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Friday, October 31, 2008

feb 8,11 notes of a haunting dream

I am going to bounce on the limb for a minute
I kept on dreaming about charges- explosive charges in my ceiling
Then I saw in my minds eye- between sleep and waking- men on top of a building- setting charges explosive charges in a mass array on top of a large rectangle building that wasn't snowy. The building had many large bubble skylights The men were in space like suits- chem protective suits. Between six and twelve of them. doing a job...NASA came to mind but it could be the suits that made me associate them with NASA. South East or South West - TEXas ? not clear at all. They are home grown - militia contractors who have already gotten away with mass murder. Terrorists by design to control our population. OOPS

Halloween elections patrol calling all cars

Dear Randy Gaylord: sj county prosecuting attorney on the canvasing board
It was nice to meet you.I hope you will understand the importance of making double-sure that all aspects of our votes are protected, from chain of custody to tally and transmissions of votes. the old saying "fool me once.." comes to mind (2000 and 2004).
eerily, on Jon Stewart - The Daily Show-they played a clip of GW Bush, a few years back, saying that "we need to bring the Central Government to all small communities" or something to that effect. Add Robert Gates having been on the board of "Vote Here" doesn't help my sense of ease about the
brad freedman

bar code side entrance steal. I want to rest easy and sure that I did every thing I was called to do, to ensure a accurate and true election in this great County.
Again, It was nice to meet you and thanks, Nancy brickman
ps I know that we all want what is right and true.
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Friday, October 31, 2008 7:08 PM
Subject: Fw: hand audit required. spoonamore voting - Google Video

Dear Milene, OCTOBER 31, 2008

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Belated I am sure

Thank-you for your patience today.

I will be brief. It looks like you will need to do a manual audit before you certify the election.


Nancy Brickman be well

Washington Revised Code RCW 29A.60.185: Audit of results.

Prior to certification of the election as required by RCW 29A.60.190, the county auditor shall conduct an audit of results of votes cast on the direct recording electronic voting devices used in the county. This audit must be conducted by randomly selecting by lot up to four percent of the direct recording electronic voting devices or one direct recording electronic voting device, whichever is greater, and, for each device, comparing the results recorded electronically with the results recorded on paper. For purposes of this audit, the results recorded on paper must be tabulated as follows: On one-fourth of the devices selected for audit, the paper records must be tabulated manually; on the remaining devices, the paper records may be tabulated by a mechanical device determined by the secretary of state to be capable of accurately reading the votes cast and printed thereon and qualified for use in the state under applicable state and federal laws. Three races or issues, randomly selected by lot, must be audited on each device. This audit procedure must be subject to observation by political party representatives if representatives have been appointed and are present at the time of the audit.


  1. Doris the Elections Supervisor

  2. Randy Gaylord

----- Original Message -----
Sent: Monday, October 13, 2008 2:41 PM
Subject: spoonamore voting - Google Video

Dear Milene,
It was nice to talk with you the other day before you had to rush to the ferry. I want to implore you to watch this video. I think that it would explain to you why I am so strongly concerned about our elections these days. I ,as I am sure, as well as you want to be sure that this election has all eligible votes counted and the only way that we can be reasonably sure of this is to have random audits. The logic test is not enought - as you will understand after you view the Spoonamore statements on these videos.
Thank you, and may things go smoothly for you.
Sincerily , Nancy Brickman 378-5356
po box 1641

halloween four years ago

foggy drizzle mutes my mood of optimistic fantasy
my daughter, Heidi, says, "Don't doubt for a minute Mom
Obama will win. "

I mumble , "If it doesn't happen again"

Four years ago today, I was in NY City. What a city!
Then on to DC to the Election Protection center.
I Rode the train from Union Station thru the night and got to DC
in the wee hours the day before the election. I was broke, probably had 15 dollars. I was tired
and my heart was defeated before the election officially was cast.
I visited Saint Matthews Church and wept.

