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Thursday, December 31, 2015


What is the difference between a soldier and a warrior?
A soldier does what he is told/// a warrior does what is right and true.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

late news 2015 Bob Simons

Abdul Reshad Fedahi 44,
One article said that the driver was homeless and is said to be the limo driver in this 'no way out' accident that killed Bob Simons February 11, 2015 the rescue could have busted up the car..I CAN'T FIND the pictures of Zachary Miller’s Mercedes that is said to have been hit by the limo but it looks more like something hit the LIMO into the pedestrian guards. also why wasn't the limo driver screened? my gut says..B S. and is magnified by all the
'magic numbers' in the articles I glanced at.
What was he really working on?
[I'm just saying)

Saturday, December 26, 2015

dumb de dumb dumb

‘Don’t wanna know
Please give me time to cover my ears
There now talk all you want la la la la la’ main stream

Stripped of their power to conquer the stars, the planets ,and the chatter in space because we remember now- almost to late-that we were stripped naked and bare, stumbling with lies filling our every aspect Hansel and Gretel left alone to find the way back to the temple. Broken strands of rainbow lead us to turn to drop to our knees to receive what is real.
‘THEY’ tremble at the thought and still lurk and plot with smiles on their faces and crossed fingers and knives behind their backs. Their aim is off, they now stumble and weep.
‘THEY’ are most dangerous as old men because this is their chance of ultimate control- the destruction of all life on this planet.
Dire times require much joy and laughter. They are weak ole farts.

Thursday, December 24, 2015


sixteen and a half minutes in - exactly what they are doing ffffffffff eeeeh stop them now idiots all

I can't sleep

The Moon has turned midnight glistening

Then back to me comes research into the Family Guy's Christmas special.
It might be the first time I watched a whole episode, but the full moon kept appearing in the show and the goal was the kid was going to the north pole to kill Santa. Santa is so exhausted that he begs to be killed. FG is full of symbols and layouts and mentions a state to state drives I would need to watch it again but Vermont, Massachusetts and Maine are in my memory, a truck, murder of a mother and father while delivering presents. The full moon is what haunts me because this Christmas is on a full moon. family Guy seems to be the Family's Guy ... a predictive be studied and prevented the episode did mention yellow cake uranium if that is av clue.

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Merry Christmas

Ring out through the Lands
Love shall expand

Sunday, December 20, 2015



marvin bush was in charge of security of the world trade towers before the demolition of the three buildings.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Ecclesiastics 7

I see now how permeated the bible is with blots ink blots that change the essence of The Word. Especially the new translations are Empire based deceptions.

Ecclesiastes 7:19King James Version (KJV)

19 Wisdom strengtheneth the wise more than ten mighty men which are in the city.

Romans 13King James Version (KJV)

13 Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God.

2 Whosoever therefore resisteth the power, resisteth the ordinance of God: and they that resist shall receive to themselves damnation.

3 For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil. Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power? do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same:

4 For he is the minister of God to thee for good. But if thou do that which is evil, be afraid; for he beareth not the sword in vain: for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil.

5 Wherefore ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath, but also for conscience sake.

6 For for this cause pay ye tribute also: for they are God's ministers, attending continually upon this very thing.

7 Render therefore to all their dues: tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honour to whom honour.

8 Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

Romans 13Amplified Bible (AMP)
Be Subject to Government

13 Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God [granted by His permission and sanction], and those which exist have been put in place by God. 2 Therefore whoever [a]resists [governmental] authority resists the ordinance of God. And those who have resisted it will bring judgment (civil penalty) on themselves. 3 For [civil] authorities are not a source of fear for [people of] good behavior, but for [those who do] evil.
Do you want to be unafraid of authority? Do what is good and you will receive approval and commendation. 4 For he is God’s servant to you for good. But if you do wrong, [you should] be afraid; for he does not carry the [executioner’s] sword for nothing. He is God’s servant, an avenger who brings punishment on the wrongdoer. 5 Therefore one must be subject [to civil authorities], not only to escape the punishment [that comes with wrongdoing], but also as a matter of principle [knowing what is right before God]. 6 For this same reason you pay taxes, for civil authorities are God’s servants, devoting themselves to governance. 7 Pay to all what is due: tax to whom tax is due, customs to whom customs, respect to whom respect, honor to whom honor. 8 [b]Owe nothing to anyone except to [c]love and seek the best for one another; for he who [unselfishly] loves his neighbor has fulfilled the [essence of the] law [relating to one’s fellowman]
Jesus did not obey the authorities nor the government - he moved in the cracks and he knew that would get him killed.

Obliterated Constitution of the U.S.A. the right to privacy- boom- gone with nine eleven the perpetrated deception – the rape of our minds, hearts and souls. The blood sacrifice to the regent of Satan who rules from the shadows and in plain sight, goes on and on. Slippery claims of being mighty men because they have it all- the power to destroy life- weak in their thinking- they forget- the law that raises the sword above their heads at this time.

This video is odd IT jumps from bible study to gun control. Although I DO agree that the bible has been corrupted but still has the mystical essence shining through. Empire like a virus attacks all truths. The answer is the kingdom of heaven lies within. We get the answers from our hearts. IF our government is killing innocent people then it is not good. period.

Friday, December 18, 2015

a} Incidence Response truck?

IT looked like a truck to set up a drill - god save us- coming off the ferry today at about ten to ten. I can't see drills as any things but threats at this time of media hyped 'drills gone live' sold as reality. Good media... I have been watching that Illuminati Christian Video that I Posted in an earlier post. That video points out the corruption of translations... Romans 13 corrupted in the newer translations. UTTERLY. king James edition - 1 ¶ Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God.
Common English Bible 13 Every person should place themselves under the authority of the government. There isn’t any authority unless it comes from God, and the authorities that are there have been put in place by God
I WOULD INTERPRET KING JAMES VERSION AS WE are to USE our own higher powers -the powers that be- are the natural laws that we have available through God
. MIGHTY MEN OF VALOR are needed to use the HIGHER POWERS AND that is why Empire has forever found ways to corrupt the truth and call the corrupted truth the law. IT is up to each one of us to tune into the frequency of Love. Thats where our safety lies. YES we have to say no to fascism. I say no to it when I FIND that screeching maniac within myself and release that energy and replace it with Light and Love. What then is are the 'MIGHTY MEN OF VALOR'? Ones who listen for the winds of spirit and hear the waves of information provided to them that crash onto the walls of darkness that is void of Love.

