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Sunday, December 29, 2013


A note about 'Medical Marijuana: A Kief Primer'

I am writing a book called Medical Marijuana: A kief Primer for Caregivers by Cloud Thunder, It is pamphlet one in Our Allies Abound - Greengate Legacy Series....I posted an embarrassing shard encrusted rough draft on kindle Christmas Day. Last night I dreampt that my laptops monitor was gone. This old computer sounds like a drill now the hinge is broken so it flaps down if it is not supported and every once in a while the screen flashes off when that happens. I can't save to cd? so I tried to email it and it errors so I may be posting the latest draft sooner than its ready or I will hurry to get 'er done. Of coarse I have been sampling too much when I play with the recipes.
Things are intense on all fronts in my life, this writing project keeps me floating.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Between the Veil

Tell of the battle between the veil

Oft we came to the cliff to look for the others, thinking that only they could save us.

I stood alone stationed on the green throne.
The wind wanting to pick me up-violently roared. I stood-
forgetting that no one could stand the rear guard that night. This night I was alone in a darkness of which no star shone

Only I
with the forces that seemed to be screaming of my many blunders
screaming of destruction and blame.
How could I go on?"

All that I am crumbles to the Earth.
Not knowing that my task is the task at hand,that relief is in unbinding the chains of self loathing.

But how?
there is so much that I had left undone

The Darkness of the Green Throne like deep cold water moving from an unknown direction

Nothing remained to set my bearings. (Was I there at all?) The Raiders came. Green Eyed with red pupils gleaming in their invisible heads. The attack was theirs . I had no defense except to shatter into many domains.

My task now, is to gather from a thousand thousand places the essence that was protected by the collapse.

written in my journal on - December 1, 2012

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Sir Colan's Messiah

Editor? I'll speak to you then

if that is all it takes is us imagining
we got it good, I'd say
Only the cliff is before us and some are stuck in the canyons
of their training. Learn by fire,Death and destruction
the exile is love.
You there, what have you been told today? and is there any doubt when you work against your holy spirit, when you work against the unity, you become so small you have to lash out?
What if we forgave you?

Thursday, December 12, 2013



Caroline Casey calls them the Dementors of Doom
Those whose immortality is dependent on killing the rest of us. Because they are distorted.contorted and the worst kinds of mess. they believe their missions (which is to destroy the innocent): Because they die, they want everyone else to die with them. A twisted contortion of misdirection. We call it evil and want it to end. Today.

tucking this in on dec.15 9:10 pm apossey of cars and posibly trucks arrived at dan and helens at about 8:35pmand were seen lurking about at 9:10pm

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Deep Water

Speaking out against Ireali policy is always considered anti Semitic. This is how we are controlled
"anti-Semitic" We CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT *or see THINGS as they are...This
is neo con mastery/ The Colonial rules are inserted as virus'z of the mind.

Sleep baby sleep
Cousin Ben speaks

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

activate your crystaline network

Science Whores

I AM sitting here thinking about
the crisis in our upper educational system- college and Universities
Capitalism has made its attack on the Universities by allowing the pharmaceuticals, oil interest and now the surveillance economy to have undo influence on what is considered to be taught as the 'ultimate in education'. Doctors seem like they are hypnotized to use the pharmaceuticals without question or concern with side effects or drug interaction but if a Doctor suggests the use of herbal adjuncts they could be reprimanded by the AMA. The scientific method is no longer used in most studies that I have read. Drug studies are allowed to be done by the drug maker and the studies are often outsourced to other countries with no oversight. Most doctors believe the myth of the scientific method that is propagated by the pharmaceuticals. .
Several scientific nightmares lie on our horizon because scientists are biased by a funnel of grant money. One such threat is geothermal engineering and is totally money oriented and has no bases in claiming that it is benign. It is not. It is toxic and invasive to all levels of our support system, the foundation of life on earth the soil and the ionosphere and water... Are they intentionally poisoning the commons so that they can control the populations as they plan to rule the Earth? Colonialism- Empire - has been a curse upon this Earth and Humanity for far too long. may we recognize Empire when we see it and may it rest in peace.

Monday, December 9, 2013

The Tales of the TWO Naomi's

Surrounded in Light

Ring Out
We are so programmed not to see the sky
Not to see what is in front of our very eyes daily
Our country would rise up
as one from sleep
the giant in Lilliput

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

The Narrow Gate

Only one way to meet the Holy One and that is through Love
not the theft of light
Our journey has been slowed
by our split
the backwards field
trying to save ourselves using the body
Such a terrifying experience.
Tyranny has been self imposed
when we comprehend the crossroad before us
we all have wands that light our way

but The field of light does not hail from our bodies but is expressed through our bodies
Empire's goal has been to sprinkle truth into a great lie

the lie of division
The unrestrained male energy
made female dangerous
The feminine energy is our right brain
we all have it but it has been split off and shunned because it is the very power of creation
and knows things that the male energy cannot see because it needs to divide in order to conquer its goals.
The feminine shines and is what will stop this insanity
Empire tells you to be afraid, be very afraid
Spirit says= follow me and shine forth

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Hail Ison

Hail Ison Meeting the Sun
Information from the Realms of the Oath
the great oath to give
to be an aid and inspiration

great plasma of being
Unity with the Elven Realms

Sunday, November 24, 2013

A Crime

this is an advertisement for Charletts web. I think freedom to grow whatever strains we choose is the future. The crimes are the lies told about this sacred plant. The fears of Empire are that we will rise greater and more powerful than them.

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Open Letter to Bill Gates

Open Letter to Bill Gates
Dear Mr. Gates,
Our Grandmother’s were good friends from Enumclaw, Washington (Helen Kramer). From a sense of our ancestors, past and future, I ask you to reconsider your opinions on Weather Modification and Genetically Modified Organisms. Please study permaculture and how weather patterns are affected by the way that we grow food. (I especially recommend the book ‘Farmers of Forty Centuries’ published in 1911)
The laxadazicle way that the promoters practice both geo-engineering and bioengineering is frightening, reckless and obscene. The promoters refuse to study, in earnest, the long term effects of applying neurotoxins to our atmosphere because they don’t want to know the results –thereby they test their theories over our heads and on all soil. Thsee formulas are theories. The secret recipes work to modify the weather but at what cost to our commons? All of this is not supported by science if the trajectory is followed over more than a few years. Who will be brave enough to honestly study these things? For now we race for these things in the name of commerce (I mean…”saving the starving children in Africa”) and everyone is wrestling to get the lion’s share of what they see as multi trillion dollar industries. “No regulations needed” because everything is proprietary. The Environmental Protection agency should now be called the Corporate Protection Agency (I see a trend that the ultimate goal is to make “water the new gold”… this is treachery).
How do you merchants all agree with each other? You are not stupid but blinded by dollar bills and power. You are rich and powerful- fine -but that does not mean that you are superior to the common man. Please help us, instead of hindering, and you will find that you are a happier man.
Many Blessings,
Nancy Williams Brickman
Friday Harbor WA.

