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Saturday, December 27, 2014

Two laptops down


This took me hours of fiddling and waiting for the page to load. I want to scream and throw things.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

what we all should know




The measure of Maat

How much did we rob from this world without regard?
How much did we add?

Saturday, December 20, 2014

Raw


We are taught to stay away from the depths of our feelings
Dangerous emotions that can swallow you blind

the thorn the knife the blister
knife in the back oooo
our tribal way to force uniformity
the callapse of our wild passion
/We bleed and our masters drink

Friday, December 19, 2014

Ripple



https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/gamemaster/gamemasters-shield




Ripple

Lyrics

If my words did glow with the gold of sunshine
And my tunes were played on the harp unstrung,
Would you hear my voice come through the music?
Would you hold it near as it were your own?

It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken,
Perhaps they're better left unsung.
I don't know, don't really care
Let there be songs to fill the air.

Ripple in still water,
When there is no pebble tossed,
Nor wind to blow.

Reach out your hand if your cup be empty,
If your cup is full may it be again,
Let it be known there is a fountain,
That was not made by the hands of men.

There is a road, no simple highway,
Between the dawn and the dark of night,
And if you go no one may follow,
That path is for your steps alone.

Ripple in still water,
When there is no pebble tossed,
Nor wind to blow.

You, who choose to lead, must follow
But if you fall you fall alone.
If you should stand then who's to guide you?
If I knew the way I would take you home.

La dee da da da,
La da da da da,

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Chiron Mars



Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Creativity



Question of the day #3 – How do I know my intentions? Clue: beats me?


Captain Beefheart Upon my MY OH MY

Part of the reason why I am a bad speller
A terrible speller
A dumb, stupid, girl
Is that I am supposed to not even try to be perfect instead, to be, somehow – someday- be all the way in to this game of who I am.
As I swerve towards my creativity, I feel the glimpse of buoyant effervescence
No, it’s not a happy face plastered on for someone else, instead, I feel that feeling of this is who I am. Like when God saw the new creation and said that it was good. A Norwegian astrologer Sol Jonnason said
that the Leo influence thinks its blaspheme not be who you were given to be. She agreed, I think she is right.

In our culture, we are not supposed to be our big selves- oh no; Stand in line, sit down, shut up, don’t laugh and don’t smile because they will think you’re high or worse, crazy. Here take this pill and you will never be accused of being high.
There have been suicides in my peripheral, I hadn't seen or talked to either of them in a couple years. So, I am thinking about the lost, amazing potentialities that were in both of them. They must have felt overwhelmed by life. Both wounded and sensitive. One an amazing intuitive. Then I get to, do I ever accept a suicide? The answer is no, probably because it is beyond my comprehension.


I know how easy it is to hide what’s in front of my eyes. An illness-Once, I saw an xray of a ghost like pelvis and forgot my horror, the next moment. How dire that image was. I forgot it in next moment probably because I wouldn’t have been able to face him if I had remembered the image that I saw.
John Trudell Mining Minds
Denial: a human double edge sword.
We are trained to be zombies to our own self.




Monday, December 15, 2014

Over and over again



Question of the day number 2: How do I know if I am a zombie too?
It’s obvious, in some aspects of my life, I have zombie like traits,
Clue:’ Don’t make me look!’ , she screamed



Saturday, December 13, 2014

Why I am doingI kickstarter



Matthew 24:43 But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.

sums up the games motive

Friday, December 12, 2014

I am still kicking


Long as I can see the light... Creedance Clearwater
I am not going to look today I need to center and dance. Had weird goings on with internet and eyes on me my eyes on them. So I a I'm in a ranting mood. Cloud thundering mood. here are my thoughts today.
A treatise on The Constitution of the United States of America:
It is the rudder of our country. An oath to uphold the Constitution is the most sacred oath to this nation. The Constitution stands above all laws, and that the first amendment i s continually violated by gag orders and oaths to gag -IS a set up for fascism, and that is vile. Anyone who has taken the Oath to defend the constitution and then ignores it, is complicit and at fault for this Nation's fall from greatness.
...
v For what its worth Buffalo Springfield

question of the day. Does a Zombie know its a Zombie? clue: 'I think not'.

.19

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Thursday, December 4, 2014

this aint no party this aint no disco



The CIA project (self) prophecy


whistleblower world bank model of game


Monday, December 1, 2014

Past beginning repeat

Two spirit guides looking into a bowl of water or crystal
tall beings with shimmering robes and an ethereal light around them. Song playing beginning stance of ”what if God was One of Us?” Hubble Slides of screen sparkles Maybe strobe lites set above and below.

Narrator: The realms of mind How many levels are there?
How many dimensions are in one breath of ones life. How many dimensions are beyond the grasp of our senses but they are never beyond our imagination.
http://cloudthunder-thisistheday.blogspot.com/2009/03/stolen-skies-by-nancy-brickman.html

http://cloudthunder-thisistheday.blogspot.com/2009/03/stolen-skies-by-nancy-brickman.html


11:24 minutes in I see a stage with the three fates + An Elvis look a-like and cheerier colors w/, of coarse, sparkles and orbs.
Elvis is a Mascot of the Game for-sure.

Look what I found today... watch the hands and listen to the background music I actually am not enjoying the background music... I ve read all the passages and might argue with this but game wise palyed with
.

I had to turn off the sound

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Jupiter Pluto


I go through a day a few times a year that this movie seems to say it all. Epic
The Movie 'The Wall' Pink Floyd

TOWER OF SONG






The edge
We walk the edge of discovery of the power that we weld
We walk the path before dawn
Dark and in a storm
The burden heavy
Dawn seems far as we trip over roots that rise before our twisted path




I think that I wrote this in May? Maybe :Jeffrey Wolf Green talked about Lucifer in his 2005 Sedona Video
Things that I hadn’t put into context
Lucifer refusing to serve humanity and insisting that humanity instead serves it.
About how Lucifer controls us by using our negative emotions, the tinder boxes in our charts, to be in this world. I’d never really thought about that issue. How Lucifer is seated in our world; Seated still in all of the high places. Lucifer the victim of its own choice of separation from God (the source of all things) so it steals light from humanity and whines about how sniveling humanity is.
How Sniveling is Lucifer.
Back away from the wall I say.
I realize that my job on this planet is holding the light from divinity and sinking it into all places traversed in my mind, body and soul.