Thursday, December 17, 2015


The reason for the wound up poker game of escalation of the threats from the shadow - the DEAD HAND- is we - the people- are figuring the game out fast. we are meant to be here. We Are Meant to figure it out... but most are to afraid to see the unthinkable- to see where we really are at. I am of the mind that we have to identify the problem before we can navigate to the solution. The problem is is they flash the truth the truth the truth and then add the lie and we are tricked to think the lie is the truth. The main stream media is owned by the carpet baggers- the ones who profit by war. Cruel psychopathic meme HENRY KISSENGER, is the example I will use as the psychopathic meme HE sees it as a power game and people as consequential and exploitable commodities. War is his motive. Eating the dying with pride of his service to the force of all war. Energetically -now- no person can claim innocence any more...`They` are there parading waggling inciting with false flags-lies so obvious -no debate anymore about nine eleven- not if you open to the facts and not the hypnotic narrative/

tHIS video -IS INFORMATION some facts that need to be seen
we all need to come to our own energetic conclusions.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Psalm of Solomon

Taken out of the Bible.... IN NEW TRANSLATIONS - DELETED VERSES SIXTEEN ONE IS MATTHEW 23:14 14 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye devour widows' houses, and for a pretence make long prayer: therefore ye shall receive the greater damnation.';
commentary by me nancy -intense movie I can't watch and haven't watched the whole thing yet - it all at once but would comment on how scared they look and how the music is hypnotic. the missing verses is worth a mention... and the there is a march to 'NWO' I WOULD ARGUE we all are eternal and can all connect to the Christ our hearts I would say is our weapon.
this is screechy and uncomfortable much like how I get...

Solomon now-
Conversation of Solomon with the Men-pleasers.
4 1 Wherefore sittest thou, O profane (man), in the council of the pious,
Seeing that thy heart is far removed from the Lord,
Provoking with transgressions the God of Israel
2 Extravagant in speech, extravagant in outward seeming beyond all (men),
Is he that is severe of speech in condemning sinners in judgment.
3 And his hand is first upon him as (though he acted) in zeal,
And (yet) he is himself guilty in respect of manifold sins and of wantonness.
4 His eyes are upon every woman without distinction;
His tongue lieth when he maketh contract with an oath.
5 By night and in secret he sinneth as though unseen,
With his eyes he talketh to every woman of evil compacts.
6 He is swift to enter every house with cheerfulness as though guileless.
7 (6) Let God remove those that live in hypocrisy in the company of the pious,
(Even) the life of such an one with corruption of his flesh and penury.
8 (7) Let God reveal the deeds of the men-pleasers,
The deeds of such an one with laughter and derision;
9 (8) That the pious may count righteous the judgment of their God,
When sinners are removed from before the righteous,
10 (Even the) man-pleaser who uttereth law guilefully.
11 (9) And their eyes (are fixed) upon any man's house that is (still) secure,
That they may, like (the) Serpent, destroy the wisdom of . . . with words of transgressors,
12 (10) His words are deceitful that (he) may accomplish (his) wicked desire.
13 He never ceaseth from scattering (families) as though (they were) orphans,
(11) Yea, he layeth waste a house on account of (his) lawless desire.
14 He deceiveth with words, (saying,) There is none that seeth, or judgeth.
15 (12) He fills one (house) with lawlessness,
And (then) his eyes (are fixed) upon the next house,
To destroy it with words that give wing to (desire).
(13) (Yet) with all these his soul, like Sheol, is not sated.
16 Let his portion, O Lord, be dishonoured before thee;
Let him go forth groaning and come home cursed.
17 (15) Let his life be (spent) in anguish, and penury, and want, O Lord;
Let his sleep be (beset) with pains and his awaking with perplexities.
18 (16) Let sleep be withdrawn from his eyelids at night;
Let him fail dishonorably in every work of his hands.
19 (17) Let him come home empty-handed to his house,
And his house be void of everything wherewith he could sate his appetite.
20 (18) (Let) his old age (be spent) in childless loneliness until his removal (by death).
21 (19) Let the flesh of the men-pleasers be rent by wild beasts,
And (let) the bones of the lawless (lie) dishonored in the sight of the sun.
22 (20) Let ravens peck out the eyes of the hypocrites.
23 For they have laid waste many houses of men, in dishonor,
And scattered (them) in (their) lust;
24 (21) And they have not remembered God,
Nor feared God in all these things;
25 But they have provoked God's anger and vexed Him.
(22) May He remove them from off the earth,
Because with deceit they beguiled the souls of the flawless.
26 (23) Blessed are they that fear the Lord in their flawlessness;
27 The Lord shall deliver them from guileful men and sinners,
And deliver us from every stumbling-block of the lawless (men).
28 (24) Let God destroy them that insolently work all unrighteousness,
For a great and mighty judge is the Lord our God in righteousness.
29 (28) Let Thy mercy, O Lord, be upon all them that love Thee.
5. A Psalm. Of Solomon
5 1 O Lord God, I will praise Thy name with joy,
In the midst of them that know Thy righteous judgments.
2 For Thou art good and merciful, the refuge of the poor;
3 When I cry to Thee, do not silently disregard me.4
4 (3) For no man taketh spoil from a mighty man;
5 Who, then, can take aught of all that Thou hast made, except Thou Thyself givest
6 (4) For man and his portion (lie) before Thee in the balance;
He cannot add to, so as to enlarge, what has been prescribed by Thee.
O God, 7 (5) when we are in distress we call upon Thee for help,
And Thou dost not turn back our petition, for Thou art our God.
8 (6) Cause not Thy hand to be heavy upon us,
Lest through necessity we sin.
9 (7) Even though Thou restore us not, we will not keep away;
But unto Thee will we come.
10 (8) For- if I hunger, unto Thee will I cry, O God;

my tara

After studying behind the veil-I woke up wondering why a coup hasn't occurred but realize that the net of capture- has been sewn into the fabric of everything in this modern world, including our brains.
We come to this point by design. I have to throw my energy out - widen it to encompass the world in my perception * to go out and out - o - I IMAGINE beautiful energies here now ready to help escort the demons to their hellish domain satiated with the blood they spilled and ate for power. NO GLORY in their demise - We- in infinite sorrow- realize what we let happen and what we almost let happen.
The perpet-traitors -with the hubris to call themselves the Illuminati- have to tell us what they will be doing - because Earth- has been a free will zone- they-the ones possessed- have a time bomb taped to their chest-and will not get away unless we slumber and stay in the 'safe' filters `they` have designed for us. The safety of being set in the prison of a fascist state that says torture is now the American way.. you will have no excuse when at the gates -

-This has interesting information some that resonates with me - how ever I would argue that Jesus was a Jew and I would argue with other assumptions that the video is stating.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

`things we can't untie`

I CAN BARELy stand the music which is low noise in the background. this video is torturous to listen to. War for peace---- the great NEW WORLD FN ORDER bringing posterity is a lie.IT IS A FASCIST PRINCIPLE. and we all know it deep down.
This video is important but very hard to face... evil needs to by exposed, now. I don't conclude that it is the Catholic church but certainly the manipulation of the world is done in secret and is hideous.