Roy Orbison

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Shaka laka

My wireless doesn't work still but the old Dell is running hard wired to the router.
One would have to be trained to see the persistent contrails today. They lay most of them in little poop lines. Lines that puffed quickly. Can feel the coolant- I think. Clever pathological scientists have no love for the future generations or even the next ten years. Many thoughts about what could be done if people cared enough to see.
dang-its too big- its going to take a miracle. That's always fun.

And we all still watch the commercials that pay for the silence..

Thursday, November 7, 2013

The Hallows

I can't post my story because the lines are down. I hate to say what I think is happening.
A possible scenario. Homeland Secrecy is using this as a test area. Like they did with the barcodes on the ballots. I can't call long distance. I can't use the internet at home. I heard from a friend who has cable that there has been no news about it. That is why I am suspicious besides just being alert to the possibilities.
The wonderful Library has wifi and my old laptop can't hook up. My fear is the ferry Hyak will be involve with taking down the ferry system, so there. I said it. I have five minutes remaining on the computer (It got extended 15 minutes) but I have research to do. One thing I want to ring into the collective is that Homeland Security has nothing to do with security. It is about population control. Most of the good people who work for them are semi in the dark about the dire situation that DHS is a part of. Homeland- is an ode to Hitler- who by the neocon's estimate was a hero because he helped to create Israel.

I just heard that another Islander family has lost a son. The Turner's Steve and Jean's son died in a moped accident in Hawaii.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Friday, November 1, 2013

Thursday, October 31, 2013


which way do we, as a collective, choose?


Tuesday, October 29, 2013

politics and a lack of ethical standard

Because of the secrecy, because of the lies
there is no moral compass guiding DC

Just because a person lies so much that they convince themselves that their lies are true
doesn't mean that a lie has morphed into the Truth. In the end it will be the means and not the end that will be remembered. Destroying evidence does not mean that there will be no consequences. The Centaur takes aim.

Galactic Center
twenty seven Sagittarius
the bar is raised
we know better now

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

All you fascists bound to lose

Why do we vote? To feel good or to actually to have our voices be heard?

Heading for a cement garrison at warp speed Capitalism, unrestrained and secretive, is representatives of all of the descriptions of Satan wadded up like snot, ruling this country today. Impotent, so it kills to feel invincible. Now, these men who are snot ruled, feel like they are the rulers of the Earth. They plot to make "Water more valuable than Gold" They are to be removed promptly and efficiently, if they keep their fingers on the trigger of destruction. Yes, they will go down. Or else we all hit the cement. If we let Monsanto rule this election, they stay as rulers of the Earth and her skies ( They are the enemy to life today. How can we stop them? "How can I have forgiveness and Love for them when I see them as representative of blight and illness to the future of all life?" I say their fingers are already in the pie of our electoral process and those fingers need to be severed. The Dead hand, finally buried
within a crystal fortress and guarded by the murdered citizens of the world.

So third dimensional instructions For investigators, if we really had an FBI that wasn't 75% obedient to the corruption of governance, Stocks given to government employees or their families or held in a trust for them. Land. Visits, Travel, gifts. Law suits won like by Milene Henley's husband (as possible payment?) that sort of thing. NSA records should be accessed by other government security organizations to go thru records of phone calls. Did Patty Murphey call Doris in the day or days after my phone call? Has the Journal been asked to not print opinions about the barcodes on the ballots? Patty Murphey made it clear that they didn't care how many ballots were printed but only the 'voted ballots mattered' to her, who is in charge of security. So where is it hitting? In those extra ballots that are not watched- is where, if I were an investigator, I would be watching the voted ballots at all times, not a moment without eyes on every single ballot, especially now. It has already been set. The Hart tabulator computers, are they really not wi fi? Look into possibility of them hiring military contractors to do surveillance plus on activists?

May the beauty of this day be manifest and made more perfect by each of us

Chart for today- Wow is all I am saying. May the highest aspects Neptune and Pluto together with Saturn and the rest Most Auspicious for the spectrums of light to be expanded and multiplied.
How private is privatization?

Monday, October 21, 2013

only a pawn in their game

"Only A Pawn In Their Game" Dylan Cover

A bullet from the back of a bush took Medgar Evers' blood
A finger fired the trigger to his name
A handle hid out in the dark
A hand set the spark
Two eyes took the aim
Behind a man's brain
But he can't be blamed
He's only a pawn in their game.

A South politician preaches to the poor white man
"You got more than blacks, don't complain
You're better than them, you been born with white skin" they explain
And the Negro's name
Is used it is plain
For the politician's gain
As he rises to fame
And the poor white remains
On the caboose of the train
But it ain't him to blame
He's only a pawn in their game.

The deputy sheriffs, the soldiers, the governors get paid
And the marshals and cops get the same
But the poor white man's used in the hands of them all like a tool
He's taught in his school
From the start by the rule
That the laws are with him
To protect his white skin
To keep up his hate
So he never thinks straight
'Bout the shape that he's in
But it ain't him to blame
He's only a pawn in their game.

From the powerty shacks, he looks from the cracks to the tracks
And the hoof beats pound in his brain
And he's taught how to walk in a pack
Shoot in the back
With his fist in a clinch
To hang and to lynch
To hide 'neath the hood
To kill with no pain
Like a dog on a chain
He ain't got no name
But it ain't him to blame
He's only a pawn in their game.

Today, Medgar Evers was buried from the bullet he caught
They lowered him down as a king
But when the shadowy sun sets on the one
That fired the gun
He'll see by his grave
On the stone that remains
Carved next to his name
His epitaph plain:
Only a pawn in their game.

Sunday, October 20, 2013


We have to be bigger than fear To think deep into the future and work backwards for new conclusions. Good music all music and art should be held in the public commons.

or a more modern version

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Patriots wake up

I can't find the true version of Hurricane and this and others have been externally muted. The Lyrics stopped Interesting. Intentional- what would make me think that??