I was playing with this concept this last summer:
Freedumb in Amerika:
Chemically and Sublimely Altering the Minds and Hearts of Humanity
Freedom of Speech - Deal with it.
Some say that there is a conspiracy. ‘Conspiracy’ the dirty word that we are not supposed to think about unless, of course, we are a ‘crackpot’ or ‘on pot’ or ‘nuts’ or a ‘dangerous and violent terrorist sending subversive information upsetting to the security of our nation’ across the web….
We become the Gate Keeper’s deputies. Dutifully judging our thoughts and excluding ones that are out of the norm. Thoughts that challenge the status quo are disallowed. “For God’s sake Child, you can’t argue with God!” I for one say why not argue with God? At least you are setting up a dialogue.
I find that since I am a free thinker and an activist, that I have been followed for a number of years, by a church group like network, doing their good deeds. If I am to be truthful, I am tired of noticing and am trying not to worry or resist them. They believe that they are doing ‘the Lord’s Work’ or something like that. DARPA, I think, provides their funding. Being a spy is glorified in our media, so it makes them feel important. ‘Impotent’ as I like to say. I will call them innocent for now. In the long run however, I worry for their souls because they are servants of something devouring and dark.
There are others, who are paid to kill: mercenaries, who specialize in road accidents and such. They worship money and justify themselves because they too have been heavily programmed by the military and the media such as; video games. I will go into this later.
So you may dismiss me as a ‘conspiracy theorist’. I am, obviously so. Do not buy this book if you want to keep your thoughts in line with the permitted domesticated ‘good boys and girls’ thinking that has been installed by a consumer culture stripped of relevance and soul.




OUTLINE: FREEDUMB IN AMERIKA
INTRO
CONSPIRACY
DOMESTICATION
The subconscious and how it works
Brain wave entrainment
Subliminal programming
The body and how it works
Subconscious
Autonomic nervous system
blah
drugs follow the doctors orders…. Or ELSE
vaccines and prescriptions
Studies of studies
The scientific method
Placebo effect and placeboes in studies
Double blind vesus wanting a certain result and excluding data that differs from results
Depression
the sky homeland SUCK HEAR IT EEEE
the military and private corporations allowed to ZAP OUR HOMELAND AND THE GLOBAL BIOSPHERE and THE DANGER OF INIHALATION
Jane and alice
aghast
why can’t you see what is in front of you?
Spetrum of beauty a programmed model limiting your vision and love for yourself
Botox of the mind
Trashing ourselves we’ve been been trained to trash ourselves constantly
your teeth
mercury and floride
they are your teeth
Energy
Taxes
PART TWO: The Cure
Energetic integrity vibration and reality
The senses limitations of spectrum
Imagination drilled out of us
Importance of imagination
frequency and Unity

Saturday, November 29, 2014

Thank you internet

All perspective is filtered through the lens given us. Above, middle and below. Taming the beast means turning to greet that shadow that stalks us The mirror room of Pisces- Neptune Rules this realm of the Game.



Hint of Play: I start all my sentences with so. In my mind I journey on switchbacks like a tide booming on the rocks
Many droplets shimmering, shimmering, I got lost in the journey like a cloverleaf with four petals
Tide booming chasing me as I fall, bleeding from the heart, many tears.
Droplets of salt like the ocean caught by the tongue
Ears that hear other worlds bleeding
Where am I now?
So… written Oct. 2014


Killing is easy
There are many ways to slay someone
a child dies a little
From a thoughtless word or look
they die when no one has seen their magnificent self
not seen because the culture hasn’t yet lifted the veil
And those wounded children have become dead adults
Whose numinous has been stolen
They react instead of think
They react in what the data monsters call ‘predictable patterns’
These dead adults are put to tasks of dire consequences

I will not call them who hunt me predators
That would be honoring them in a way that they do not deserve.
They are parasites that will and mean to kill their hosts

Metallic thoughts, they call themselves ‘intelligence’.
Oxymoron indeed.
Without love, intelligence can be a demonic force of heartless dominion.
So I want to say so whenever I start something true so
The strands of the dream to be picked up again
And woven by our thoughts echoing through time
Screams of terror in the now reverberate
A drum beats slow
Deep
The strands
Jewels strewn across the sky
we are eternity
New 7:21:10 AM Ω∞
Thursday, October 09, 2014 Intro. Obviously I write from my opinion, opinion that often has been inspired by others. I will note these influences at the end of this in my footnote section but first I will write in the order that seems important today without stating that it is my opinion. The information that I plan to submit now stands as everyone’s territory. I will speak from a Christian orientation but from the mystic Christian line, which accepts the love and light together in all of humanities teachings and does not flinch at learning from new perceptions. . We need to use it or lose it.
Breaking through the psychological gates of control is our task. That is the Sword that Jesus gave us. It is an energetic sword. The morning of the Full Lunar Eclipse, I prayed for help in the task that I have been set upon. Holding energetic patterns and grounding them into the Earth. It is what I want to do all day long, ignoring ‘the real world’ as we are programmed to believe it to be.
I realized that I’d have more help if I taught these metaphysical tools that I use to others. I see, is large pockets of fully capable Beings stuck in a tar like frequency of thought. Ooze from the depths of fear. Frozen, they have become the Zombie masses who believe many lies. These lies have been sequenced into the patterns of our DNA. Our thoughts can lift the programming if we use our heart medicine. Our heart medicine is the medicine that each of us hold for the future of this planet Earth, Gaia, Terra, Eden…
How do we honor this energy that holds us and shows us the way into the divine? We do this by being who we are, our wild self knows who we are. We need to use our gifts adequately tempered by love.
Light without love, is raw power and seeks to eat the light of others in order to be full. This force, the overblown masculine force has been unrestrained and has done almost irreparable damage to this world and does not hesitate to kill all life. This energetic patterning, contorted and sludge-like has got to be exposed and removed so that it cannot claim Earth as its own. Did I say there is an energetic battle raging? There is a ghoulish goal to captivate humanities light into the darkness of stuck fear.

some other time I wrote this:
The desert
Calls me deep
The color is in my heart
the smell of the rain
in the parched sand that blistered
And wept

I ask you, was it necessary to bring up those hidden elements?
They will change us forever
We have to amp our individual energy up or die.