I Try to find the words to the description of that that has raped and strangled the beautiful and sacred for thousands upon thousands of years. I have called it the `Dead Hand` and whatever whiff is on the wind...words defy the depravity they have behind their oh so important `manors` or is it ```manners`? They are programmed and obedient servants to rotted corpse eating Caligastia the regent of lucifer We all have installed thoughts that are minions to this force which eats light by slaughter.

Monday, December 14, 2015

Antares Saturn

Antares Meaning

Because Antares is a royal star, it will give great worldly success, since their ambition is quite ruthless, but Antares finds it hard to modulate itself. On the same theme Brady suggests

“ it also indicates that one can be the cause of their own undoing. The natural theme of this star is to generate success by going through a cleansing life-and-death experience. It can suggest one seeks intensity even when not required. By its mythological symbolism it indicates extremes, whether by choice or not.” [2]

Sunday, December 13, 2015

Disabled by Request


be a good 'consumer
Watching videos about pictures of Paris Jackson from September and OCTOBER 126 on a clock pops out looking up the number and date most interesting to me is Saint John of Dailam of East Syria died on the day in AD 738 () and that the wiki page had been modified - tell tale numbers that I watch for...This page was last modified on 11 July 2015, at 19:09

Saturday, December 12, 2015



a riddle

His mouth looks like the hollow of a dementor’s kiss
A Muppet HUGE head died hair comb over or did he get plugs?
Good muppet
rich puppet

40 minutes Seattle shot-NASA Announcement to clarify and seed the future

Friday, December 11, 2015

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

PSALM of David

1 ¶ A Psalm of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.
5 For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD.
7 ¶ Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
9 Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
11 Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Monday, December 7, 2015

OX ring

We say that we believe and then we do not trust.
We say that the divine is bigger than anything because it is in everything. And then we twist and turn -writhe and weep- so afraid that we build weapons that will could destroy all things. We from the mystical roots of all religion are called to LOVE and we hate.
There are those who think they don't have to care, they don't have to engage... They sit and root for teams... without thought or presence of mind to add to the world... they only take... because they are numb to the call...hypnotized that they are small and have nothing to do with the trouble we- life on Earth - are in... because of the fear->weapons.Killing doesn't destroy feeds it.

'They' * (in this case the US JUSTICE? DEPARTMENT) said to the citizenry, when Snowden had to escape for his life- that we can not report the illegal activities of our country with out the threat of death...
We need a thousand thousand Snowdens before the dead hand can pull out bigger tricks than PARIS... they have scared us. We know their plans because they start as media frenzied postulations. 'They'-the fascist shadow of the dead hand- announce the plans using all aspects of the media. Crumbs for the curious. They make matters known - follow ... the privatized protectors of the status quo We-north Americans- could be another Syria Syria is considered practice by the fascist shadow.

Sleeping giant arise from your sleep.... in the courage of peace.

Sunday, November 29, 2015


I don't think that I can work with the elderly because I AM so against the careless way they drug them. It enrages me to where I almost scream, as I watch before my eyes the transformation infestation. fk

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

chess board


Do you see the board before you? squares built -structured- before you
Installed filters so you will behave subserviently or be flashed with sites worse than death- eternal and damned- so you can’t even think of a unicorn without that flash of punishment eternal but you can ponder nuclear proliferation killing masses of people with no regret? See that box? It is there before you tricking you into that which you fear the most? See it? Feel it?

yet have trillions already?

Words like swords divide and fractionate to specify the differences and
are not always reflective of the Truth.
The insert - the lie holds hands with the truth and gets through the door of our consciousness and sticks - disguised as the truth.

Sunday, November 22, 2015

DAH fascism

How does fascism grow to take over a nation? by cultivating terror...

The 911 terrorists are players still
media events are their means of attack
flags that shine falsely and are certainly red
The earliest report of Fallen Angels is found in the Book of Enoch (6 ff.): The sons of heaven, who belonged to the "guardian" angels, had lusted for the beauty of the daughters of men and in the time of Jared decided to descend upon Mt. Hermon to carry out their plans from there. There were two hundred of them and their leader was Shemhazai; he made them swear an oath (ḥerem) to adhere to their purpose and it was this oath that gave the mountain its name – Hermon. They consorted with the daughters of men, who gave birth to a generation of giants who set about mercilessly destroying human beings. The Fallen Angels also taught man the use of weapons and other tools promoting immorality and crime. In this manner a demonic wisdom came into being, in addition to Divine wisdom, and this led to the corruption of mankind. Moved by man's outcry, the four archangels appealed to God and were given the order to punish the Fallen Angels. Later there is a resumé of this episode in chapter 69, where the Fallen Angel Jeqôn was blamed for the downfall of all the angels. Each of the Fallen Angels taught mankind a particular evil or perversion, thus destroying mankind's innocence (69:1 ff.). The story of Fallen Angels, in the same spirit, appears in the Book of Jubilees (4:15; 5:1 ff.), with the difference that here the angels are said to have descended to earth to instruct mankind how to order society, and when they arrived on earth they were seduced by the daughters of men. A hint at this latter idea is preserved in the additional chapter at the end of the Book of Enoch (106), called the Fragment of the Book of Noah. Here the angels are feared for having taken to themselves the daughters of man. In the Qumran Genesis Apocryphon (the Birth of Noah), Noah is suspected of being the offspring of an evil angel and a daughter of Man (IQA poc. 2:1–26).