Our rights as citizens to vote are being undermined in a slow and calculated manner.
I opened my San Juan County- Washington- ballot yesterday and there were the bar-codes. Unnecessary bar-codes that undermine my trust in the security of our ballots. I called the Secretary of States office and seemed to get the Hart Voting System sales representative who also gets paid by our state government. Her name is Patty Murphey and I am 99% sure that she was the same women that I spoke with about ten years ago when I heard that Sam Reed wanted to install paperless voting ballot machines in our state. She then sounded like a sales rep for paperless ballots. She is now in charge of voting security (she told me) in Washington. Bar-codes for triangulation of the ballot was first out of her mouth. The answer to this is everybodies bar-code could be the same to triangulate. The other reason stated as to why they now use of Bar-codes is so that the ballots are impossible to cast twice- that could be remedied by embossing the ballot after the vote is cast. The next statement from Patty was its to expensive to change. I say to this, then, lets count the ballots by hand. Have protected chains of custody. And an active State Attorney General who investigates and prosecutes intentional Election Fraud.
To top it all off I heard from Tim White that our San Juan County ballots will be sent to a private company to be counted.this election Wow. I see so many flaws and possible scenarios where our votes could easily be confiscated that I could write a pamphlet. Let your mind wonder into that territory.... The territory of having billions of dollars, with the the ability to install the candidates and referendums of your choosing. Wake up America- this is not a foot ball game- We all are in this democracy together, we need to have our votes secure in the way we cast them and not just to 'believe' that our votes are secure.

Friday, October 18, 2013

Voter Sovereignty 'Trust Us'

I opened the mail to the barcodes thaI I thought would be gone on my ballot for November

my son said he could hear me yelling into the phone from the other side of five acres.
Screeches erupting. It seems so obvious to me that I end up
yelling at people who already see the obvious- oops
the umbrella of embarrassment held over my head
Free style say what ever Then I hear that they are outsourcing the vote count. shipping our votes off Island... Incredulous seem to be the word.
Patty Murphy from the secretary of States office quickly sells the barcodes. Hart election systems with barcodes in twenty five counties. She appears to be the main sales rep for Hart voting system. I say it would be cheaper to vote count be hand.
My country, and the myth of goodnes, this Earth, and all life, is the core of my mission this life .
can I be me, when I write or just talk? Three planet fires- Uranus and Pluto Leo Sag Moon. Moon fire spues and erupts before I can edit. Add water and air and expansive Earth you get steam rising from mud. thats what it feels like sometimes and I can't help but fling the mud. Like the Orangutang in the San Diego Zoo flings shit at us humans.
Full Moon this moment
Sun on my Neptune so I may as well slip into Neptunium description of our times

Black moon Lillith in Cancer
Sovereignty the feminine
The suppressed feminine of the tribe in us all
Neptune in Pisces today, waves floating free form
in the nick of time I see someone seeing
the light on the breaking wave speak of jumping into the future to guide today
truely I say- it is the only way which gets us out of the mess of programming that we live under. Programmed to live in fear. Self blugeon free thinking.The fear of them killing or taking us or our loved ones..Ancestral survival, by submission or war.
then the question is- When I write, should I chain myself to what others already believe? Tethered is what that feels like. No, I will leave what I wrote.

Who is my audience anyway besides Lil' ole me?

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Pistols shots ring out in the barroom night
Enter Patty Valentine from the upper hall
She sees the bartender in a pool of blood
Cries out "My God they killed them all"
Here comes the story of the Hurricane
The man the authorities came to blame
For something that he never done
Put him in a prison cell but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world.

Three bodies lying there does Patty see
And another man named Bello moving around mysteriously
"I didn't do it" he says and he throws up his hands
"I was only robbing the register I hope you understand
I saw them leaving" he says and he stops
"One of us had better call up the cops"
And so Patty calls the cops
And they arrive on the scene with their red lights flashing
In the hot New Jersey night.

Meanwhile far away in another part of town
Rubin Carter and a couple of friends are driving around
Number one contender for the middleweight crown
Had no idea what kinda shit was about to go down
When a cop pulled him over to the side of the road
Just like the time before and the time before that
In Patterson that's just the way things go
If you're black you might as well not shown up on the street
'Less you wanna draw the heat.

Alfred Bello had a partner and he had a rap for the corps
Him and Arthur Dexter Bradley were just out prowling around
He said "I saw two men running out they looked like middleweights
They jumped into a white car with out-of-state plates"
And Miss Patty Valentine just nodded her head
Cop said "Wait a minute boys this one's not dead"
So they took him to the infirmary
And though this man could hardly see
They told him that he could identify the guilty men.

Four in the morning and they haul Rubin in
Take him to the hospital and they bring him upstairs
The wounded man looks up through his one dying eye
Says "Wha'd you bring him in here for ? He ain't the guy !"
Yes here comes the story of the Hurricane
The man the authorities came to blame
For something that he never done
Put in a prison cell but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world.

Four months later the ghettos are in flame
Rubin's in South America fighting for his name
While Arthur Dexter Bradley's still in the robbery game
And the cops are putting the screws to him looking for somebody to blame
"Remember that murder that happened in a bar ?"
"Remember you said you saw the getaway car?"
"You think you'd like to play ball with the law ?"
"Think it might-a been that fighter you saw running that night ?"
"Don't forget that you are white".

Arthur Dexter Bradley said "I'm really not sure"
Cops said "A boy like you could use a break
We got you for the motel job and we're talking to your friend Bello
Now you don't wanta have to go back to jail be a nice fellow
You'll be doing society a favor
That sonofabitch is brave and getting braver
We want to put his ass in stir
We want to pin this triple murder on him
He ain't no Gentleman Jim".

Rubin could take a man out with just one punch
But he never did like to talk about it all that much
It's my work he'd say and I do it for pay
And when it's over I'd just as soon go on my way
Up to some paradise
Where the trout streams flow and the air is nice
And ride a horse along a trail
But then they took him to the jailhouse
Where they try to turn a man into a mouse.

All of Rubin's cards were marked in advance
The trial was a pig-circus he never had a chance
The judge made Rubin's witnesses drunkards from the slums
To the white folks who watched he was a revolutionary bum
And to the black folks he was just a crazy nigger
No one doubted that he pulled the trigger
And though they could not produce the gun
The DA said he was the one who did the deed
And the all-white jury agreed.

Rubin Carter was falsely tried
The crime was murder 'one' guess who testified
Bello and Bradley and they both baldly lied
And the newspapers they all went along for the ride
How can the life of such a man
Be in the palm of some fool's hand ?
To see him obviously framed
Couldn't help but make me feel ashamed to live in a land
Where justice is a game.