I was assigned to cubicle to call voters in Ohio to ask them how things were going. some got mad some said they hadn't received their absentee ballots, I told them who to call, the election protection hotline. I didn't feel like I was doing much and I didn't have a place to stay, I felt like had this big ache in my heart and felt like I didn't want to cry in front of strangers, so after I ate the pizza and tacos that election protection provided us, I slipped out the door made it to the Subway and headed to the Airport. I remember only one time on the trip I felt the shadow of danger and that was when a white guy was flanking me , keeping to my paces and who seemed to have something in his jacket that I didn't want to see. So I slowed to let a group of people catch up with me and blended with them.
I made it to - Reagan International. with no money, no place to stay, no flight out and a rinky- dink surreal airport. I looked for a place to prop my feet onto my luggage and rest, after being laughed at for crying at the ticket counter, because there were no flights out until 6 am and the tears leapt from my throat after being kept down most of the day.

The weirdest thing , the thing that still haunts me was there seemed to be no security out at the wings of the jets. there were these guys out there that were doing things by the jets engines with out lights beaming. All I could see were there legs. Oh my God, I thought, The worst would be so easy.

I moved because I was on end of the airport and the polishing machine was keeping me awake. Mid airport, I set down a series of chairs, plopped down and propped my head on my luggage. I remember waking up to people who were dressed like custodians moving towards me, I could see them in the reflection of the window. When I moved they retreated. That was strange. It reminded me of a flock of wild animals realizing that a human was in their midst. Oh well, awake for the rest of the night, I made it back to Seatac feeling rescued by my mother, fed by her and put to bed. I woke up in time to see the traitor Robert Novak on CNN talking about it looked like Bush was ahead in Ohio. Then Bush's Bones Brother Kerry conceded. betrayed
we have been betrayed, and tody HAVA has made a steal of votes easier than ever. I don't trust the system, I do trust that most US Citizens don't intend to be living in a third world police state
where the dictator of the world lives in Dubai and where a third of the population has been culled
to get the remainders to behave. I do have faith that the direction has to change. I am hoping that it won't be a violent change. I think I should heed Heidi's words and not doubt, for a minute that Obama is going to win.

Just Foreign Policy - Iraqi Death Estimate

Just Foreign Policy - Iraqi Death Estimate

Monday, October 27, 2008

lesson 4 tyfyny lament

I lost my Tyfynny Lament

Its floating around the house somewhere

Heidi grabbed it

I wrote it under the Prompt 'I don't remember'

So what I was just thinking about and hoped would come in a melody of words

It was here but I lost it in my comment above, let's see

Lesson 4?

Ritual is an imprint into the collective

it can then be accessed

even thow it is spose to be secret.

It is an open source library

in the Library of all things thought of

and contemplated and ripples with an imprint

pulse of multicolored lights

imprinting the DNA of our dreams.

The collective says no to ideas : secret and dark

WE shout yes to the ones that sing

and the collective must be heard, this time

bravery, courage and high esteem is the key

10/27/08 01:56:54 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

I think he- Biden- was talkig about ythe Republican elite neo cons were going to test Obama.

Image:Burmese Buddhist Temple-White Marble Buddha.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

April 20, 2011
And then Greg: he sits because he is confined to a collapsed body and watches everything that I do in in a criticizing efficiency expert who is frustrated because he can't do the things that need to be done in the garden and kitchen, so I shrink like a shamed little girl and collapse in the sun and I realize that I have the same feeling of why I left him almost forteen years ago. Forteen years ago around February I got pneumonia and realized that I had to leave (he had said something mean to me when I waa struggling to breath and had a coughing fit. I was considaring calling the EMT's in because I couldn't breath and he peirced me with words) I dicided then, that this was not Love and felt like I'd die if I stayed. So I made my plans and left in June. We are friends - deep friends - but we never functioned well as partners.

