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Monday, December 31, 2012

Saturday, December 29, 2012

who you going to call?

tucking commentary in early blog
added before 16 new-years eve to: father of the Miles.
the word was "AAA'hhhh I think that you heard me right.
depending on my mood It will be "Waaahhh" HAAAA or AAAAAAA'hhhh
w0m3 Loony tunes sound when identification is broadcasted. why why why
me? or is it that everyone is collected and are triaged sorted as to whether to view as a threat to the dead hand and its merciless formulas towards Hell. DARPA is a classic example as to what chases me and you are a part of that force. spies mercinaries of the hybrid privatized government. Forces for the ones who truly want to rule and subjigate all living things to it (a cold blooded force that has been poxed upon us is to be removed soon. the coice to remain aligned to the dark controlling forces of doom. yes doom that is the crossroad and that is the choice the switch of the train track derailed that is a road. It is all of our choices to choose the road that does the greatest good and intends no harm or the dense prison way. O well row row row your boat.

Friday, December 28, 2012

Howdy Now!

I am feeling that a squeeze of lies are being said about me. I need to drop that frame. Its hard to reprogram myself in a week..... but I gots to. and so do all of us

WEE the Peeople
I have been staying overnights as a Sub in an assisted living place. It feels vulnerable but also beautifully open and safe but there is a taint[ someone is tainting it. From the LCC experience I am coming to realize that I have many things to say about aging in America Lots and lots. I also have a lot to say about kids my kids age. and a bridge that needs to be made between the two. A gulf has been set of fear of youth. pulsing fear. embedded fear. live fear. stolen minds and imaginations raping and slaughtering video games the potential of that. But I am coming to the conclusion that there are parallel universes Junctions are here and all my thoughts lead to the primary junction that will last as the portals close click click click.....Now they are open. all of us are choosing...right on but how do we chose when we are captured wounded and blindfolded? How do we chose with hammers over our Heads? With our Hearts' illumination. The magnifying glass is burning the boundaries over out heads.

notes of fd.(I have to fire greg's caregivers today. It has made more work for me because they have to talk to me. plus some questions of what they are charging [ how many hours they say they work.?.It is probably max six hours a week and most of that time is asking what to do.... I have finally pointed out to Greg that he is driving with his brakes on. but he has to trust people. He needs visitors and encouragement to move. but they are two confused themselves about what they are doing and I feel like they should see it. they don't._

Monday, December 24, 2012

back to Elvis balm

the risk of the gift

sweet gentle soul
taken by the wave and undertow
the fast life

he loved music
he loved that man with the low voice
he loved gospel
He was America's gift to the world

Friday, December 21, 2012

happy end of the world as we know it

adding this at nineteen thirty four twelve twenty one twelve

we the people mr magoo style

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Lonely hearts club

Elvis Lives

in our hearts
he knows the game

Like in 'Needful Things'^...we make our world..
^by Stephen King^

Monday, December 17, 2012

Job 38: 31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?
32 Canst thou bring forth Mazzaroth in his season? or canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?
33 Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? canst thou set the dominion thereof in the earth?
34 Canst thou lift up thy voice to the clouds, that abundance of waters may cover thee?
35 Canst thou send lightnings, that they may go, and say unto thee, Here we are?
36 Who hath put wisdom in the inward parts? or who hath given understanding to the heart?


Sunday, December 16, 2012

."..we can't afford to be realistic."

"The situation is so dire we can't afford to be realistic."

Saturday, December 15, 2012

My Opinion Sandy HOOK

Sandy Hook
reminder of what our tax dollars go to creating and we ignore the casualties and call them collateral. The slaughter of the Children of Sandy Hook in New Town Connecticut. All children matter. Awaken our Hearts, sweet ones.

12 /22 /12
Questions: where- what store or Internet source- did the implied killer get the KILL Bullets from? Is Sandy Hook really on the map in the Batman movie? The accused murderer's face looked photo shopped, to me. Were there cameras on the premises (I am assuming yes) who took charge of the video? HOw long did it take the F B I to take charge of the scene......What kind of medications was the accused on?
What evidence is there that the youth committed suicide?
Are there any new police (last two years) who were first onto the scene? Were any agents on the scene of the Wesleyan murders in CT ? If so, who have they been communicating with? What have they been talking about? any odd phrases and cadence in their conversations? who is planning to move out of town at this time?
Do any of the first responders have doubts about the one killer theory?
What has been the response to them and who shuts them up the most?
If it is an illuminati sacrificial alter, what are they planning and when? It seems like they always have secondary plans even if the first one failed. Any agents in Colorado for the Aurora shooting?

I would say that our country should be on high alert and all neocon types should be removed from influence, watched impeccably and stopped in tracks, if need be.

My opinion is that it was likely a sacrificial alter to some huge and devastating plans.
They operate multi level - the depraved soldiers who would do a thing like this, wouldn't know the magnitude of the dead hand's plot ( they are probably dead already themselves (an accident- of course- likened to helicopter crashes etc.).

seven ships a sailing

dark and light
along the coast they traveled associated their stations set. code stegosaurus type trickery. A consortium of sorts. broken chain broken chain broken chain publish and smack.

could I have been on target with this?

Friday, December 14, 2012


Later that day....shooting twenty kids six adults one alleged killer.