The offering -my offering
The Goddess Thetis will preside;
I see where I want to go
http://www.astrology.com.tr/eglyphs.asp

I want to use my gifts



Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Note to the DNC


wow another stolen election that the weeny winey democrats will do nothing about but let this nation be slammed against the wall until it comes crumbling down. "Hey lets privatize everything." from gags on torture to the NSA you have failed. and I support you only if you stand for getting the money out of politics. shame on Washington DC for allowing touch screen voting, barcodes on ballots, and faulty voting machines and the culling of voters. I am sick of your weakness and welcome the waken. nancy brickman friday harbor wa The meme "shshshhhh!"
"Don't talk about it because people won't vote." No people don't vote because nothing changed after promises were made and broken.


I am adding this from some other time on November 30, 2014 6:25 am
Here you go guys my perspective on you. cloud thunder
Freedumb in Amerika:
Chemically and Sublimely Altering the Minds and Hearts of Humanity
Freedom of Speech - Deal with it - series
Some say that there is a conspiracy. ‘Conspiracy’ the dirty word that we are not supposed to think about unless, of course, we are a ‘crackpot’ or ‘on pot’ or ‘nuts’ or a ‘dangerous and violent terrorist sending subversive information upsetting to the security of our nation’ across the web….
We become the Gate Keeper’s deputies. Dutifully judging our thoughts and excluding ones that are out of the norm. Thoughts that challenge the status quo are disallowed. “For God’s sake Child, you can’t argue with God!” I for one say why not argue with God? At least you are setting up a dialogue.
I find that since I am a free thinker and an activist, that I have been followed for a number of years, by a church group like network, doing their good deeds. If I am to be truthful, I am tired of noticing and am trying not to worry or resist them. They believe that they are doing ‘the Lord’s Work’ or something like that. DARPA, I think, provides their funding. Being a spy is glorified in our media, so it makes them feel important. ‘Impotent’ as I like to say. I will call them innocent for now. In the long run however, I worry for their souls because they are servants of something devouring and dark.
There are others, who are paid to kill: mercenaries, who specialize in road accidents and such. They worship money and justify themselves because they too have been heavily programmed by the military and the media such as; video games. I will go into this later.
So you may dismiss me as a ‘conspiracy theorist’. I am, obviously so. Do not read this if you want to keep your thoughts, and to stay in line with the permitted domesticated ‘good boys and girls’ thinking that has been installed by a consumer culture stripped of relevance and soul.


Sunday, October 12, 2014

Pow pow pow


I am realizing more and more how within my own body there are battles going on and I need to recognize them as energetic metaphors of how I stop the infinite through my resistance to what is. In the paradoxical pattern of all things, that resistance brings me more of what I don’t want.
Pow. Pow Pow. That’s my mantra today when I see something that seems solid and entrenched. Pow. Things change ‘in a blink of an eye’. Think of a chess board. We can always switch to another square in times of need. Vibrationally, we can switch perspectives and jump moments.


adding a tidbit from some other time on 11/30/14 or 30/11
Anxiety creeps in when my pen goes into sword mode.
The ‘They’ got me emotionally hog tied if I don’t clean out my fears.
All the things that I am aware of that they could do and would do to shut me up. I ask myself,
Self, you never really liked rollercoaster rides
Self says she ‘liked to ski in tight places and glide past the trees.
Roller coaster rides are so pre-scripted. I like the thrill of the squeeze’’.. Really? or is it all made up?
‘It is made up in the sense that I made up this lifetime to do things that whip people into the awareness
of what life is all about, instead of life being a subconscious response to external programming.

adding more that I didn't date on 11/30: Jeffrey Wolf Green talked about Lucifer in his 2005 Sedona Video
Things that I hadn’t put into context
Lucifer refusing to serve humanity and insisting that humanity instead serves it.
About how Lucifer controls us by using our negative emotions, the tinder boxes in our charts, to be in this world. I’d never really thought about that issue. How Lucifer is seated in our world; Seated still in all of the high places. Lucifer the victim of its own choice of separation from God (the source of all things) so it steals light from humanity and whines about how sniveling humanity is.
How Sniveling is Lucifer.
Back away from the wall I say.
I realize that my job on this planet is holding the light from divinity and sinking it into all places traversed in my mind, body and soul.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

blahblah blah plop




I have a different theory than the above video. I think it is the 'NEOCONS' that are the architects of 911. The Albert Pike worshipers and the Jewish influence is enfolded nicely with their goals of utter desolation through world domination.
For me 911 represents the strong hold that the Neocon influence has and how scared people are to go up against them. That is why we need to activate our spiritual gifts,because I guarantee that they use the dark arts against the population and our future. We need to bring back our innate spiritual gifts, like intuition, the ability to hold space in brilliance, the ability to love and forgive that which we want to hate (for me this is the hardest thing to remember).

I think to myself




Usually Cloaked in my Sagitaurious Geminit tube because of interception this is information for he who has an ear...

What do I know?
I need to pass the baton of knowledge to anyone and everyone in resonance enough to be activated by these words.
This is written to people who want to influence their future in the highest and brightest of ways and to add to this world their genius and their gifts.
Someone or something sets the energy of place. Our duty is to acknowledge this energy and to add to it light and love. Multiple spectrums of color and information can be anchored into the energy of anyplace that we stand upon or think upon.
- Demonic forces cannot withstand higher frequencies that are grounded into the Earth.
I call them demonic forces because I lack a better word. Thought forms, demons of thought, that grow as they suck on our fears and undigested emotions.
I know that humanity is (for the most part) on the edge of waking up out of its programming. That is why there is an escalation of poisoning us, so we won’t be able to think and use our strength of free will, being too weak, too confused, too depressed “Here have a little more aluminum, na it won’t hurt you.”
A main destructive programming that puts us to the brink of annihilation is that “war is natural” to human beings To a free human being, war is an aberration.