I wrote this in may 2008


why are we acknowledging the name change? It is Burma. Is it so we don't notice

the stead of the force destroying a culture , an ancient culture, the force that is practicing for the thrust of militaristic corporate society here, for 'freedom' and for our own good. For our own good they secretly experiment over and on our heads.

Weather Modification, mind modification, All together now. Don't see the obvious. They can control the population with the threat of starvation. Fear. Ooooh scary. It is the best and only means of control over humanities innate force towards Freedom. Freedom of Spirit.

So if we can understand the phrase : the only thing to fear is fear itself. We can move away from the Paradigm of Empire. Which is the shriveling concept as we leap in growth toward the power of spirit.

On Obama

secret service , a man and a women plot together. They need to be taken away put in prison for treason, but I'd put Cheeney and Wolfowitz and Chertoff all in prison for treason and hand them over to the world court -if I was in charge.

The women has light brown copperish straight hair that is an inch or two below her shoulders parted slightly on the side , sunglasses - of course. I don't get a read on the male except he is close in whispers to the women who is his superior.

The connection to the Family is obvious if someone cares to look. Careless lacking large hole in security. Someone needs to fill the hole

It leads directly to the lady in waiting and the ex president first man wanna-be. Michelle Obama is a target too.

A Wellstone Moment. Rove 'together again'.

How does one get around a totally corrupt Justice Department?

05/12/0808:34:40 AM NWB Cloudhill

Friday, October 24, 2008


31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:
32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:
43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.
44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?
45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.
46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Hear Revelations Read Aloud

Lesson 3

Have this guy read the bible to you
as you pay attention to your body
especially your upper chakras

ground down to crystal center especially lower three chakras
and 4th thru 7 u
ground up to the 8th the portal to the center of the Universe

Let the Earth take and transform the programming of your body and make the lessons into a gift of truth and light, forgiven
Let the heavens infuse your body into understanding of light, and love and joy
after letting go of all that fear Have that guy read and ask for understanding and forgiveness.

I am talking to myself here.
Blessings to you and you and you and you and you and you
say it and allow the pictures of the major players to arise and understand

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I am Sorry

Thom Hartmann (KPTK 1090 ,Seattle) is talking about people who accuse others of being anti American or traitors and the like as being way out of line., It kind of feels like he's slapping me around over my comment below- not that he read it- but on a cosmic level I feel chastised...... well , I do believe that stealing our votes is an act against the USA and therefore is anti- American and traitorous – not in a leagal 'kill-em' sense - but I do feel that the use of the word filthy, was out of line.....I am sorry, I just get a little tired of it and when I am tired , my anger rises faster than when I am awake and feeling good about things.

The sun is out. No signs of Chem Trails and though I am tired, I am feeling good and hopeful.
We have a close Govenors race and Secretary of State iup for election. I don't think that they could get away with stealing Washington for McCain. we are on the 'Left coast' after-all.

I keep thinking about that song 'I'd like to teach the world to sing..." then coke a cola got a hold of it.... Id like to buy the world a coke.....that makes me think about governmental drug running.....
This is a free write.....we are not supposed to know or talk about certain things....because we will then be counted as Conspiracy Theorists....and that is un-American.


My Elections suggestion for next time, here in San Juan Count Instead of having bar-codes, have water marks that would make it troublesome for the filthy traitors to tamper with. (Do you sense a bit of bile coming from me?)
Get rid of voting machines and count ballots by hand and in public.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

listening to the radio

A sadness permeates

October 21, 2008


what a novel idea

sex for rent ? I like the way the broadcaster sounded so disgusted. He probably gets his rent paid for reading sensationalist material.

How far will it go?

the riots of the idiots

the ones with lead poisoning and heavy metals


easy marks

easy manipulation

they just have to be scared a little

you can tell them anything
make them create a movement built from hate
maybe devolution is one of the laws?
I doubt it.

On the Election:
Why didn't Election Protection do anything four years ago?