Sandy Hook Elementary School, twenty seven dead. My questions:
Coincidental name= Sandy Hook Elementary School
Sets my mind to wandering….failed Oregon shooting possible? The giant fear factor - Kids are targets because we all can imagine it.
OK I always might assume that it is a covert action no matter what the media tells me because the media is a stage/
My lesson lies in my gut- How angry I get at the blamed perpetrator. I have the instinct for revenge. So vivid that I have to ask for forgiveness for my thoughts and try to harness my thinking away from the original anger that is wanting to kill an already dead person…… 2) the magic number of twenty seven concerns me.
Our lessons - We mothers children and protectors need to learn to hold safe space. Breath, and spread a grid. Your grid.: Your very own imaginary framework like a flower spreading out to whatever the parameters are. If you perceive a block in the net-Check it out-energetically asking what the blockage is? Some people may see or hear something. A shout. Check out the feeling. Pretend you are radar. You are. I have found sometimes masses of people walking off the planet like zombies not knowing the choice is theirs. Free will is reinstated.

this could be seen as a sacrifice to that which is exiled. My fear and thread is that the school was a sacrificial alter for something much bigger. .Uranus direct protect us now.
later that day ... stumble upon

DRAGON Family of Intelligence, Surveillance & Reconnaissance

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Christmas Guilt

Master of my sloth
my guilt lingers like a hammer over my head
Christmas cards, No, I internally scream at childhood wounds from expectations and misspelled words.

My cousin's wife just lost her mother and my heart is with her and her family but the guilt of unwritten sympathy and thank you cards etches its way into all things in my life and stops me. My guilt. Have I murdered anyone? No. have I intentionally hurt anyone. No.

Christmas to me is not fun. it is a chore. Expectations. I don't want to do expectations anymore. I want to connect in a real way. I like the lights. I like the idea of Santa. so how can I get in the grove and drop the guilt?

Monday, December 10, 2012

Private see

the problem with the privatization of fire department, prisons, customs, police,the military, NASA, transportation, roads etc. is the example of a fire department- Fire departments need fires in order to make a profit. Or they need to charge a lot. If you are poor , you burn. then your neighbors burn, and then the rich are threatened. because like rats crawling out of the toilet, humans will find a way to survive. In all one could argue that it is easy money for the suckling corporations to ravenously take the peoples money saying it is for the protection of the commons, and have the contractors set random fires to generate more need for money. The government becomes the IRS take from the ninety nine and give to the one percent. Make us poor and every one will suffer allow unregulated spraying for weather manipulation geo engineering style and nobody will want to live on Earth, without trees wild trees without birds -without the wild= I say that is unacceptable even to the ones who think they 'profit' Deeply asleep they are. By definition of profit they are in conflict with the force of what government is for Government is for the General welfare of all of us -not just carpetbagging, brown shirts who think that they are the chosen ones. yes. chosen . but by who or what?. Coal and hellfire- their time is up and they don't likey.
think of the preamble to our constitution: We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

The force of commerce has been twisted into gluttony - (as I recall gluttony is one of the seven deadly sins) Many Billionaires are crybabies who want all the presents on Christmas Day. Santa still hands out coal. Pluto concurs.
I think it is a great idea that all emails are archived. that means someone can decipher the truth of it all... run run pants on fire

Sunday, December 9, 2012

tight rope

how to navigate relationship

not wanting to scream
it is inevitable that I do
boundaries to the unbounded energy of youth
youth stagnant with party
they are legion are the words that I find

how do I direct someone else's life? I don't .
I can only change my response
my response right now is wanting to control him
he is MY son. He is nineteen.

I don't want to worry but I am not deprogrammed and it sits
like a tied up elephant in my diaphragm area.
All the worst is so easy to vividly imagine. My problem
- I forget to believe in his spark and destiny. but part of his destiny might be a swift boot and packed bags. Maybe I should be the one to move? Hawaii sounds nice.

December 10, 2012
this is the future and shame on me for not reading my comments for over two years....I never knew any one really read my posts. woops . I will try to say where photo's come from from now on.... I don't take pictures but assume if I post them on the web that they are part of the commons. which I find beautiful. I think I should make a better effort at acknowledging peoples art. but really lets share. It feels better. breath.

Saturday, December 8, 2012



- lichen- identify use Internet info. boil for three minutes wring out and place Usnea (about 4 parts vinegar to one part spongey wad of (Usnea) ) Use vinegar w/ a mother- blend in blender until Usnea is suspended and hard to see-. Take one teaspoon (four droppers) three times daily Even is said to be a consideration with Anthrax
monsanto is trying to kill the herbal plant kingdom The direction for them is Hell fire - go into hell now.

Yellow Dock roots - clean & cut into chunks- fill jar two thirds full- add boiling water let sit can start drinking and add more boiling water after 5 minutes. (You can replant the crowns of the herb in thanks to the herb) Yellow dock supports the blood and digestion of emotions = use occasionally for support as drawn to it. Not for long term everyday use.

- roadside field happy herb- grows along a beach that I know cheers the system. Use it to let go of grief and other peoples energy.

Oregon Grape Root

Use to replace goldenseal. good all around generation of energy. they grow in tribes as all plants do. Respect their root systems and replant the donor plant near its tribe or move to a more available location.


"The phrase is taken from the fourth Eclogue of Virgil, which contains a passage (lines 5-8) that reads:
Latin English
Ultima Cumaei venit iam carminis ætas; Now comes the final era of the Sibyl's song;
Magnus ab integro sæclorum nascitur ordo. The great order of the ages is born afresh.
iam redit et Virgo, redeunt Saturnia regna, And now justice returns, honored rules return;
iam nova progenies cælo demittitur alto. now a new lineage is sent down from high heaven." FROM a website googled one of the first about the Great Seal of the USA


Tuesday, December 4, 2012


Sunday, December 2, 2012


Saturday, December 1, 2012

works for me
like tempered glass shatters in unison
we learn
who we are