As we stand, have reverence for God but do not fear God. There was an intentional mistranslation of those biblical words that instruct us to fear God. Words like ‘fear God’ are words aimed to make us discordant to the resonance of God moving in all things. They are words that are aimed to make us small and controllable instead of large free eternal spirits who love and are loved.
Creations of the most high, ALL, we are creative by our nature but have been trained to create within narrow spectrums of thought, instead of gliding through the energetic universe of entrainment as a tool of creation.

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Wild Thing


Waiting for the Robin Migration to come through The wild
How can I sing to you and show you the intricacy of one strand of hair, one feather, one tuft of fur or the eye of the insect?
How can I show you the sacred dance in all things? How can we stop the slaughter of the sacred Earth?
By using unexplored dimensions. Dimensions that have been outlawed by EMPIRE.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

particles per million


Killing is easy
There are many ways to slay someone
a child dies a little
From a thoughtless word or look
they die when no one has seen their magnificent self
not seen because the culture hasn’t yet lifted the veil
And those wounded children have become dead adults
Whose numinous has been stolen
they react instead of think
They react in what the data monsters call ‘predictable patterns’
So these dead adults are put to tasks of dire consequences

I will not call them who hunt me predators
That would be honoring them in a way that they do not deserve.
They are parasites that will and mean to kill their hosts

333v
Metallic thoughts, they call themselves ‘intelligence’.
Oxymoron indeed.
Without love, intelligence can be a demonic force of heartless dominion.

The strands of the dream to be picked up again
And woven by our thoughts echoing through time
Screams of terror in the now reverberate
A drum beats slow
Deep
The strands
Jewels strewn across the sky
we are eternity



Monday, October 6, 2014

Trudell





power The reality of POWER


Thursday, October 2, 2014

reset the dream



California


I came to California to cry
The pain emerged like geysers from the depth of man. such beauty, such a trinity of Eden. Eden attacked by a poison oozing slaughtering blindness. A declared war on perception. Empire raw in acting out lies from the programming and drugging of whole swaths of society.

ode to those who have died by the cold dead hand.

It is a metaphysical dilemma so I follow my curiosity without fear

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Hallelujah


May the High Holy Days bring vision, Love and Light and Peace to all who share the Earth in these times.

Monday, September 8, 2014

FULL MOON MUSING


The precipice looking deep and unavoidable
Its almost like why try to stop it
World War three, come on down
So what if two thirds of life is splattered in a sacrificial alter to Satan
Men who claim Christ and destroy the earth purposefully with intent, finally look in horror at what they did. The scowl of a smile melting into tears of regret


Here is what I see the Neocons as attempting
Waves of attempts (not just one front) All fronts Starting with the murder or sacrifice of Robin Williams. I will say San Francisco was meant to be fried and fricasseed. But thanks to some mighty works of light was spared for this moment. The telegraph lines of light celebrate for a breath and move on. Chemicals and chemistry, keep us afraid, they announce what they plan when they say “the terrorists could…”It’s wave after wave…
Research reveals that access to chemicals that directly cause cancer in our bodies PERPS because they block the transcription key to our cells reproduction.Chemicals that do this are easy to access if you have the money, honey. Lovely episode in future musings, lets say no to them spraying us… ‘Just say NO’
Its all a video game to many of the mercenaries, hate ramped up programming, amphetamine hype.
There are lists of who to kill. They kill, one by one activists who are or could be influential, I think by many methods including PERPs.
The military contractors are imbedded throughout the country like cockroaches hiding, waiting, fire –fire- mayhem –wee hee and thanks to DARPA they have all of the top of the line weaponry and the license to use them…Remember when GW gave them immunity?...
Oh Jesus I do pray that the sword of truth shines brightly this day and Love dawns in the damaged lands of war and despair.
My Job? I ask. Anchoring Light and Love in all my thoughts Seeing the globe and this full Moon in Pisces conjunct Chiron Sun in Virgo 15 degrees as waking up, shedding the fear that has cloaked this planet for thousands upon thousands of years. Mars is on my Saturn and Venus is on my ascendant and natal Jupiter.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

First John 2:8


8 Again, a new commandment I write unto you, which thing is true in him and in you: because the darkness is past, and the true light now shineth.
9 He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.
10 He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him.
11 But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Letter to the Puppets



If I could put a picture of the Goddess Isis I would but my computer isn't doing it.
So let's pretend that she sits right here as you read this....lest we forget...

this video was posted on June 22, 2014 (Is the opening 'What dreams may come? I never saw it.)Another '"HERALD"' video which states the psychotic state they are in. They forget first John.
You know who you are.
You have been played to the point that you are in a corner with all guns pointed at you.
If you move against them, your dead, if you stay aligned with them, your dead.
Like Satan did to Jesus, they promise you the world.
So if you see things only as black and white, there will be blue added to the mix.

This Pentagon, with a density of trance, that war is an answer. War is not an answer at all anymore, it is the answer to an energy that seeks to destroy you and all life, as they hug and kiss you. They have practiced smiles, but with eyes that hold no warmth. That is how you tell your friend from foe today. Make them take off their sunglasses when speaking to you.


The NEOCONS are executing a plot to cause WWIII shich includes a nuclear war.

"Won't that be nice, we can walk into the city and take it over after we have our soldiers clean up the dead." the neocon's say in their secret holes.

The NEOCONS have been given access to chemicals and virus's that will take out large sectors of the population and they think that they are being smart in their slyness.

So to you our dear Puppets, I plea, take their power away, create a coup of the men who have been warning you of them. It is much worse than anyone really can fathom. You can't play their game anymore, because they have a cleaver to your throat. Money isn't anything on the other side. Use that power from the other side. Many are here and stand in unity for the Earth to prosper in her beauty and her wild.