Friday, November 20, 2015

I 'M gonna let it shine

we. I - ME--me- you- let go of all of our asinine programming... may we see

adjective: asinine

extremely stupid or foolish.
"Lydia ignored his asinine remark"
synonyms: stupid, foolish, brainless, mindless, senseless, idiotic, imbecilic, ridiculous, ludicrous, absurd, nonsensical, fatuous, silly, inane, witless, empty-headed; More

Neptune Saturn the illusion
the cultivated collective fear of not understanding another's speech or their filters of understanding

Thursday, November 19, 2015

shine on

Monday, November 16, 2015


Possession takes place at about 4:05 minutes- That is the signature of Satan- Eyes hard -no heart- LIZARD BRAIN RULING coming through pompous blankety blank. That is seen in all the neo-con's eyes. They can slickly lie when possessed and have no remorse.

Could it be that these bloodlines have direct line to the cold shattered fragmented blood. Genetically they are an example of the template that merges easily with them. Controlled by an insanity of wanting to control the world and its resources?

I always know that they are still going and going and going because I LOOK OUTSIde at THEM manipulating the weather...
destroying bridges- making it look like the weather's wake ...woosh woosh

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Treason against the World

adjective: culpable

deserving blame.
"sometimes you're just as culpable when you watch something as when you actually participate"
synonyms: to blame, guilty, at fault, in the wrong, answerable, accountable, responsible, blameworthy, censurable
"I hold you personally culpable"
antonyms: innocent

A Warrior is different than a Soldier.


A great metaphore for what we have to do

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Drill planned the exact same day.

may France la france
When did CNN start with the music and then the text some flashes of subliminal words for a second. I SAW ONE GO BY STARTED WITH A P.
trillions stolen from the pentagon this is where it goes.

Friday, November 13, 2015


watch for when the camera men came in (line no response) Who are the camera men taking pictures of?
IT IS hard core Virginia/ ///DC Roanoke ..Salem.

to analyze (something, as a speech or behavior) to discover its implications or uncover a deeper meaning:
Political columnists were in their glory, parsing the president's speech on the economy in minute detail.

noun: fortitude

courage in pain or adversity.
"she endured her illness with great fortitude"
synonyms: courage, bravery, endurance, resilience, mettle, moral fiber, strength of mind, strength of character, strong-mindedness, backbone, spirit, grit, true grit, doughtiness, steadfastness; informalguts
antonyms: faint-heartedness

Middle English: via French from Latin fortitudo, from fortis ‘strong.’
Translate fortitude to
Use over time for: fortitude

Wednesday, November 11, 2015


Thank you for service to our Nation now lets look towards a new way - learn from the energy of the day. ME ON A RANT? new moon rolling by ...pow
ROLLING THROUGH MY MIND IS WHY WHY WHY HAVE THEY been allowed to get away with all they have gotten away with?
the millions of military who have taken the oath to defend the constitution and sit instead in front of a pragramming box with a beer. I ASK -WHEN YOU TAKE AN OATH IT BECOMES MEANINGLESS IF IT is ONLY FOLLOWED AT ONE'S CONVENIENCE. OATHS ARE meant for the gathering of FORTITUDE. ONE CANNOT SUPERSEDE THE OTHER. YOU have been lied to. That is a Fact.

Do you want your kids to live under tyranny? we all have already been labelled and if they get to break the country up
and suspend the constitution- which already lays in taters beneath their feet- they will come after- in a blatant way- any one who says no to them. LIFE TO me would not be worth living if nature and freedom has been laid to waste- TO Me it is more scary to let them roll out Albert PIKE'S BLUEPRINT -than what they can do to me individually.

Why the truth about 911 matters= our map to our future is flawed if the coordinates were set with flawed data.
things that are illegal should not be redacted in the name of 'security'. We need transparency.
In some ways things are transparent NOW to more and more people/ a warning because China has taught The ones who wish to LORD OVER THE MASSES to... take those people out -oops I AM talking personal- and the other people will be domesticated & Easily fattened and sadly content.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Robin Williams plus rattle

i will use what I have refered to earlier in the blog....puriton is back on my back-parking next to me- behind me at the store - very much like a misquito- ignorant of history and the part she is playing in a fascist set up OF OUR NATION. TOTAL re·CON·naissance . 1984 - she looks like she is in trance- so stiff- so scared so scarred.

Continuence of Government will then easily and effortlessly take out any deviants to their system... a lovely future?//
of control of the masses.... just like what they learned in GERMANY and Russia and China. ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT swish lets spin those behind us and not into this future that I travel on.

Heinz Alfred Kissinger POSTER CHILD of a fascist and leader of the blood strewn path my nation has been on.

here is a big installed fear that has been installed into our DNA via fascist techniques-
IF WE LOVE SOMETHING DEEPLY it CAN BE SLAUGHTERED AND DESTROYED so we HAVE had to turn down or off our natural love

Monday, November 9, 2015

A parady of sorts

:order of the soul cannot be over turned without our complicity...even though we are sleeping...deep

perfect moon in Scorpio moon song wailing back and forth future and past

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Saturday, November 7, 2015

Shine on

"Shine On You Crazy Diamond (I-V)"

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught in the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!

You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!
NOVEMBER 11TH comes up again - it is time--

Friday, November 6, 2015

Wednesday, November 4, 2015


we are told that war is human nature. I say, war is cultivated using activation of our LIXARD brain, easily into our emotional programming deeply we defend our programming with vengeance. That is the program of the program. this is hard to watch but if half of it is true The assumption that is to be made is it is a giant on steroids now. Unchecked criminal behavior is classified behavior, nOT for national security but for fascist goals. the blind lead the blind.

The most frightening is the last ten minutes...

why I WRITE cryptic messages that I pray are being monitored
while being pronounced schizoid or maybe a 'secret schizoid' by the closed off walled off programmed programmers. I KNEW before 911 that something was going to happen and I knew it was going to be big. The Friday prior to september 11, 2001, I SOLD (for my mother) sixty thousand dollars worth of stock because I assumed that the symbol crash that kept making appearances was symbolic of the stock market crashing, I KNEW 'they' were manipulating a disaster. I SAID IT TO BILL RACKET BALL WHITE VAN BILL ....So I FIGURE that I might as well put it out there, in case these strong feelings are right. I am not going to ignore intuitive hits, I learned
that much in this life.

Monday, November 2, 2015

the tyme is nye

Waking up waves doing my part of the puxxle.