Now all the criminals in their coats and their ties
Are free to drink martinis and watch the sun rise
While Rubin sits like Buddha in a ten-foot cell
An innocent man in a living hell
That's the story of the Hurricane
But it won't be over till they clear his name
And give him back the time he's done
Put him in a prison cell but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world.

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Hyak Oddities

something got in my head today
go get some dry ice for Greg, which entails taking the ferry which is always a surreal experience of late.
I am curious -that is my nature my curiosity cannot be stopped- I think I'd get sick if I made it go away.

The last run of the evening -I am on the ferry Hyak. Not many cars on the large ferry after Lopez. That one guy who I always want to be snide with - baldish-fairly tall stands in the middle and directs traffic- military attitude- was there... two serious women are other noticed crew. After Lopez the ferry slows.
I am thinking that I must have dozed. Slowly. Someone gets on the loud speaker and mutters something about a ferry being in the dock and the ferry was going slow because of that - usually the ferry waits in the harbor for docked ferries. So what I saw -almost cracks me up- The guy I saw- assumed him to be crew was leaning against a large black canvas bag- as tall as him...( seemed like he was whistling like in my picture of a cartoon character, trying to look innocent). I stood at the front of the ferry until we started to inch forward again. The interisland ferry- I think -the Evergreen quickly sloppily pulls into the dock - I think to offload a fuel truck..... but why didn't they wait until after we off loaded? Our ferry was thrown into reverse and brought around Friday Island again so we couldn't view the ferry dock. The crew on the Evergreen - a blond with a to thin to be a gun- looked like a measuring stick maybe - was black and looked electronic-a camera? About five girls who looked like a girls sport team were on deck, ready to walk off the ferry (middle or high school age) It all felt odd and surreal is my best description of it. It seems to me that the ferry staff should be studied for their associations. A convenient soft spot. Yoda says- "A target- the ferries seem to be." Internal Terrorism.

I am thinking that the second mate got promoted to Captain Joking something reckless and blazaa in the Hyak Captain's obvious blunder and the ferry is still being operated by either a rookie or someone under the spell of confusion and clatter.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013



Villians of our time
Speaks for that shadow which lurks in the darkness of
Greed. They are example of being possessed. Money is their God. Possessed by the same force that claims safety in creating strife upon our planet.

What in me is like them that I hate them so? Fire against Kerry, Kissenger and Cheney. They are exact in their warped theories of dominance for the good of the whole? They lie to suit their fortunes. May they shrivel and moan today and know what they have done..

When I hate, it is trying to guard my fear. That fear when I see their trails in the sky. Kerry set up the Syria poison is what I think, He is the one who claims that weather modification is a thirteen trillion dollar industry that we cannot suppress. I say chap, your Money is nothing if our planet dies. Money is dust. All this greed is caused by a great separation. Is it my task to look at their sludge? May the guts and stench of war surround their offices and homes today –may they see the demononic force that whispers softly in their ears and may they chose today or be cast out and shunned. My anger is great. It makes me feel and identify the problems but then I need to breath and let the breath heal this snag in my thinking, This infection, blight upon our planet needs to be contained and removed this day and all days forward. A coup for the good. A coup for peace so that the wild will remain free and remain on this good Earth for our grandchildren. May our legacy be unity and Love.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Pike's Pike

Lillith sings to the Drum of Uranus, which calls to Saturn who connects to Neptune to Venus and Mercury who as Hermes, delivers the invitation to Dance and Play

In perpetuity
I ask for the end of

Pike's Massacre of the planet
This invitation
this reminder of an obligation
I call upon the dead to arise from their separation
and attend the parties of light
taking from Lucifer the light stolen from our ancestors blood
The sacrifices , are redeemed and repayed to the rightful heir's
The fear, the malice and the greed for the utter power of destruction is contained and removed to its rightful realm. All who still follow will remain in the debt of the harm they have caused to the families of these dead They now choke on their lies. Every time a marker as iridescent as white phosphorous surrounds their lies and make them impotent and their fate to be removed from the Earth in Perpetuity. Bombers of the true Light that comes from the one god which has many names, Love as One, promised, will come to the aid of anyone who needs light in the darkness. Harmony is restored.
We party with Joy

The hunters moon- we the people- realise our abilities to see the truth
behind the walls of lies and obfuscation Pluto demands enforcement of this proclamation

Sunday, October 13, 2013

owl flies white

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

This is the Beat going down

The New World Order
I'll tell you how its coming down
The fear has warped to anger
Anger at the 'Misinformation'
Anger at the lies
Then its time to turn the anger into the solutions
Using Neptune for
the rolling drum
Using Saturn for the bars to stop the old ways of devastation
Pluto lifting the veil in our hearts diving deep, excavating the pain
that lays hidden in the madness of rulership. Rulership over the power to destroy
Expensive toys that can kill because their penises are shrivelled and are limp
They shrivel and melt as they try to press their buttons to make hell on Earth
Its not about punishment it is more about Saturn and the need to restore harmony in the Solar System
and beyond -
We call on all aids that have been stolen By Empire
Genetically we call upon our ancestors to help us
living and in realms within realms
Our shimmering blood
lights our path
And we are guided and protected
we weave magic
Mercury the weaver
Venus the Warp
Saturn the weave
Uranus the colors and the fireworks of light
iradecent trails show the wake of the shrivelled ones as they plot their own demise

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

eyes= deer?

...anyways...Yesterday I made an attempt to get the 5:50 am ferry. I walked up to my room via the deck. on the stairs, I saw a pair of circular reflections, fairly close together, binocular width, maybe eye width, if you were a deer. but they didn't move a fraction. I have watched animals enough to know the stare down, frozen count. The circles were by the garbage storage= I feel guilty when I think about the area= its such a mess area= the circles didn't move they seemed to be about six feet up like if it were a person with night vision glasses like they had them perched so that they wouldn't move..

So I stay trying to get things that I should of done last night done. I head to the ferry the gate is already closed, with the ferry guys standing facing the shore, still docked. I left. I wanted to . Went home to take better care of my dog , let him out and low to the ground 'by the pond, like a guy on his belly height, were the circles and my dog is running happily towards the circles and the circles did not move. An animal would have been looking for the open exits in quick glances.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Dancing with the Stars

I am almost back to watching "The Wall" again. Instead, I am enjoying harvest
month and imagining crystals blooming in Washington DC and the Pentagon
In our most sacred places and everywhere, all can feel as Pluto strips things raw.
We can see with Pluto's eyes - diving deep and coming up pissed and ready to roll.Uranus-
Whew Finally. Carpet bomb with light - Mercury on the North Node -information that is raw and truth filled.
Saturn says no to the hiding and lying and theft. Libra brings us to the scales of Justice-
Corruption in the highest court is revealed and confirmed. Truth and reconciliation

or what we destroy all the wild with the poisons they call good for us? So on ward rainbow warriors with a whoop and a holler-
a jig and yes, a lasso.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Goveration - get it?