Arrest the NEOCONS who have been plotting and planning to take over Syria, Iraq, Iran and Afghanistan today and take down their properties which include military contractors and their weapons in the USA.

thank you and amen


Friday, September 5, 2014

USA policy analysis


Syrian Girl

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Snowdon



Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Memories


Our physical senses cannot perceive the spectrums beyond the speed of light.
Without using our spirit, we are trapped in the dimensions of density.
Neville Goddard called imagination God. There are many aspects of God. Everything exists inside God; there is no other way. Everything is a luscious experience of creating and our bodies are gifts, not punishments. We have free will, to support the whole (which is really us) or steal and squelch and squeeze the magic off of this world.


I AM remembering the summer of 69, Vashon Island. My 13th birthday, Coke Sherlock took me to her tree. Coke had a look and style of Elizabeth Taylor, she liked to cook, she liked color. She was younger than my mother by a couple years. She was married to Dick, who's style resembled Johnny Cash. I always thought that Dick could read all of my thoughts and knew what I thought of his (step)daughter who multiple times had ambushed me with knuckles to my budding breasts.
I kept my horse on their five acres, along with my best friend Cindy’s horse. That’s why Rhonda slammed me so many times, we would leave her out of things because she was escalating in her jealousy and hard to be around plus we were at that age of easy meanness.
Coke took me to her tree and talked about the trees comforting powers and then she told me how her brother had died when she was my age. She told me how he died but I don’t remember that. She cried. She wouldn’t let Cindy and Rhonda come to talk with us. She only wanted to talk to me. One week later my brother died.
We had already sent my horse back to its pasture in Bothell so that day I was riding another horse, Kelly. My brother Brian and brother Glenn said that they wanted to go to a horse show on Bainbridge Island with the Wright's.
Francis Wright, mother to five and a farm women from the Ozarks, it seems. She was skinny and loud with a mean streak to her kids when she was mad, pulls up in an over-sized pickup truck with the sides built up and a tack area above the cab, to the Vashon Fair Ground arena and invited all of us to go to a Bainbridge Island horse show for an overnight. I wanted to go but Dick wouldn’t let Kelly be led home by Cindy on her horse Misty. I remember the truck driving off as an echo.

Minutes later, my brother, Brian, was killed when that truck tipped over on a hairpin curve as it was headed to the cabin where we were staying, to ask our mom if Brian and Glenn could go to the Horse show.
Brian was eighteen months younger than me and was my soul's friend. That summer we talked in our sleep to each other, through a wall. His bed was next to mine but in the other room.

http://www.wenatcheeworld.com/news/2011/feb/28/colleen-anne-sherlock-in-memoriam/

There is more to the story but that is what I am wanting to remember today. Venus conj. natal Pluto. Trine of natal Pluto to the Moon, which is in Sag. Chiron is running away from my Mars towards Neptune (both) reversed in Pisces. In essence, Jupiter is its beginning of square with Pluto expanding Pluto My conclusion, All planets are my allies.POW

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Cameras on Computers and Phones Tapped?

Microphones too? Data Mining Industrial Complex of a Privatized and splintered Government

Not to mention the CIA....

Monday, September 1, 2014

Dire Straights Telegraph Road






"Brothers In Arms"

These mist-covered mountains
Are a home now for me
But my home is the lowlands
And always will be
Some day you'll return to
Your valleys and your farms
And you'll no longer burn
To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction
Baptisms of fire
I've witnessed your suffering
As the battle raged high
And though they did hurt me so bad
In the fear and alarm
You did not desert me
My brothers in arms

There's so many different worlds
So many different suns
And we have just one world
But we live in different ones

Now the sun's gone to hell
And the moon riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But it's written in the starlight
And every line in your palm
We're fools to make war
On our brothers in arms

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5JkHBC5lDs


Sunday, August 31, 2014

what blogger wouldn'e allow to post

Search Doomsday Pacific Rim Youtube or cop this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zuxJlCh618

Hi PERPS



I pound on the Earth, drumming the past, drumming the future
I call to arms those who know the damage that has been done
I pound on the Earth, calling all beauty that was meant to be but hasn’t
Been seen first seen first seen first
I pound in the rhythm of the wild, the free, the beauty of creation
I stand and call the Truth to be present in all of these things

In studying cell related activity related to the word PERP I found many things that are interesting when translate to a method of suppression using methyl (I think 3) thus suppressing the immune response in a healthy and life giving manner., translated to the fascist plan, translated to how the ‘they’ have planned to suppress large human populations. That’s what I read itoday.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transcription_factor

https://www.google.com/search?q=transcription+factor&client=firefox-a&hs=X0T&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&channel=sb&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=WkYDVIHeG4XAigK-kYGoDQ&ved=0CAgQ_AUoAQ&biw=853&bih=401#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=3ZS6U2bDOJg4nM%253A%3B150X4WFfcZzRvM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.science.uva.nl%252Fonderwijs%252Fthesis%252Fcentraal%252Ffiles%252Ff1449079974.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.science.uva.nl%252Fonderwijs%252Fthesis%252Fapart%252Fphys%252Fthesis.php%253Fstart%253D231%3B610%3B343


and here what I find when I search HI PERP in reguards to what a man named Robin calls the NEOCONS. http://www.trustnetoffshore.com/Factsheets/Factsheet.aspx?fundCode=OYF67&univ=DD

So is anyone keeping track of who buys this stuff? http://www.creative-diagnostics.com/PERP-peptide-179639-436.htm

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Rock On


Yesterday's discovery

THE REFLEXIVE UNIVERSE
CHAPTER TWO: LIGHT AS PURPOSIVE
Arthur M. Young excerpts
An ordinary object can be thought of as a carrier of momentum, or energy, which it can impart to another object. A hammer striking a nail exerts a force which drives the nail; a bowling ball conveys energy which knocks over the pins. In both cases, the hammer and the bowling ball remain after the work is done. With light, however, its transport of energy from one point to another leaves no residue. Light is pure action, unattached to any object, like the smile without the cat.



This light energy is everywhere, filling the room, filling all space, connecting everything with everything else. It includes much more than the light we see by, for all exchange of energy between atoms and molecules is some form of what used to be called electromagnetic energy, which extends over a vast spectrum and would be better named interaction. Visible light covers just one octave in that spectrum.

Let us simply note one thing: that there is only one exception to the exclusion of purpose from science, and this exception is light, which these several scientists have seen fit to regard as having a purposive behavior. Let us also note that the purposiveness is associated with that aspect of light known as the principle of action (or least action).