It should have been big news.
Now we are stuck with people believing the
Democrats litter box election machines
don't look at the obvious! you are just a paranoid weirdo, 'Liberal"
tree hugger, socialist, fascist,
We need the ninth circuit court involved now now now now now now now !

thats my dream

If I could make a commercial for Obama Jon Stewart
I would have someone imitating McCain "I am a Maverick"
and take everything he says and fill it in with Obama is a maveric
Sarah sleeps with a terrorist fill everything they are accusing obama as and showing the truth about John and Sarah and their friends.............
that would get mccain in your face mad. Perfect

Monday, October 20, 2008

I am strange or better put "fraaky"

7/17/11 Henry's bday

my paranoid perceptions or really real?
A couple who come off as church church church, of the fundamentalist bent, were taking pictures of me while I was talking to Lloyd on the side of road. After driving by them waving my middle finger by accident, I decided to ask them if they were taking pictures of me. She said no, she was taking a picture of a garden. There is no garden where her camera was aimed. Does that count as bearing false witness? I thought 'thou shalt not lie' was a part of the ten commandments - the ones I learned. I wish that I wasn't hyper vigilant. I need to work on it. it pisses me off. I do not believe that kind of surveillance makes our country safe but only sets us up for a police state. It is the way the Fascists always start. Make people paranoid of their fellow man. It especially enrages me and I will not avoid confronting Zombies who think they are doing the Lord's Work when they are really minions of the lower realms.. The thing that keeps us safe is the vibration of Love and Freedom, as a real and palpable vibration. Instead I feel like warrior women ready to fire, it doesn't help anything. So I should forgive and let them go, but I am not there yet.

added March 3, 2012:

So I keep going over the little interaction- klutz dance and then the blush (I forgot that I occasionally blush) I want to explain
I assumed that you two were part of the spy network.
so I flashed my wad of twenties to show that there was a wells fargo slip within
you teased I laughed I like a guy who makes me laugh

and then the Journal's door being locked - how strange?

The forth amendment has been canceled ( ie mail opening) and you all took an oath -for shame - for shame

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Lesson 2

the tails of old

called upon as the protectors

or in ignorance we chose

depend upon the old ones

as our guardians

the Christ is lead

Angels on our flanks

and behind us

the untold


the history of the ages

and August 25, 2007

Captain John Frueh went missing soon after he blew the whistle about live warheads on the jet he and his crew Oregon and all 5 in his unit died in separate accidents
John was the captain who flew the armed nuclear warheads across our country and then blew the whistle. Air force, Weatherman mi Wingman His whole crew died in "accidental deaths"
Below came from:
PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) - The body of a missing Air Force captain from Florida has been found near Badger Peak in northeast Skamania County, Wash., Portland police said Sunday.

Acting on a tip from Portland police, Skamania County authorities found Capt. John Frueh's rental car about noon on Saturday. They quickly began a search and rescue mission and, with the help of search dogs, found Frueh's body near the vehicle about 5 p.m., the Skamania County Sheriff's Office said.

Authorities said foul play is not suspected.

Skamania County is located in south-central Washington along the Columbia River Gorge, a popular spot for hiking and other outdoor activities.

Frueh, 33, came to Portland late last month to attend a friend's wedding. He last spoke with family on Aug. 30.

(Copyright 2007 by The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved.)

"Even to the death fight for truth, and the Lord your God will battle for you." -Sirach 4:28

adding April 4th 2011 computer hack suspected or noted
circo Americana picture

It doesn't go to anything and is used more for DNS checking and hardware identification than it is for visiting.
It's all fun and games in a Team Fortress 2 battle until your sentry gun is sapped by the Spycrab!

