the cure

E pluribus unum

Sunday, September 23, 2012

the dance of the Equinox

forces: the sorting begins
sacred forces unify.

the other divides

life seen as resource

scratching to the top
of a heap of garbage and retch
the emptiness of their glee
the iciness of the heart
wounds - yes

but come now it is time to choose
No victims any more.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Thy Will

The colliding forces
Letting go of the separation, I cry
My heart breaks from its fractured core
the light barely peeks over the debris

so I have to disconnect from your world
to free you to step into your destiny of your power
the victims bow as the villains bow and leave the stage

Wednesday, September 19, 2012


Tuesday, September 18, 2012

the Monn the Moon

How thick it got
the toxic soup of anger mixed with immense loss
Don't know what I'm fighting for or who.
Is it me who only cares about the inheritance- as I am accused- or is it the Cad of a man?
Little man who steals and cheats and prays at every meal- I want to say preys at every meal. Sad situation to have to turn my energetic field away from. It breaks my heart.

Justice for all.

Monday, September 17, 2012


Sunday, September 16, 2012

carolyn kae

Days and days went by and they haven't spokne. Only when Ella meditated did she feel a connection . Then she found herself screaming warnings and spitting hate towards 'that man', who shall be named Rat Bastard. He is proud to betray, he justifies it as payment for a job. He pretends to Love. Hw prays to money at every meal. Carolyn's heart has been diminished by his smallness. She fears and he loves it. He is getting his way by separating her from her Loved Ones./ Carolyn is programmed to behave. She lives in her small egoistic self eating Rat Bastards narration day in. Day Out.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Afn gonif brennt das hittel

Preparation for the new year

Monday, September 10, 2012

wjb 'none of my business'

WORMTONGUE HAS Always been a snivelling character, so constant in the melody of drama and story. Betrayal- the wicked step mother in all women the wicked step father who is no father to me- smiting the family, alienating all. ---bad juju-- momma under a spell.

the outcast- casting out. with sorrow. wormtongue in his shrivelled world left to regret his ways. deeply cast in all our hearts - being deceived, when you already

felt it. Ignoring the peck of intuition. business

Sunday, September 9, 2012


actually two - Joe I hope all is well. something happened. and my imagination takes off ahead of everything, how are you and your family? It is like anything is a target. That is why I remind you- you brothers to remember how to build the city. Not out of lies or myths but out of the hard truth broken out in gentle chunks. YOu will be protected if you feel the support that you have. We all thirst for the truth and get confused ( and malleable) when fed on lies. Is that what you want? a Zombie nation? or one alive and shining and real, not a myth or fable but anchored mystical light
the new city structure can be built in our minds, with our minds in conjunction with our hearts. New Jerusalem is not built by a fabricated war. That war will serve no one but the Merchants who by creation of that war are cast back into the jaws of hell. The deception can go on no longer. From now on - we choose to be deceived - and by that choice we make an alliance with the lie which serves no one..


Chapter 223 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.
24 And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

Chapter Twenty
And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.
13 And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works.
14 And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.
15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

Chapter twenty-one

24 And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it.
25 And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.
26 And they shall bring the glory and honour of the nations into it.
27 And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.

Chapter twenty two

1 ¶ And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.
2 In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.
3 And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him:

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Ober mi ead

The Day
some times I wouldn't mind it
I don't chose to be a martyr- though
been there done that
when I ponder the immensity of the implications
me running off my mouth
forgetting the darkness of their schemes
I feel alone with no support
or understanding. I see differently than most
I see sometimes but I don't always listen and that is where I need strengthening
p so I form archetypal partnerships- which makes navigating this density relationships and upkeep foggy -

Little Piggies

Friday, September 7, 2012

Thursday, September 6, 2012

fact check

Myths verses fact

Did he dodge something at the end? What happened? are they going to use something out of Men in Black that they flash at everyone who saw? Was Joe drunk? (I'm just saying)it probably helps him to spout his myths. 911 bin lauden, killing of Osama when he was already in the grave? I still want to scream insanely when I am lied to , when they want to portray themselves as golden honest boys - honest like Bush? Health care reform would mean dismantle the companies that are huge and parasiticle that are intentionally poisoning us, banks that are banking on our starvation, privatised prisons that are drooling for a violent revolution. I am glad the convention seems to have dodged a bullet (0r something)

4:05 am morning after the convention
I feel like I live in an alternate universe - seeing things that few others notice.
Obama's dive at the last photo op before exiting the TIME WARNER STADIUM, at the end of the convention, Some people in the crowd sobbing and looking shocked,

It looks like there was some suppression of Michelle Obama's speech on youtube. Why is youtube the only platform that we go to ? There was yelling in the background at the convention, it reminded me of Bush's USA chant to drown out protesters. there is some youtube editing...they pulled speeches because of supposed copyright laws - i mean information suppression. I think the internet is getting more controlled by the day. Google searches are not as open as they used to be. I think there is a lot of editing and pulling of information going on. re writing facts. keeping us focused on meemes that are only meemes and have no basis in what actuallly is going on.

I loved Clinton's speech and Elizabeth warren's speech


Bravo President Clinton
you are a master
I guess its time to forgive

be well - get some cranial sacral , body work and some herb oil
Take a break

Obama we must remember that the CIA tried to kill Castro for years. It didn't work.
what sort of field did he set? I keep thinking that the right has multiple tricks up their sleeves kind of like when Cheney shot the guy with buckshot spray. Multiple levels of attack. Poison, rays, frequency manipulation, all sorts of toys, crazy fan, infiltration is the word of the day.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Police drones Oh how lovely tis the eventing

attatch some wavelength manipulation 1984 on steroids... and people yawn and fan themselves. as the SET up is made.

below post TS Elliot

T S Eliot (1888-1965)

The Love Song of J Alfred Prufrock

S'io credessi che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza più scosse.
Ma per ciò che giammai di questo fondo
Non tornò viva alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo. *

Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherised upon a table;
Let us go through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question . . .
Oh, do not ask, 'What is it?'
Let us go and make out visit.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes,
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.

And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

And indeed there will be time
To wonder, 'Do I dare?' and, 'Do I dare?
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair -
(They will say: 'How his hair is growing thin!'}
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin -
(They will say, 'But how his legs and arms are thin!')
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse

For I have known them all already, known them all -
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?

And I have known the arms already, known them all -
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
(But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!)
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume
And how should I begin?

. . . . . .

Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? . . .

I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.

. . . . . .

And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep . . . tired . . . or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald) brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet - and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker
And in short, I was afraid.

And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: 'I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all' -
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: 'That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all.'

And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor -
And this, and so much more? -
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow toward the window, should say:
'That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all.'

. . . . . .

No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendent lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous -
Almost, at times, the Fool.

Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

I do not think that they will sing to me.

I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.

We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.


* The published version of the epigraph comes from Dante's Inferno. A translation is -

"If I thought that my reply would be to someone who would ever return to earth,
this flame would remain without further movement; but as no one has ever returned
alive from this gulf, if what I hear is true, I can answer you with no fear of infamy."

These lines are taken from Dante's "Inferno", and are spoken by the character of
Count Guido da Montefelltro. Dante meets the punished Guido in the Eighth chasm
of Hell. Guido explains that he is speaking freely to Dante only because he believes
Dante is one of the dead who could never return to earth to report what he says.

from Exploring The Wasteland - T. S. Eliot and Jean Verdenal