Importance of Planck's Discovery

That Action Comes in Wholes



What did Planck add to this principle of action that was not already present in the ideas of Leibniz? It was the notion that action comes in quanta or wholes, and that this unit is constant. Note that despite the tendency to refer to energy as quantized — a habit which even good physicists are given to — it is not energy but action that comes in wholes.

And here is what blew my mind into awe

But where does this energy (for the skater) come from? It is produced by the skater in pulling in his arms against centrifugal force — and would be greater if the skater held weights in his hands. Of course, with the skater there is a limit to the rate of spin or the energy he can store in this way because he can pull his arms in only so far — but the photon, having no bulk, can shrink any amount. It follows that a single photon can store unlimited energy by getting smaller!

This is one of the most surprising findings of quantum physics — that the smaller the photon, the more energy it contains. It is a reminder of the great difference between the world of light and the world of matter.

World of light

No time, space, charge, or mass.

Energy increases as size (wavelength) is reduced.

Constant velocity; no rest.



World of matter

Time, space, charge and mass.

Energy (mass) decreases as size is reduced.

Any velocity less than the speed of light.



http://mindfire.ca/The%20Reflexive%20Universe/Chapter%20Two%20-%20Light%20as%20%20Purposive.htm

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Proverbs


In the Book of Proverbs 6:16-19, among the verses traditionally associated with King Solomon, it states that the Lord specifically regards "six things the Lord hateth, and seven that are an abomination unto Him", namely:[4]
A proud look
A lying tongue
Hands that shed innocent blood
A heart that devises wicked plots
Feet that are swift to run into mischief
A deceitful witness that uttereth lies
Him that soweth discord among brethren
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_deadly_sins
WIKI

Monday, August 25, 2014

meditation brought a vision




I know to those of you who are are stuck in the thick energy
this will sound insane but when I tune into the Earth's magnetosphere it seems like there is nothing in the south hemisphere and seems fragile like any more zaps and we will get the shift sooner rather than later. Won't the grey men be surprised. It might be time to shake us up before we destroy the life support system of Earth.



Later that day...10:19 am I am doing research and find this ....


My take is this guy is off track but points out the real threat' the people who are trying to be god and follow the bible thinking this is what god wants. I say poof be gone from influence, Satan. the guy likes to draw, it looks like... funny but he seems to be a spokesman of sorts... Mars meets Saturn there is hardly time to spare....

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Twelfth Night





Last night, a beautiful night, the play was enchanting, the bug spray was neanderthal. The women with the family in front of me sprayed her husband in the face with 'OFF' and they both laughed. I was aghast and couldn't sit and smell the poison. I then am eating and a man sees someone across the aisle had bug spray. He asked to borrow it and starts to spray it in the midst of the crowd before I think I yell 'Step away, I'm eating' I repeated it. He looked confused. Someone took a picture of me and showed it to me, I was scowling. How much do I scowl?

The bugs were only fairy folk, a part of the setting for the play. They weren't mosquitoes. I was happy to see them.


these days there is talk about the danger of birds and migrations and mosquitoes and an attempt to whip us into a energetic sphere of jagged fear of life and the wild. There is intention, by some warped minds, to kill the wild in order to keep us 'safe' What life would there be on this planet without the wild wings that fly about us? To me, it would be Hell. Not the future I long for.

We don't yet know the power of our thinking. We are kept on the brink of doom by our minds, at all times. How do we reprogram the collective within and without from mental disaster?

Within without, yesterdays words



The Enemy is within me
that part of me that from fear and lack of love eats the power of others
while wasting its own true power
I want to say clearing my throat, loudly:
Uranus, sweet wild child, has custody today My finger scratched the blackboard for fun
flashes of fire, can't help that
helping me to understand that p lay is the only way out of the brink of disaster that awaits us if we let them bring us down. today
.
Echos of what is good and what is great about humanity
I need to track that enemy that is within me and give it food and shelter and love
tender child it is

My Neighbor () across the street has a big (supposive) American flag that has- what looks like- I haven't counted- thirteen stars. Kind of creeps me out- is what I am saying. I come back to COG or now called Continuity of Operations or 'COOP', secret with no judicial or governmental oversight(pretty doggie, nice doggy) Secret- dog gone it- but it plans on the breaking up into sections these here United States and if we did allow them to continue spraying proprietary and secret chemical formulas over our heads, we wouldn't notice anything because we would be too sick and tired from chemical and heavy meta
l overload to notice. Oh well, don't look at that, it'll bring you down, that's for sure. What happy thoughts can I think on the brink of doom? Travel and Joy and Love, baby, Love. Echos of what is good and what is great about humanity and what is beautiful and heroic that creates safety with courage, vision and joy.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Pele and Love Revolution



Holographic Jesus everywhere I look...How cool is that?

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Pontification


When I don't have ANY bugs flying into the lights outside at night,in August, I worry.
When I know that Monsanto is heavily involved with the weather modification 'research' formulas, I worry.
When I hear a tenured Professor (who is in the media spotlight) say "nuclear meltdown, no problem, the ocean is so big," I freak.
To this same Professor, who, on cue, ranted about those of us who witness 'chem trails' as paranoid and who denied that chem trails have anything to do with weather modification, when his department at the UW is heavily involved in weather modification 'research', I want to say, oh mouthpiece of Satan, may you look in the mirror and see an egotistic buffoon who will be cast into the nice warm recycle center, located, I hope, in the bowels of the Earth, which you blatantly destroy with your words and miscalculations. (to clarify: In the place where you are aimed (though the concept obviously is not a consideration of your thoughts that form without heart) "There will be weeping and the gnashing of teeth.)"

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Blinded


Concerns of a citizen of Earth
When Scientists, Politicians, and employees of the government, have gags upon them, then our right to be an informed population is thwarted. Our Constitution is in tatters because of the influence of commerce on people in places of power. Their security lies in balance because of threats to their livelihood and often threats to their lives (an undercover fear, because of the success of assassinations in the history of this nation by a shadow whose intent is power over using money as its means to gain power over the world and its governance). These few of the shadow, are pathologically injured souls, who have been allowed to weld power because they attract as minions people who require security. People want to be good but are programmed not to see and then are placed in places of influence and power.