Government and corporation

fact: noticed yesterday am,the indoor left -second from the bottom- glass panel is broken. The upper glass, next to the doorknob, was loose,its wood frame, and all. I found two pieces wood that matched the frame of the door window. One inside, one outside. the glass which was broken was found in front on the porch about six to eight inches in front of the door and one small piece inside to the left of the door next to the wall and three inches to the left of the door.

My son seems spooked about it. He says he thought he would have noticed it before he left on the 'red-eye' (early ferry) yesterday.

My sense says screw up, prying the doorknob window panel and it broke the lower pane by accident. Old door much paint, molten paint. I would suspect the usual suspects, a hybrid goveration, mercenary contractors, they still get paid like the weather dopes still get paid (as in weather secret modifiers) and their investors get their secrecy and their magic formulas...and... voile we are sick - we are unsynchronized
I want to refuse to live my life afraid of anyone but that which is within myself.

As the DC cab driver said about the sniper, "you only die once," "I don't want to killed a thousand times -in my mind", is what his statement meant to me, he was from some war zone, I don't remember where, today- Africa or the Mideast (Afghan or Lebanese) or Columbia?- my
memories of.DC cab drivers before the end of October before the most recent Iraq Obscenity...

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

To all friends in DC

government shut down oh me oh my Maybe the pentagon can lose its obscenely obese and reckless endangerment patterns. Maybe DARPA can LOSE its funding? Maybe the weather modification unregulated poisons permitted and funded by DC can gasp and be known to all- its past and future goals by the parasitical mind. May they lose their funding. May Prisons lose their funding. May Mega
Corporations lose their licenses if they do not support the freedom of the wild - nature and people. May we learn to mimic nature in our future. May Capitalism that hurts instead of supports breath its last breath. May Humanity awaken to the stark beauty of this planet and to what a gift we have been given charge over.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

october 1, 2013

I made the mistake of reading the CC instead of meditating. Looked to me like there is a state side something to do with an ambassador and poison rx in Chicago...'dying state secrets' Some woo woo meditation -hmmm?

Monday, September 30, 2013

Health warfare

The Congress and Senate and Presidency
Farce and fables
The meme is that they 'have to lie'
DC corrupt Gothem-like

Capitalism has NO place in health care

because Capitalism means that having people sick makes the hospitals and pharmaceuticals massive amounts of money and insurance companies benefit if the person dies first .The cure is to be hidden so money can be made. It is sick. It is wrong. There are better ways but first we have to learn to unplug from the thought police.

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Hunting at dusk

Outside at dusk three shots not long ago tonight
it sounded like it was on this land
It echoed
Three times deep close
Hunters that care not
Losing their prey- injured
doesn't touch their soul
doesn't make them weep
They would drown in their sorrow if they felt it
that pain deep deep inside
that tries to speak
kill it in a wasteful manner
like they kill and waste their days as Human Beings

I thought I saw a quick bead on me I ducked at dusk.

Saturday, September 28, 2013


Tyranny, a blushing bride to Fear
What makes you so tough that you have lasted for a zillion years?
I say, I am tired of you, please leave my domain.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Premises continued

The END NEVER justifies the MEANS. Only- THE MEANS JUSTIFIES THE ENDIf you have no Love in your heart, you have been deceived.
That Human's have been intentionally thrown off by the Dogma of Empire.
Humans are routinely assassinated, MURDERED AND killed BY WAR for thinking freely.
Our Thoughts are our Power/

yeah for Justice instead of Just-us

People who follow Albert Pike and honor him
have been deceived and do it so that they have a sense of power.

That I WILL choose to be conscious of my breath at all times.
Pray constantly.
Drink water
Love and
See sparkles all around
any time and throughout the day I will be gently reminded to pray, breath. think, forgive, love and see sparkles. My life grows into itself.

feds lying makes me think that he was to close to revealing the Feds monopoly on drug running.

Monday, September 23, 2013

Vital Premises or shall I rattle your skull and call it a ...

Do not make oaths that break another Oath
Any law that breaks the Constitution is invalid because of so doing.
Top Secret is not ever used to cover up breaking the Laws of the Land or breaking the Constitution of the USA.

Congress can not fund-raise during the hours that Congress is in active Session and can only be allowed a three month election circuit, They would have to campaign from the podium of Congress by doing the peoples work and talking about it. They are to be in the Halls of Congress working/ not fund-raising at least 89% of the work week (assuming 40 hours per week).
The rest of the time in session they have to be present during debates that they vote on during 75% of the sessions debate. They rest of the time they would be attending any Committees meetings that they belong to. Absolutely no staff paid for by the taxpayer can be used for fund-raising.

That corporations could not submit bills to Congress -->as they have been doing.

That no private corporations or foreign governments could be in charge of the security of our Harbours and Ports or for Fire protection.

That Government would be accountable and transparent
That election security would be uniform, transparent, That ballets would be secured and monitored at all times by two individual cameras fed to community site,
That a portion of all elections would be randomly audited in every election, in public.
That no identifying marks or id could be placed on individual ballets and the election community would keep no record of peoples parties on the computers use for counting the ballets. That voting machines are never on line.

That Corporations are not ever considered People or Person.
That they have to benefit the community at large or their rights could be revoked.

That's a start....

Sunday, September 22, 2013

my desktop?

Saturday, September 21, 2013

north node conjuct



Redemption from the Nuclear Meltdown
Redemption from the madness of a military industrial complex
herpes upon the world it is like an outbreak of boils
it is. All the plagues it releases by the repressed male
afraid of impotence it creates destruction and calls that male
A true male whole energy protects and does not destroy
It holds the infant, it makes the cradle
The one God with many many names
Witnesses only through Love

Sept. 24 So I hear that twenty of the Navy Seals who killed bin Laden - &*(not the already dead Osama) have died. Kinda like the Crew who flew and reported that they flew the armed nukes across the country when Cheney was in charge.