We need to stop them today. There is no time to wait and think about it. Today
I think exposing 911 on main stream media is one of the channels that would make them pause and then physically going to construction areas and saying you are an inspector, that sort of thing, watching the suits in disguise.
That sort of thing...Seattle multi/ PORTLAND bridge complex That is my hit this morning.

(YOU ARE NOT YOUR BODY),PORTS A transport ship I hope I never know that I am right.

With magic power I Would knight many, millions, to their duty as human Beings, and we would also go after the Supremes and their family's money and how it was made. The power they weld is taking down the constitution and most have taken the oath to defend the constitution and it has NOT BEEN DEFENDED.

Where are there plans for FEMA drills or other drills?

Sunday, November 1, 2015


Saturday, October 31, 2015

ZOMBIE ALERT- Even the Coroner matters

or ....maybe especially the person who selects the coroner matters.

I am going to be brutal and to most people will sound crazy in my assessment of the last decade. I believe (the word 'believe' points to a blind spot in my thought process) that there has been a systematic execution of young activists, old activists and intuitives- the people who were starting to make a in the USA and globally.

The drug economy hits us,too, there, in the belly of our nation. Many of our brightest are also the most energetically sensitive and we as a culture have been trained to numb our sensitivities so we dive into the domain of non contact with the pain of it all by using heroin or METH, pharmaceuticals and alcohol . We have lost much talent. The drug economy -i am not talking about marijuana- also corrodes the government and is so tied with the military and the contractors that it is danger to even whisper about taking it down. Trillions of dollars -millions of lives ruined.

From birth we are experimented with. Vaccines that use neuro-toxins to
'keep us safe'
from 'out there'. and we are scarred into buying the pharmaceutical's sell. PUTTING our children in the sites of those who can put what ever they chose with their aim- population control. I MEAN control of the mind. Blunting of innate abilities taking our children who are meant to be like the Wizards of old and muting their gifts, making their gifts hard to access but fortunately the gifts are still there.
At the tail end of our lives we are given pills with extras added to the 'in active' ingredients. I found a DNA stripper as an inactive ingredient in an Alzheimer's drug.

Most people know but cannot know that 911 was manufactured by the neocon's. The politicians still drag it out as an asset of their strength when really it is showing how embedded they are.

JANEThe weapons that scare me are not the guns, they are poison mists and rays that can be aimed at the frequencies of the human body and at the earth.

they have some that are placed on aircraft and sweep over a land, disrupting living organisms. An evil
wet dream. They want to play with the neutron bombs, the block busters, so that the buildings will still stand but everyone is conveniently dead. MONEY give sccess to these weopons. They are not controlled. They are advertised. slime



George W. Bush told us that the goal was to take over every community and make it a neo-CON stronghold (my paraphrase but that was the gist) . That is why they tweak elections.

Friday, October 30, 2015


In my city petards are being laid. PETARD

A flash from the past;

this is my frame spin I was raised with this cartoon-
The players play and this is my spin to deflate the pattern & let the excess steam escape

Tick toc the pressure is on
here on our tiny island too -ie election being set-up- big trucks- danger danger for me today
though this island is not as big as a city like Seattle, where I was raised.To be literal- my tara

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Intentional insertion of stress as strategy of programming


I started to listen to Mein Kampf by Adolf Hitler HE says that he wanted to be an artist but his father wouldn't let him. HE makes himself sweet.

Tuesday, October 27, 2015


tip toe past the tulips
down the swirl of numbers meaning letters and letters meaning distances and direction
the Sephar Yetzirah six above and six below a sacred Jewish text describing how this world is created.

How I wish that I could convey to you the beauty of this. How simple it could be
to slide into freestyle creation where we all find that spot between this and that.

Monday, October 26, 2015

the world according to-

However I THOUGHT it odd when he programmed this one in-

Saturday, October 24, 2015


Friday, October 23, 2015

'THEY' always tell before they strike

The day before 911 tells us how they funded 911. PROVE me wrong.

It is the caveat that they believe gets them to say - 'They let us do it; we told them before we did it, we told them after we did it. The dumb ^^^^^ let us do it.
And this is something that I thought I would never say aloud....I do not believe the 'new age' mombo that says there is no good or evil. To me it seems to be Caligastia possession of the minions who go along to get along and turn a blind eye. HERE ON THIS PLANET OF DUALITY, there is such a thing as evil.
Every MOMENT we have a choice and we all have prior knowledge of what is the highest good or not.
MY ARGUMENT that I have previously stated is - this I PLEAD to the Supreme being- If we -the human race- are captured and trained at birth to keep our energy from revealing its vibrancy, in essence trained to be timid and small- we cannot without great need- see free from our training. We are in great need now. The veil lifted Truth -facts not fiction>

Saturn demands the truth

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Democratic Debate

Exhausting to watch. Hilary is pro war by my standards. I WANNA run screaming and pulling my hair.

I am watching the debate in forty five - or so minute sessions.

The World According to Nancy Fulminating.
There are think tanks that are in place such as the Bilderburg Group – that create scripts for manipulating mass consciousness. False Flags-the creation OF ISIS -fake shootings and such- are created to march us to their tune.
Kissenger, Cheney, George H. W. Bush, Barbara Bush and their ILKE are all creations, servants of that force- worshipers of >>>- an energy that wishes to destroy the spirit of this planet. The game on Earth is free will-freedom within form-creation, love, unity and divine light.
I am studying Hypnotherapy and also mind control. IT is an easy formula to control the collective consciousness: keep humanity in fear. That’s it. Fear divides. Fear collapses our ability to open our field and perceive. Fear closes our eyes. Fear contracts. We swallow the pill they give us without question. Easy as Pie.

They are attempting to take us towards living out-The MASTER SCRIPT of- the man who stole sacred words- ALBERT-###-PIKE. The orders come from him beyond the grave, are being scripted and re-scripted now. Lying us into WWIII. A game to them.

There is no fighting them. It is like a star trek scene where the war ship gets bigger the more you shoot at them. Information is our sword. and 'They' know it. That is why the mainstream media is owned by 'them' NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC IS owned by Rupert- FOX- Murdock i would say see what it is focused on. Bildeburg baffoonary.