Pluto dear Pluto can be taken back from the shadow only by Light and Love and Connection to the whole. We are at risk as a nation, and as a living planet because it is easy to program the masses using the media and education. The hierarchy is trained into us. As spirit, there is no hierarchy. We all weld power using our imaginations. Imagination is trained out of us as a whole by the school and economic system.

We are poisoned with vaccines, and additives to food,drugs,water and our teeth. The air now contains weather modification formulas that we did not give permission to. It is a trillion dollar business and this sightless experiment of controlling nature poisons all aspects of what sustains life on this planet;air,water,soil and the ionosphere. These weather modification formulas are insidious.

We waste our lives power thinking other people's thoughts. Denial is the dam of not seeing the truth of our own soul's response to going in the wrong direction. Resistance serves to stick the exact replica of what we don't want to our lives.

The masses, have been trained to resist and not to look and not to see.

Undigested, any wound becomes a program access point.
I look at someone like Cliff Mass, sellout to empire, and see wounds that he is protecting. I see how his funding comes from NASA (who has secret 'customers')and NOAA ( infiltrated by DARPA), have effected you. Are you prepared for the c
lass action lawsuits that will sue the UW, when people discover what you guys of your department have done via lack of scientific depth of your thinking and your complicity and propaganda?
If you look at the ocean like it is a living being, there are some parts of a body that are more important to its homeostasis than others. Like the heart and lungs are vital to the maintenance of a humans life. You say that the ocean is so big, like your body is so much bigger than your tinsty pineal gland, but how important is this gland to consciousness? How important are the Japanese Islands to our oceans homeostasis? You, my friend, cannot answer this with anything but blind speculation. I am appalled and dismayed by your ignorance to the whole.
The secrecy of the weather modification research is the crux of my opposition to it. The formulas are not open to the publics scrutiny and it is being done without our permission and the cumulative effects could kill the wild. I see less birds and bugs this year. I see and feel the metallic sheen of the air.
Murders of whole populations could be inflicted intentionally; there are no controls because of the secrecy. It is not benign and beneficial as you would have it be. You are blinded by your own security issues. You are blinded by too much mercury, (or surface information).

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Free Write


Lavender Festival in the rain
computer trying to climb over partitions and I realise that my whole matrix of programming into this reality consists of partitions and waves or the lack of waves.
Frequency currency frequency
partition. shortness of breath
believing the lie, I become sucked up by the cyclone of deceptive thought.
Fear infused frequency becomes the partition that blocks the higher frequency and form a limited play list. Our thoughts bring like thoughts from the collective. wounded all. Zombies hit a nerve of truth. We see what we have become spirals and shreds it may be the only way out I am hoping for the higher foot fall but our thinking remains in the sands of lies. What way out can I imagine besides the fall, which today feels immanent because of dastardly deeds being ignored. The partition of denial..

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

thank you Mitch!



dumb de dumb dumb Dah! this guy Botticelli,is physically and mentally repressed


Monday, June 30, 2014

todays inventory indicates about six to a block



Six spooks, so I will be clear, I am not including the child. Me, paranoid? I laugh. I mean really?
Think about it, three thousand dollars or even five thousand dollars of back taxes does not justify that many people taking pictures watching every move of certain people. What are they volunteers? I mean really. I need a camera.
I bet you know what I'd say, if it wasn't so rude.

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Thursday, May 29, 2014

Huricane


song upon waking



Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Pacing the Cage



Bruce Cockburn

Lost Train Blues Woody Guthrie




Friday, May 23, 2014

S. Temple


Sunday, May 18, 2014

Oh Brother


.
The things they do for profit...from constant weather modification that is also designed to hide certain aircraft as they fly over to the drugs they give to our elders laced with aluminium, titanium dioxide, blah blah...
In the long run,
the wages of cruelty is more cruelty you think you are rich sitting on gold planning dastardly deeds, you die with nothing but a hollow soul.

Friday, May 2, 2014

Clearing my Craw


Free write May 2nd 2014
Things that drive me to distraction:
*Constant Weather Modification
*Oil sheen on my pond
*War for Profit
*Pharmaceuticals having a hold on you
And you and you and you
*TV “programs” programming us (obvious name)
*Subliminal Programming embedded in media
*Sneak and peaks done by unethical contractors In homes around the country.
*NeoCons (or people who are sociopaths who are in positions of power), wanting to control all things to their profit and Winding up destroying the Balance of Life. A corporation created in a Monsanto blueprint of mental illness is thriving, when it should be given the Death Penalty for killing people with malice and glee using aerosol administration in Syria and throughout the globe.
Terrorism, without the glitz, an offshoot of the Nazi’s DHARPA big and heartless presence, always ready for the spoils of destruction.
Quietly targeting hits on people who are categorized as threats to the ‘HOMELAND’ COG when /IF(!) it comes down- Using Poisoning, microwaves, auto accidents and unexplained deaths and ‘suicides’.
**Drugging youth with pharmaceuticals that side effects are violent outbreaks.
*GPS tracking on my car
*People who have no conscience, and act like they are possessed by demonic forces and they call their demon 'Jesus’. ( ….“Many shall say ‘Lord, Lord’ and I say I know them not” a quote by Jesus).
+Alzheimer’s a billion dollar market “So what if there is aluminum in our weather modification formulas we’ll make a ‘Killing’ with our drugs that they'll 'need'.”

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

New Moon - yehaw-




Attempts to solutions instead of bashing my head against the global problem of constant weather manipulation and the drugging of Americans so that the promoters of disaster capitalism (ie neo-CONS) have their way with the rest of us (as in life as we know it) on planet Earth.

The glitch that I see is that We do not give our permission on a conscious level. The main question is "Do We choose not to see?", thus choosing to abdicate our responsibility? Poison coolant is a constant now in the spring. Brown metallic haze eating at our brains? Oh well, here's to us waking up soon. cheers.