Hi baby baby with the spear stuck in your pineal gland. You can't see using your rational mind. All you see is demons but they really come from you and your thinking. Screwing with people because you get paid or because you are trying to be 'acceptable' to your master. Not the true. Not the truth. But master of the lie. so you are fn with us. We are here. and you can't understand it, or the power of it. So it scars you and you want it gone. chicken shit. worken for the opposite of what you signed up for. You break your Oath daily. This is a test and baby doll you are failing it.

see August 14 2011 blog post.Max's shooting makes me want to post that I got the same two cards that I got with the murder of sharon Hammell when I drew tarot cards for Landis drowning (parse the blog). I've been haunted by it. and didn't want to post it because I feel a bit threatened myself. I worry more about my family, but I feel protected and I know that if something happens, It will end up as part of the dance for the greater good. And I will stick around the planet with greater force. and there will be justice.

Saturday, October 18, 2008



now the bad ass back wood

mf bastard has a block

a distraction

for his plan to be laid

“To-odd “the voice in the background screeches

rile up the drooling wrathe

and the beat goes on

and blindly the lifers

don't care about the hell of war

don't matter if ya kill em live


womp ya gonna take a long time to figure out that there are many fronts to this operation

sickness , weakness of the masses , cultivated with the sky

two- the drooling wrathe

the underlings to Satan who call themselves saved


the rich who pimp the people

use em as chattel

postal anthrax here it comes

DC wizards think they are

the wizards have arrived and can stop it if allowed

check -it -out- what a plan

lightning striking twice

how about three times

the snarling one , a captured mad dog

limping towards non existence


what a cost.

The media owned and trained to be good little Nazi's who turn from the sizzling truth

the obvious the economy

the free soldiers

who are trying to survive

we need to win this one

the crossroads have arrived


08:46:30 PM

Lesson one; close your eyes

get into your body

look at the programming blah blah blah

then look at the matrix of the collective

like rivers on a rubber band ball

swirls and eddies


drop to the lowest or the fly to the highest

Fear is the lock, the stumble, the sin

its what ropes humanity to the railroad tracks

with a train coming soon

then rise above the collective

rise to eternity

where there is no fear

only what it is baby

only what it is

joy baby joy

a note from the future about observational vibes wrote June 16, 20 12 I forget what the next phase is called but COG is a part of it. I believe that the date is June 24, 2012 ( a definite hit to watch - they are moving fast like ants. cells of armed ants. the way to fish is using ease on radio - cell waves between cars. ) looking at a possible massive false flag disasters - man craated to look like mother Earth - the contractors are on the move to be in place. that is how you know where. that is how we know where to look. track the trackers.... set for this month so there. added june 17, 2012 6:14 pm

Election blues...greens yellows and black

a great American hero , we thank you.

when will they be arrested?
treasons known
a ticking clock
the reason for the torture
was set by the torturers
for today
when will they be arrested?
before or after the damage is done?

Letter to the Editor

For this election, I am asking for a random and periodic audit by using a hand count. This is a way to check the accuracy of the computer count, assuring everyone that the vote is accurately counted. A manual audit has to be decided by the Auditor before election day and each measure has to be counted separately. Since we have a close election predicted, I would ask for a hand count of the Governor, Secretary of State and President . If you doubt that there are any problems with computers counting our ballots, google:You Tube Stephen Spoonamore and watch Spoonamore talk about the implicit risk of voting with computers.

If we do manual hand count audits we could be certain that the Hart Computer system

is counting our ballots accurately. (Why do we need computers to count our votes anyway?) How fast can you count one hundred pieces of paper? If the Secretary of State discourages this,, it is all the more reason to do it. The RCWs state that there can be a manual audit if it is planned before the election. There are only around 12,000 registered voters in the county (eleven hundred of which are on the inactive list and have to go
in to the elections office to get their ballots), Without a manual audit you just have to trust. As I have been trained, “ Trust but Verify” Please contact the Auditor; Milene Henley, at 378-2161 and urge her to do daily random hand count audits of our ballots this election cycle

Thanks, Nancy Brickma


by Sage Francis
album:Healthy Distrust

(When I first got in to magic, yeah.)