Friday, October 16, 2015


adjective: pusillanimous

showing a lack of courage or determination; timid.
synonyms: timid, timorous, cowardly, fearful, faint-hearted, lily-livered, spineless, craven, shrinking; More
informalchicken, gutless, wimpy, wimpish, sissy, yellow, yellow-bellied
"with the tough issues facing this city, the last thing we need is another pusillanimous mayor"
antonyms: brave

late Middle English: from ecclesiastical Latin pusillanimis (translating Greek olugopsukhos ), from pusillus ‘very small’ + animus ‘mind,’ + -ous.
Translate pusillanimous to
Use over time for: pusillanimous

PUSILLANIMOUS A better word than 'Chicken Shits'- which is bad form.

Thursday, October 15, 2015


Al Gore this is for you. The inconvenient truth is- Vice President Gore- you sold out your OATH and gave us Bush whose father perpetrated the rape of our minds... by creating 911. If people knew the truth about 911, including tower seven, the coarse of our nation would change- but that is- oh- so -inconvenient. I am threatened because I state what I see and what I see is a bunch of programmed and possessed buffoons throwing poop at each other..and all pretending that they know nothing- they inconveniently mentally imprisoned,

We have privatized goons who set fires and kill for a living. We have layers of various mafia like squads that threaten our security. And all this knowledge is- hell yes- inconvenient....

IT is a hellish haven for the craven that has been built using the taxpayers money and it aint funny.
I FEEL like rhyming cry men.
Truly 'THEY' want to start World War III. They want to try out their tactical nukes in public instead of remotely and hidden by depleted uranium weaponry. I scowl and weep at the thought of the land where Jesus walked being desecrated for the greedy. The war whores call for a sea of glass. The drug running, lying War Whores are fowl. They are misled and truly possessed...All people should be whistling loudly if they care to care and are courageous Beings.

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

first amendment violations ROSEBURG

first amendment rights have been suppressed in the Roseburg OREGON Drill that has been sold to us as a mass shooting. I say this because most students today are in constant contact using their cell phones.
'where are the SMART PHONE videos? obvious suppression of the students first amendment rights. What is the gun to the head of the sheriff? How do they get everyone involved to obey. Through the suppression of their first amendment rights...through contracts signed which are innately unconstitutional when forced upon a person against their will.

Monday, October 12, 2015

pry the eye


Friday, September 25, 2015

duck 11/11

IT is funny how my mind chews on something and then it loops around for me to gnaw on it some more... smore . I am studying hypnotherapy and in that I am becoming more aware of my own thinking and I AM ever the conspiracy glommer.
YESTERDAY (i heard that it was moments after the Chinese 'President' left Ride a Duck a large tourist something mer other- and amphibious vehicle crossed the center line of Aurora Bridge hitting an oncoming chartered bus. the wheel was rumored to have either fallen off or blew. Details were conflicting. The local Fox news channel said four were dead and many (the nubers went up to 47 injured and now say 11 critically. the key word that agitates me is Aurora, others like me will know why. 11/11 is one of those numbers that ole lizard brains love. I would be odd enough to say that it is a sacrifice for something bigger on NOVEMBER 11. is it a valid theory or only my brain candy that is empty of nourishment? I hope I never know and someone else prevents the lizards from playing their demented games.

i'm ADDING THIS ON MONDAY OCT. 12, 2015 On the rida a duck' vehicle were a bunch of students from North Seattle Community College. So no it looks like the neo illumi lixard brained heartless cads were planning the shooting, down in Oregon.. OREGON DUCKS Aurora shootings. 'THEY' Love leaving clues. they love doing things in front of our faces.
they are herding us with fear. I thank God that I DIDN'T DRIVE THRU ROSEBURG OREGON WHEN i went to CALI because 'THEY' were having a pre shooting PRACTICE drill and setting up for their crime.

Monday, September 7, 2015


Drunk Raven lifts heavy into crooked
Flight through the columns of trees
Miller Gold at the side of the road tipped
In an offering
Moths gone from the windows at night
Bees done, chemical rain, birds that disappeared
Sometimes I see collapse because of ignorance and arrogance
Simple whores instead of scientists

I will ignore it for now
The ticking tock of mist as a carrier for something dire
The snitch sniffs my shoulder
Ignore, ignore, don’t see
Bless all

Monday, July 27, 2015

Matthew 23 Woe unto you

MATTHEW 23:23 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.

24 Ye blind guides, which strain at a gnat, and swallow a camel.

25 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and excess.

26 Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also.

27 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness.

28 Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity.

29 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! because ye build the tombs of the prophets, and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous,

30 And say, If we had been in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partakers with them in the blood of the prophets.

31 Wherefore ye be witnesses unto yourselves, that ye are the children of them which killed the prophets.

32 Fill ye up then the measure of your fathers.

33 Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?

34 Wherefore, behold, I send unto you prophets, and wise men, and scribes: and some of them ye shall kill and crucify; and some of them shall ye scourge in your synagogues, and persecute them from city to city:

35 That upon you may come all the righteous blood shed upon the earth, from the blood of righteous Abel unto the blood of Zacharias son of Barachias, whom ye slew between the temple and the altar.

36 Verily I say unto you, All these things shall come upon this generation.

37 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

38 Behold, your house is left unto you desolate.

39 For I say unto you, Ye shall not see me henceforth, till ye shall say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.23 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.

24 Ye blind guides, which strain at a gnat, and swallow a camel.

25 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and excess.

26 Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also.

27 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness.

28 Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity.

29 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! because ye build the tombs of the prophets, and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous,

30 And say, If we had been in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partakers with them in the blood of the prophets.

31 Wherefore ye be witnesses unto yourselves, that ye are the children of them which killed the prophets.

32 Fill ye up then the measure of your fathers.

33 Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?

34 Wherefore, behold, I send unto you prophets, and wise men, and scribes: and some of them ye shall kill and crucify; and some of them shall ye scourge in your synagogues, and persecute them from city to city:

35 That upon you may come all the righteous blood shed upon the earth, from the blood of righteous Abel unto the blood of Zacharias son of Barachias, whom ye slew between the temple and the altar.

36 Verily I say unto you, All these things shall come upon this generation.

37 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

38 Behold, your house is left unto you desolate.

39 For I say unto you, Ye shall not see me henceforth, till ye shall say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.
MATTHEW 24:43 But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.

Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.
King James Version (KJV)

Friday, July 17, 2015

blog change

I am going to change my tack with this blog because this is making me feel exposed and thinking that people * my extended family and some friends, would be shocked if they knew what if going on in my mind. This blog has always been focused on the government and growth of fascism in our country and neighborhoods.
i feel like i am standing on a cliff with no one who understands me in this great big world. That is what i crave is understanding. i guess i have to be understandable and not come at things like the no it all that i tend to be. it is all about consciousness.

Thursday, July 16, 2015

sticky notes

So we got an army of contractors targeting us, if the powers choose.

The collective consciousness is like the ocean with currents and eddies, stick a little poison thought into it and it spreads like black dye in a bathtub. Or a bathtub of black dye moves through the water becoming the water.
The water of this planet will reflect the collective consciousness. The emotional hues in the collective, the boxes of beliefs that rule the now segmented and polarized stirring storms which become wars.
The wars are created by the controller’s dreams and mercy is a sham. They act merciful to trap the innocent, to corrupt and to lie.
This continent is a powder keg, The fires are being set. The west coast to the Missouri on fire, Thanks to our controller’s game of terror. This is an optional future. If enough of us wake up and take responsibility for mentally and emotionally filtering the collective and cleaning out that fear that keeps us from seeing, truly seeing, what and who we are. We have been programmed small; stuffed with neurotoxins and poisoned thought. The aim is to control our growth to prevent us from knowing that we are made in the‘image and likeness of God’- so we don't have people going around calming the waters and feeding the masses. The controller’s biggest fear is that we realize that ‘free will’ means we have to acquiesce to them to allow them their dreams of destruction. When we realize that we do not have to bow to their creations, we will be free to create an ever enhanced paradise. It is not about who controls the resources. We all are resources if we tune into the divine.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

call me bait

What do we do about the low percentage of true psychopaths? and then what can we do about the created psychopaths? Like that guy that pulled up with his model girlfriend in a boat of a car. He pobably had hopes of pulling in a lot of cash today but had to take a picture of my neck instead.
He looked like a cross between my nephew and Gordy Hunchuck. I couldn't help but feel a little bad for him and his dangerously closed heart and brain trained and programmed. A killer. He thinks that money will make him a big man. At thirty or so, arrogance reigns. Not tempered by the consequences of his deeds, his heart runs cold. Unknowingly working for his enemy.Or maybe he knows? What do you do about guys like that?

on the hill across my road, white truck sits

Sunday, June 28, 2015


why are there bags of concrete left on the sides of the road on Island? Two weeks ago I started to see concrete it was seem everywhere splattered on the island roads. Then last week on kitsap roads I saw the same patterns of concrete on the roads. Yesterday, I saw two full bags of concrete looking placed on the sides of two different roads, yesterday. I woke up with the question: Why?

I would say maybe road maintenance. Yea that's it. Or could it be markings for plots sinister and dark?
Tis dangerous to bikers that's for sure. Now I feel guilty for not movi
ng them off of the side of the road at curves.

time clicks forward and back tick tock

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Another One Bites the Dust

I am more than realizing now (since I have been mutilated on an astral body level) that the only hope that we as humanity (and all living creatures on earth) have is to learn the art of psychic defense. I need to remember it now and remember it yesterday. I feel all alone out here, on this island, in the USA. Living in a neo con ruled County, trying to hold the beauty and magic of the archepello in my heart and not to be afraid, that infects this world and which is about to try to clamp down on and destroy anyone who sees them.

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Steerng into the rocks

a little Debbie Downer here
Lots of sirens in town today. Don't know why.

the proverbial question: If a tree falls in a forest does it make a sound?
Here's what I am thinking about and being 'public like a frog' I wonder should I cloak my thought?

Two things that seem to threaten me is when I talk about the psychopathic vision of weather modification and town politics. Both seem to bare down on me stemming from the same source. I know there are good people who are blind because security keeps a sash over the eyes/ I am tired and sad by the magnitude of disseption that we all live under. They are poisoning us, and our children. The whole planet, just as a power play and harvest of shattering our potential. I see too much. It is depressing today, oppressing today so I have to sing at the top of my lungs and dance.

following moved from july 16 post
Journal entry for JULY 16 2015 Happy birthday KIM
The biggest threat is that there are threats on multiple fronts.
ITS LIKE triage
Gotta chose the biggest ones first

Threat to my life
Perception or paranoia?
What was that boat doing behind the ferry especially when the side door opened and all I Saw was the reflection of a lens? I wanted to hit the deck. The dark shadow of doom. Oooooo, scare me baby.
Why didn’t any of the Ferry workers seem aware of that boat that appeared dead in the water about ten feet off of the stern? They are sooo concerned about security. Right. Like the food and drug administration cares if pharma poisons seniors. And law enforcement really cares about the community when it comes to marijuana. (Except, of course, the new sheriff here.) At least Sheriffs have to be aware of public sentiment if the elections aren’t sold.
What is the biggest danger to freedom? The executive order by George Bush junior made contractors under order of the federal government exempt from prosecution for breaking constitutional laws.
Ahead in time OBAMA agrees that they can target US citizens and assassinate them on US soil if they CALL them a terrorist. If you read the list of indicators of a terrorist, anyone who objects to the government is a terrorist, it could be extrapolated that they could become a target for assassination. Am I correct? KISSENGER’S WET DREAM.

this iis from around June 26, 2015

Thursday, May 28, 2015


Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Saturday, May 23, 2015

Story time

Taxi as a black opt trying to run her down. Nasa guy with glowing smile says hi again. Cogger driving seen everywhere. deep dark idiacy surrounds the driver. poor guy.
Surveillance in America under the guise of Terror in itself sets up terror. A few days ago The man driving the Bob's Taxi Van gunned forward out of (I think) the Friday Harbor House parking lot or the Whale Museum parking lot. another car was coming from the other side of the street- The Bob's Taxi codger, had looked at me walking down the street- but didn't look to his right when he gunned forward. If I had kept my pace and not stopped I would have been hit- probably- by two vehicles. Before that I was getting an 'audience' vibe from the lurking 'Bob's Taxi" Friday Harbor, WA USA

Surveillance in America also means the market tellers getting lectures about their responsibility to be watching certain people and red flagging cash and such a nightmare of non shopper shoppers. the legion of brown shirts being good American Zombies.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

EPA should be called EDA

Environmental Destruction Agency for their approval of a bee-killing
systemic pesticide called Cyantranipole. It underlines why we should switch to organic and local. this is hard when people are not making livable wages. I succeed at half organic purchases. Scorched earth policy of companies like Monsanto are making me realize that I should push it up to at least 75%. We need all of the pollinators that ought to abound in our beautiful world.
a simple twist of fate

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

playing with fire

Fantastic brown shirt and you know you are.