Friday, September 20, 2013

Hunting Season

Outside a few minutes ago it sounded like two people shooting from to different positions. Like they were on two different properties. My dear neighbour Steve - who I have a karmic issue with - and the Crosby's place across from me (that may have sold).
snap like a twenty two or maybe a pistol and one sounding bigger. Not a semi automatic that fires off at times.
to me it sounds like anger and fear. I get scared that anything alive in the area will get shot. I guess that's the way bee-bee guns were. The boys in the neighbourhood would go gunning for all wild life. Not my brothers but their friends would do it just to see me mad. I used to through people into the swamp Usually a friend that I was angry at or a boy that was a friend but we got teased so I beat him up - as I recall. That is what having three brothers was like and an oasis of the woods where no adult could be found only ancient stumps, a creek with crawdads and salamanders (that was later, tragically jailed into culvert) and a swamp with frogs and salamanders..and the teenagers to be avoided - always avoided. Groups of adolescents were always dangerous. So that's what the gunfire reminds me of. That and war and the Hatfield's and the McCoy's. Hunting season has begun on a small island with deer and other things to slaughter.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Tender Ears Be Warned

Sunny day.

Da da da daaaaa
Save the day conjunctions
kinetic and powerful- exposure to cover ups
cover ups exposed- big time.
A danger that they will again be covered upped
A litter box of a country that we are in currently, distractions gallour and they still want more. They want the masses out of their way or grovelling at their feet.Please forgive me. I am sorry. I love you.
Corporate manicacs. Pinky and the Brain Style.
if the heroes sleep as they tend to do....Threats to scare us. The Congress is a charade - the gravity of lies and exaggerations. The congress should be forced to sit in chamber or committee 89% of the time. No more fund-raising on our dime is what I think should happen. Forty hour work weeks including Fridays or four ten hour days. They should be banned from ever associating in business with the current congress or US contracts. That's what is rolling around in my brain.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013


Yesterday at about 8:30 am in Washington DC the Naval Yard was breached

At first the story said three people involved in the shooting. The dead guy assumed to be the main gunman was a black (perfect for the snooze cycle) young private contractor (as in military government contractor) Ny gasp is why was the Naval Yard designed so a gunman could station himself easily to pick people off below and the Navel Yard seem to have had no armed security up there? seems a bit dense to me. Now the official story is a lone crazy obsessed gunman.

Yesterday in Colorado flash floods took out thirty bridges and killed at least 7 people

The Wolf Blitzer probably needs some depends to keep from showing his excitement over two disaster after such a disappointment last week that China said no to our bombing Syria - oh yeah, he can't know that. He specializes in staying in the box that he's been set in.

So much of the news is greenscreen snooze you got to look for freedom of speech abroad these days. Gag orders and top secret coverups

Its not news that The most dangerous weapon on the planet has been delegated to a government/ corporate hybrid DARPA? Silly me for thinking that's news.

I say that we are luckier than we know. Collectively we have risen above what 'they' had planned for us(by now). All I gots to say is: keep rising all. And 'BLESS ALL'- as my son has said since he was a toddler. May the children protect their sovereignty and may we protect them in and through LOVE>

Sunday, September 15, 2013

333 day the sword touches the Sun

333 the mists of Haborron
May the names of the Families throughout the world be read this day. May we feel its mistake as a deed to be forgiven for. May we make our atonements and keep our oaths for the good of all out of the good of all and not against it.

And we are exceptional? as in we always get the right to break laws? The weakness of the USA is the truth of our foreign policy. The precipice we stand on is because of this. War Profiteering War on life. War on Liberty War on the Pursuit of Happiness

War on Freedom of Speech Freedom of Religion Freedom of thought.

Let us think now.
May the dark days of Empire be over and done
in the blink of an eye....Without a nuclear or chemical holocaust. My god are these guys sick or what? and the wimps who let them get away with it are also to blame...
May I learn to forgive myself. I am sorry for any wrong or harm that I have done...
please forgive me. I love this beauty that you are- in truth. Bless All


Yesterday- as everything amps up astrologically speaking and in the Island Beat's dream of madness this:

San Juan County Sheriff articles
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The "suspicious" placement of an abandoned briefcase triggered an evacuation of Market Place and Friday Harbor Food Bank on Market Street in Friday Harbor around 11:30 a.m. Saturday, September 14.

Two members of the bomb squad based in Marysville - Sgt. Harlan Jackson of the Washington State Patrol and Sgt. Dan Boardley of the Everett Police Department - responded to the request from the San Juan County Sheriff's office.

They used a water cannon to open the briefcase and determined there was not a bomb.

The street was reopened at 3:45 p.m. The two officers boarded a ferry to return to the mainland.
Google Search
web friday at about 8:15am
my comment today sunday 6:14on Friday the thirteenth approx 8:15am Trenchcoat was darting around in a wheel chair(minus his trench coat) like he was having a manic episode. He first went to the loading dock.
Then he was seen twirling the aisles - oops he forgot to shop/
Then on Saturday around ten ten (minutes before bombsquad) I saw a gaggle of people at the family services spot. I assumed the foodbank prep. but their was a snap of something when I drove by- I am thinking it was a drill.

I also saw lots of people in gold shirts looking like they were cleaning up the Mullis Centers grounds (which is next to the family resourse centers /family services which is across the street from Market Place breifcase event and at the same time as the event) they had gold shirts on in my memory and people at the public restroom next to the farmer's Market during the time of the market saturday 10-1 had blue "United Way" T shirts on I assumed they were volunteers painting the restrooms at the most busy time for the restrooms Sat.(ODD ?) I recall about ten of them Male and female at the same time or a (approx 10:30) before stated time of Bombsquads arrival(said to be '11:30'am)
Dr Maran's nurse Darby(?) or was it Laney? -I think was her name- was one. She looked stressed.
and on Friday the thirteenth the WAshington State Ferry the Hyak hit the sailboat Norma Rae hush

Neptune he thought that the mists would hide the scary truck tow truck Blue (like Gene's but dark energy on its large ass hook.) that slowly paused while I watched. Does Homeland Security make me feel safe?

That is like a joke. and the joke is on all of us unless we start to see and think. See what's up and find the immediate solution of thought.

Saturday, September 14, 2013

may the horns be heard

May every time the masters of the chemistry
that drops blackish grey for speed
every time the mist surrounds them- may the dead surround them too
and whisper in their ears of the life they had lived, their loved ones through the sacred wave of time. being raped and torn. May they feel their desolation for their actions...May atonement be made.
Happy New Year.