When I first got into magic, it was an underground phenomenon
Now everybody's like "pick a card, any card..."
If I shot my full load with the first hand I played
I'd be a monkey in a box hangin' with the David Blaines
I'd be swimmin' with the sharks, mouthes full of razor blades
But I'm not, I got out of that game - Escape Artist
I talk 'til I'm red in my face with strain polyps
I'll rock 'til I'm out of my range then raise octaves, I...
play through the pain and remain conscious
Refraining from commenting on the lame compliments
And the petty criticisms from those who ain't accomplished
Even one-fifths of some of this shit I made progress with
I'm leaving naysayers stumped like rain forests
After years of pullin' rabbit ears out my pants pockets
I'm not revealin' any tricks of the trade
It's just there ain't no magic in the breakdown baby

In an effort to make 'em all see what I found in my life I decided to give 'em a look
None of 'em gave it a glimpse and I guess that I'm sitting in the middle of an unread book
Letters are falling apart but the sentences stand on their own and the wording is permanent
Never been missed, I've just been misworded and misinterpreted, it's...
Funny how serving a sentence of solitary confinement
Results in the death sentences filling my writing assignment
I'm just wondering where my time went, it pulled a disappearing act
And every single assistant I ever had got sawed in half

You See I never payed attention
But I can't afford to laugh
'cause I'm lookin' for my break and an autograph for my cast
but I'm short on staff so all I ask is volunteers in the crowd
show a little bit of audience participation now
When I say hip (what do I say?)
You, you say shut the fuck up we ain't sayin shit!!!
And I'll respect it
Check it,
Got a flair for the dramatic exit
A fashionable entrance
Late to my own arraignment (Oh!)
The self-destructive things that I do for entertainment
My folks gave me this art, your broken heart is my pallet
While I was out honing my craft you was disowning your talent
That's why you still live at home and I bought this house off my parents
I'm getting ahead of myself (gettin ahead of myself)
I see the hair on my back (see the hair on my back)
I'm 'On The Road' reading Kerouac
It's poems versus better raps
I think to myself
What's worth remembering
Verses defending the size of my manhood or confessional canned goods?

In an effort to make 'em all see what I found in my life I decided to give 'em a look
None of 'em gave it a glimpse and I guess that I'm sitting in the middle of an unread book
Letters are falling apart but the sentences stand on their own and the wording is permanent
Never been missed, I've just been misworded and misinterpreted, it's...
Funny how serving a sentence of solitary confinement
Results in the death sentences filling my writing assignment
But none of this is getting told in confidence I reckon
I spin confidential records just to hold the listener's attention

I'm a veteran of spatial relationships
I clip ya wings to fit you in, head-shrinking magician
Shape-shifting reptilian turned body contortionist
Orphanages started offering torches to abortion clinics
I lost acquaintances in a morgue of lady friends
I gender bent the heaven-sent angelic devil-boy, and God's androgynous
I'm lookin' marvelous but looks CAN kill
And you're unsure about my sexual orientation still
Put me in a special kind of case that only breaks if
You hit it with a bouquet of flowers and baby breath arrangement
The vault is vacant
They're all looking for fault or blame
I called my agent
The moment that I caught the train
I let him know I'm going nowhere, and he's invited
If he leaves tonight then he just might help me find it
But this is my burden to bear, not his
And I'm a psychic without a sidekick holding the future hostage
A loose cannon standing on the rooftop with
A new respect and understanding of bartenders and locksmiths
They call me daredevil but I'm not precise enough
Unprofessional on an amateur level, I love my life too much

Escape Artist (x 5)

I'm in two places at once

Escape Artist

I ain't slept in months

Escape Artist

I'm just trying to get away
Ain't no magic in the breakdown baby

[Ain't no magic in the breakdown baby
No magic in the break
Ain't no magic in the breakdown ba-by]

Escape Artist]

[continues in background]

Sage Francis:

(Pussies, you're scared to shoot me in the heart!
You know it's too big, uhh!
Fuck, I gotta bulletproof heart, hit me baby.
I'll never fall in love with you, ever!
If you got (heart?) so I do! Bitch!)


Make some noise for Sage Francis ya'll!