Friday, May 15, 2015

Windows make great mirrors

I'm just saying....

Friday, May 8, 2015


came to school and talked to loud
got put in a corner to shrink me 'good'

Monday, May 4, 2015

crisis in consciousness

darn they took it off. it should be in the commons.

once in a lifetime

Friday, April 24, 2015

This goes out to John

In ode to John and Dorothy 62 years of marriage
He doth cross over...

The water is wide, I cannot get oer
Neither have I wings to fly
Give me a boat that can carry two
And both shall row, my love and I

Then will my love return to me

So Long John April 28th 14:23

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Catch the Wind

Trying to be polite
I’Ve kept my aura tight around me full of holes
full of the sludge of wounds hidden
Programmed default is every single thing is my fault
Default is that I have no control of my mind or emotions
That my body is something to be afraid of … a ticking time bomb
Trust the expert who knows nothing about true vibrant health.
Keep small
Be polite

then I am finding freedom by imagining my aura out nine feet all around instead of eighteen inches
What liberation I feel from this idea of expanse.

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Breakfast in America

The myrid of formulations within my thoughts, I seek out corruption within. Those corrupted files that have limited the collective within my frame. The beauty of a holographic Multiverse universe in all directions.

Falling into a hole
Posey left behind in confusion until they are seen again and again
So why do I get my entertainment from seeing plots and schemes?
And idiosy of control as freedom
Free dumb
I choose this?
NOT, well...maybe somewhere \, in my soul, I find the interaction, invigorating,

Monday, March 23, 2015


think of it... TV shows are called "programs".
We have to admit that most of our thoughts aren't even our own.
"No", you say, "I think what I want to think, I think my own thoughts."
Are old people beautiful? If that seems obvious to you and you say that they are not, then I say you were likely programmed when you were a child about your standards of beauty.

When I was a child I was amazed at wrinkled skin that felt like tissue paper, like it could rip at any time. But the old person was ashamed of those wrinkles and thought she was ugly. My brain sucked that one up. But now I realize that it is health and vitality that is beautiful.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

good day sunshine

I've come to the decision that the only hope for humanity is that we unify.
Listening to the news in neutral, for me, is different than when I am stuck in the collective programming. I realize that I need to reprogram my thoughts and thinking in order to have positive impact on the collective.
The main reprogramming that I need to do is my response to cruelty and blindness to the earth and its beauty.
I have to be able to reach the vibration of Love and heart before I have full access to all of the dimensions. I have to learn this. I tend to get pissed and become fanatical myself, when I see the destruction that the players of doom had planned and still plot.

I just gotta say what I think:
ISSIS is funded and trained by US black opts and they get their funding from our taxes and US military and military contractors drug trade. (Think -US occupation of Afghanistan.) oops

Could there be armies of Privatized Military Contractors, hired by the 1 percent, to assassinate potential threats to the coalition of Media, Banking, Oil, Medicine and Military Industrial complexes imbedded in every town and municipality of the USA?
Like working for the California public road system and for a privatized contractor and or DHARPA?

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

cross eyed

these days, its like I'm looking at everything cross eyed, only, one of my eyes is posted on the veiled 'what could be' or better said 'what is, in the what could be.' I feel like that is the task that I am called to. "In a blink of an eye..."

Monday, March 9, 2015


the man made fog lays densely on my heart
like the density of the collective that can't be penetrated
The perpetrators go unnoticed about their days hoping that we all go quietly to our deaths
As witnesses to the murder of the wild, our hearts shriek 'no'. the answer lies in some secret place, hidden under the corpses of the past.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015


A third of his life left out in a gap
Sailing is on a power boat
the second wife cut
with the other women, her friend, sitting by his side, always smiling,
in the pictures that mean forever
It was good to remember my connection to his middle third

Tuesday, January 20, 2015


January 16th is Brian's birthday. Brian my little brother 18 months younger was killed on Vashon Island when he was 11. I told the story before. My kitty went missing on his birthday. Pauly. a Hemingway Cat. The next day, I found her, dead. I heard cats in my head for a day. Not only her quiet mew, but my other cats, who have made the passage from this world through the veil. The veil was thin that day, It seemed like a portal had sucked her up and spit her out where I could see her the place where I didn't see her the day before. And all death is merged with these tears. This heart spasms and chokes letting the world's grief show me where I still can find her. Where she remains a part of me.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Let it Stand

I've not had the nerve or impetuous to check KS. The words in my head are 'Let it Stand'
so I am avoiding even checking my email. How mature is that? Fear takes many forms.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015


I am studying Seth Speaks It talks about those infinity points that I have been seeing and exploring in my meditations. Fascinating to think about.+Especially, in this world, at this time. Weaving the highest possibility points into these days of the Grand, grand cross seems to be the ticket here. We just need to find out how to discern our emotions and where our thoughts are coming from (others or our true self? reaction or decision?) so we know which way to go.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

the Epiphany

The third day of Christmas

The absurdity of the attack is that it is an attack against the self
All that you dream
Comes crashing down upon your head
Because all will be revealed
cut by the knees
you fall
On your face
singing praises to God for stopping you
You awaken and know that you were had
the epiphany
I salute you

I finally found the fix for my computer after trying to restore a few times and failing
finally after days of slow trying I went to control panel maintenance Yeah

Sunday, January 4, 2015

The Family Pluto Sun/Moon Cancer (the crack)

yesterday, we ress urected an ancient laptop with no monitor, so I put the downed desktop monitor and a keyboard onto it an voila. Hopefully, I can use its camera tonight. Happy New Years!
My macbook went down on the WSF ferry when it randomly started indexing on Christmas Day. I came home to my PC down too. We will see how long this one lasts. I am being edgy on this edgy day while the bad guys are planning to take the USA down economically today and tomorrow.

By the 'bad guys' I mean the main players of the Economic Empire. Family can mean many things.
I've been meditating on infinity and how you can go in both directions of all directions smallest largest and in the third dimension the polarities of each point. Large can become infinitely small and small can become infinitely large. It can be played with for balancing the system in case of emergency.