Friday, September 13, 2013

Magnified tennis

right back at 'cha idea:
Register every Spy (CIA,NSA,FBI,private investigators, the poseys, every military contractor, every private fire company, any one working for the government including judges of the Supreme Court, every day law enforcement, Generals and Admirals in the military and yes the Defense Secretary and others on the Cabinet of the President and any politicians would be required to sign a registered and in writing oath to allow their phones, cell phones, computers, houses monitored and entered and to have tracking devises in all of their clothing and vehicles(maybe under their skin? oh what a captivating idea), so they can't forget their phones and be lost..this would be done by other of the above... that is all 'o key dokey because it would keep us safe? it would keep us safe because the above is where all the sludge of Earth's ills begin. I imagine a new industry... watching the watchers, catching the thieves....
PS starting world war three is ill advised.

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Freedom of the Press

The great thing about the USA is its Constitution. The Constitution that has been systematically dismantled in the last forty years. If the press is embedded and subject to review before their copy can be set, our government is limiting the freedom of the press. Un-embedded freelance Journalists from all over the world, have been targeted and slaughtered by the US military. The right to an informed public has been blocked efficiently by our government and "top Secret' now means cover up for illegal activities, which in itself is illegal, or something is very wrong.

All the gag orders imposed by the military when one becomes a 'government issue' or GI is actually against our constitution because it limits freedom of speech.
Our populace is on Junk food news. Not an educated republic.
We are led around by the nose ring of fear and think that war is a team sport. Ignorant and satiated with meaningless information that is propagated by the corporate news because war is good for business. War is the biggest obscenity on the planet. Blood money is filthy lucre and shame be upon those who scheme us into war.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Psalm of David 143

A Psalm of David

A psalm/prayer turned globally
replace 'us' for 'me'

143:8 Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.

Cause us to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning: for in thee do we trust: cause us to know the way wherein we should walk: for we lift up our souls unto thee

Monday, September 9, 2013

Any body Out there?

Strong intuition that the Syrian attack was US led - Not presidentially led-
Probably contractors with military style aircraft equipped with weather modification equipment that applied the poison on the people of Syria.

I think this because I can almost feel the pathetic monsters celebration that it worked.
I am sure it is encrypted somewhere in the Jane website.
The jets probably came from the Arab Emirates- A Mercenary Slaughter. What goes round comes round is all i got to say about it. Cheney and I have similar risings.

The "thirteen trillion" guy with the shovel behind his back, wants war so bad he can lie without tasting it. Not right. Not all right.

Sunday, September 8, 2013

The First Born

The twisted contorted parasitical psychopathic energy that has inserted itself as the keeper of 'peace' through war-is at work again trying to subjugate the masses especially the children...They will use vaccines, fluoride, war, pollution,tainted pharmaceuticals and potions sprayed unto the sky to keep us from manifesting our potentials which will mark them clearly as abhorrent.
The removal of that energy is clearly up to us, it is in our own chemistry to forgive and remove and replace this contorted smokey energy with a higher order of light.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

How far out there is that?

Flight of the Conchord's Bowies in Space


Friday, September 6, 2013

Spirit Operative

embarrassing at times
as a culture players and played. dealers and dealt
On purpose creating harm is bad for anyone in the long run
so why not stop em now?

Drones- operating them anywhere we are saying it can also be done here. This is the maxim "do unto others as you would have them do unto you". We better get that one right real quick because the neocon's have the network in place or should I say entrenched? or should I say embedded? To treat the US citizens like the North Koreans are treated. The neocon dream is a nightmare to most people.

My guess is that in Syria the chemical weapons were not applied by missiles but by air Jet aerosols and that we (USA mercenaries) are involved and that it will come out soon.

The USA needs to stop propagating hell on Earth.

Thursday, September 5, 2013


We are walking the edge pretty tight< I'd say. The dark persistent contrails are the rapid rain miracle poison but it makes it rain 'sure enough' It sounds like Whidbey Island Naval Air Base/ Station is firing up along with thunder. The neocons got to Syria through the back door and now they have their dream. Somehow may the spirit of Syria rise above this madness. Re read a Project for a New American Century. How do I haakalaka this?

Chiron and Lillith play too

May we learn the highest chords of the day with ease and with grace. How could Earth be more beautiful than she is today?
Virgo Information please

Sunday, September 1, 2013

.....Maranda -the Stage

Future looking at the past in the mid past spot of blog It is September 17, 2013 07:33
Watching: President Obama was joined by Vice-President Joe Biden, left, Secretary of State Hillary Clinton, second right, counterterrorism chief John Brennan, standing behind Mrs Clinton, Defense Secretary Bob Gates, right, and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff Mike Mullen and National Security Advisor Tom Donilon (both back left)

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Saturday, August 31, 2013


Yesterday, evening when I was bringing soup down to Greg, I think,
I look over through the trees at my neighbour's and two people scattered, in a crouched position, making me think that they are and were up to no good and makes me think that it was Steve, my neighbour, with a gun pointed at my face, three feet away as we passed Sundstrum, he crouched and driving something low and green blue or ? Like Beth's Honda level) Guard Sundstrum's or maybe it was closer to Whalen's ) On San Juan valley Road on the 13th of August 2013, the day John Buck got himself shot in the face. I hear that Steve is CIA? He is a guy scared and twisted, he had with him as he walked down Wold Road, a clawed gardening tool, looking like a weapon in his hand as he walked down the street the day he threatened to kill my dog. He hasn't been happy since he moved here and his wife makes me want to call them the 'Stepford's" He fashions himself like Wyatt Erps brother Virgil in the Movie Tombstone, but really is of the 'cowboy' Ilk.

I remember when my friend Mary Anne Broadgate White's daughter, Allison, got killed. My car was in a snowy ditch and I had to hitch-hike to town to get to the memorial in La Conner. He had a place where he could have stopped and helped me and didn't. I was devastated. That told me reams about his character that he would describe as impeccable.

Later that day.... after the farmer's market... Rumour has it the Charlie Buck was arrested for the murder of his brother John. It was a hit...It was not Charlie... the Everett Coroner has to be involved

My prevailing Myth is that "The good guys always win" by good I mean 'Loving and merciful'.

Friday, August 30, 2013

Rumsfeld rerun

May Rumsfeld feel his hypocrisy and his cruel obedience today

The Neo Cons or CONS are back full swing and the administration still talks about killing bin Laden Hand me a bag to barf in.

PNAC alive and well in Syria. what next North Korea so China has an excuse to invade the USA?
Hmm curious minds would like to know.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

digestion ramble

Hush Nancy

The only thing about it is if there are professional assassinations going on...we need to know.
. What to say when you cover up a murder...all the fill could be just that
Sure there are lots of rumours... like only deputies fingerprints on the weapon. And that the deputies botched the crime scene by trampling over the location of the body. (surprise surprise)
I am trying to let it go.
It is hard. Statistically it looks like SJ Counties suicides are ten time the national average in 2000. Darby Lawsen said that there have been 12 suicides since January 2013.
Has suicide gone up everywhere?
What about Ryan Ochoa? Died with a needle in his arm, and his arms laid over his chest?
Is this true? Then was that murder?

The thing about John is his activism is why It seems totally incongruent to his goals.

Here are my concerns:
COG Continuity of government

....that territory has been designated.
That there are rulers- 'New Kings' of the five regions laid out in the Continuity of Governance
That the USA already has been broken up into regions and those regions have been broken into subsets
who operate in the terrorist cell format
surveillance is segmented and not shared amongst minions
Need to know format
that there are federal population control lists of activists, teachers and intuitives that are shared with the regional 'kings'.
That the set up in this region- laced like blood vessels in a body are these network of servants that don't know who they really are working for. Like they moonlight as agents for privatised militia - that these privatised military police profit most from disaster... thus setting thousands of fires throughout the land and are targeting those who would not be obedient to their plans.
Surveillance seems to be both governmental -the long term notables on SJI and also a surveillance force that seems church related ( I would talk to Carissa about that, if I ever get a chance).

The thing on the ferry seemed to be a training operation but still could include lethal force that may have been viewed as a simple slight of hand if I had of been targeted or maybe I would be classified as 'dangerous target' and the thoughtless minions would believe it. Billionaires- what else would they use their money for? War and pollution Moguls- Heartless fools- who want control over everything. they use blood to call upon a raw cold power. May that power be stripped from their plans.

For any claim of suicide I would want to see the full report and I would hire a private forensic investigator to look into the Coroner's claims. I would also hire investigators to investigate the coroner's contacts and the deputies and ranger involved with the collection of evidence. Are they always the same people. What about even Landace and the jokes the Deputies were making about Island Kids dying... Cruel I would have them fired if I were boss of anything.
my conclusion...stay alert, stay in the light
another dive
here goes
the cons means for domination-Drugging the youth, Neutron bombs and gas, infectious disease and weather upset and starvation. Not pretty -they think they have to create Revelations. Paleeeese! Not very smart on one level genius on the other. Time t
Thanks to Albert Pike


Saturday, August 24, 2013


HAARP is given to DARPPA? and privatized? whose grand idea is this? Take a look at Japan... that mind will do that any where it chooses. That mind needs to be contained and asked to leave.

In my mind it has nothing to do with punishment. Punishment does not work long term. It has to do with containment, removal from the sphere of power and education-

Though shall not kill button activated.

If they do break the laws of freewill- they are cast out and recycled.

Friday, August 23, 2013

The Cons got their way in Syria May their hearts bleed for their wrong

Syria Oh Syria
-the land of Christ- bleeds
the sacrament to those who have to steal power
The neo cons are not new. They are ancient and thought their power was sealed.
May it be sealed off from their access they are law breakers and thieves
who have had their hands on the necks of humanity since the fall of man.
May they see the harm they do to this land.
May they feel the desolation they cause
May their hearts be freed from darkness
May Syria be lifted May the sacred lands of Earth be freed of this darkness
these lies.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

close breath

It doesn't make me scared to have them out there
sourounding me no escape. It makes me sad. Extremely sad. Privatized execution.
we are in deep doo doo


A prophet, Ike was. The Military Industrial complex along with servailance industrial complex along with the chemical companies are what have taken over our nation, suspended the constitution. It is the Supreme Court who has been the internal threat to our constitution and should be imprisoned for malfeasance. The constitution is the law of the land and the framework for our laws and the constitution has been eviscerated and cut at the hamstring. all laws that are out of the bounds of the constitution in the USA are invalid and void. We need a real Justice Department and not the Mob that we have today.
to all potential unknowing don't have to be a martyr ... free will.... resist not evil...full heart...alert energy and refusal to be a martyr by calling on the fates and archetypal energies for assistance... many have been duped into martyrdom... but we can call on them for assistance... amen asha. Lincoln, Jesus(who wasn't duped), Diana, Brandon Lee, and on and on I could go. t____August 21 I have a deep sadness today, like this is only half true. There are those who are willing sacrifices without knowing in there waking mind that there was an agreement to dance.
So what I want to say today is things are worse than they seem and better than they seem. We just have to hold the invitation for light and joy and celebration above fear, hate and division.
But anger and hate can instigate movement away from paralysis which is a step in the right direction. Anger has been my entertainment through out my life. I have to learn to morph anger into spirit led living.

Monday, August 19, 2013


doggie it was thick today
and you sure are cute. To bad I'm not young and fit with a red bone coon hound I would have said hi and winked if I had of been her.. That man is one of the most beautiful men I have seen with the energetic potential of mastery beyond what we are. We olden warriors. He was spectacular. on-board I had a shaggie dog guarding my left. Thank you dog energy.doggie doggie doggie I do need help.
was it a slam or a dunk?

but I really wanted to say was king the last time I wrote about a crazy ferry ride I described someone as a jew with false teeth. He was the only Jewish looking man on the boat. He looked like he belonged in Florida. I was being lazy. I had seen him in a dark corner of the ferry. Probably six feet tall husky. not fat. looked like died hair dark maybe with a red tint his teeth definitely were prominent. He looked like the quintessential used car salesmen who watched everything the tangle of people including the half Asian photographer. Today it was the motor cycle mamma who had my goat. eeeeoooo yucky energy of a snoop

It can be revived by Us and Us

Saturday, August 17, 2013


Fire in Friday Harbor wa Downrigger's gutted by fire early this morning.
Yesterday I learned that another local Islander from a well known family 'committed suicide' with a gun. Kelly Nash. It has been a hush of whispers I guess. How much farther down this road must we go? The constitution has been suspended by Supreme Court Judges that have been sold and live under threat if they differ from the hammers will.
I feel shattered still at the immensity of the moment. my question which I dare not ask without the hammer suspended upon my path. This is what I am reminded of.... As a child we watched Tarzan We built traps that we would then fall in ourselves and onetime Tommy Wiple pushed me into one that I had helped dig. He had cut up garder snakes and threw me into the pit. I couldn't climb out fast enough. I stumbled back in. He tossed ferns over me and thought it was horribly funny. that's what the energy that I feel that I am up against... the a sad up against it too. our own figments coming back at us. .