I have been studying some of the tests that the FDA uses to OK the drugs that are pushed onto the elderly in the USA.
Scientific method and accountability is totally lacking ie monkeys first given phenobarbatal before giving the 'SINEMET' for Parkinson induced monkeys, thus reducing tremors.
I would always recommend an herbal protocol ( teas and tinctures of rosemary, thyme, ginko, tumeric, garlic, cleavers,cannabis, sage and an addition of healthy oils, ghee, fruits and vegetables etc, before giving these recommended drugs prescribed by Medical Doctors (ie the pusher man who works for the pharmaceuticals) who are making 'a killing' the American way.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Please Sir(s)


Please Sir,

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Blood Moon?


Beware of Titles like this from a business oriented source with ties to cells that plot and scheme against the greater good....

Total Lunar Eclipse 2014: Where to Watch Blood Moon Online
from The international Business Times

By Simi John
April 13, 2014 12:13 GMT
55 2
Or this statement from 'Before Its News' "The profound significance relates to the ancient scriptures which foretold of “seals” and “horseman.”
My commentary is that the Albert Pike, devil inspired, neocons think that they are the 'HORSEMEN' and are planning four attacks that are all ready to go on the day of the eclipse. Pluto says 'no no no you naughty boys' They need to be hog tied. Pluto says: "Wham' Uranus says "pow"
Those boys need to learn their lessons now and not after the fact.
http://beforeitsnews.com/astrology/2014/04/blood-moon-in-libra-enter-the-horsemen-2438302.html

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

global dimming


gobble dimming
Weather manipulation is created by a NeoCon fantasy of control of the worlds resources and means slime upon the waters, death to our birds and bees. Bonesman, John Kerry, said that weather modification is a 13 trillion dollar industry that he would not suppress. Do the calculated profits include a healthcare system that profits from sickness? or is it Nestly's need to privatize water? or DARPA'S need to kill? It is clearly a war upon the natural world. A war upon the wildness in all.

global dimming

an intentional scramble to make resources short?
to scramble our thinking too? we won't know unless we are capable to ask questions.
If what they spray is proprietary, we won't know unless we ask and insist on factual, long term answers.
Seven Generations is the only way to plan for all life's general welfare The Wealth and control of the few and to hell with this planet must shift. At the end of our lives, what will bring us contamination into the next dream? What will bring a sweet balm into the next?


I want to shout names at the supporters of weather modification, names like demon spawn or Satan Incarnate. But where will that get me? Bars of my own making because my energy goes jagged and sharp.
This anger feels invincible. Riled. Like I can throw a boomerang to the tide,
if my thinking is corrected and made fierce in the knowledge of my sovereignty. The sovereignty of breath is being taken from us via these aerosol concoctions. Is this what we want?

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Revolve

REVOLVE
What new thing can I think today?
Turning away
Twirling
I become the gust of thought
That initiates change
What new thing can I be today?
I move between the lines between the boundaries into the boundless
That knows no end to love and spontaneous assertions of being
Freeing the encapsulated energy that creates enemies
Decapitating the lies that sit on facts
Our blood carries the facts of history not on the page
Drama; a commodity in a culture
that has been stripped and pasteurized
Domesticate ourselves or die brutal deaths
no more



Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Cash



I howl for the loss of someone that I cannot name.
I kneel to the fallen. Tears like rivers fall. Live on through us in courage and love.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmVAWKfJ4Go&list=RDSmVAWKfJ4Go&feature=share
I haven’t given up this world because they kill my brothers and sisters. It deepens my resolve to become as big as I, as a child of the most high, can be, by being led by the energy that encompasses all dimensions and realms. They kill the favored ones like flies: because most of us don't comprehend that we all are children of the most creative force. Because of this we fall.
So how do I, as a child of the most high, proceed?

Pray, meditate and imagine a great light reaching into the collective and then correcting assumptions within my own being. Ho'o pono pono. I am sorry, please forgive me. Thank=you. I love you. Or looking around at the beauty everywhere.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

sometimes


Just because I pretend I am dead periodically does not mean that I want to die. I do it as a re-set.It helps me feel I have meaning here, my focus becomes vivid instead of clouded and hazy, sometimes I make my energy too big using my energy instead of depending on Unity which allows for individualization. Unity in diversity. The meme to be absorbed. Now within eternity.

Mr Teeth


Mr. Teeth was directing the ferry traffic, standing on the ramp before the ferry. He was the dark soul planning her demise, again. Cursing under his breath that she made the run from North Seattle to Anacortes, again. They tried two tricks of the trade of taking people out, but it didn't work, again. He should be fired she thought as she drove by him in her memory. He tried to set her car just right on the upper ferry ramp, at a downward angle, an angle that was in the sight of the captain's deck of the Hyak when the ferry docked. The ferry was full of camera's and couples following surveillance orders. One chick who looked like she was from Romania (at least that's what Cheyenne thought,seeing an an energetic cloud around the photographer)was taking pictures of all the passengers on the ferry.

The guy in brown, who had a build of a bicyclist, long lean muscles, seemed to be in charge. He was pushing forty, Cheyenne thought, She targeted him to sit across and watch as the ferry sat and sat with Friday Island shielding the view of the dock. The strangest thing about Brown shirt was he was sitting with an adolescent that seemed so relaxed that he seemed drugged. The boy kept his head down. Cheyenne thought it odd that the kid's hand was up on the back of the booth but the hand was still. A stillness that you don't see in kids that age unless they have been drugged. She watched the rolling waves with sparkles shimmering off the water as the ferry moved again and made its way to the dock. The Hyak had made those waves, she thought. Aren't they beautiful. She felt the assurance that she would be safe if she listened and winged her way to the car. She watched the group people pull their energy in as they walked by brown shirt. the announcement said they were in Friday Harbor. She thought, "hell no, I am not going down tell I feel like it." The elevator door was open and people with kids were getting in. She dashed to the elevator.Pissing the father off but she didn't care. She was elated.

Foiled again. Hello to Boardwalk Book witnesses.. So there another beginning to the traversing story of corruption and schemes.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Pushed into Eternity


The Conspiracy/ The Glimmering
We arrive fresh out of the grave, zombies, we rot. Earth so heavy, so hopeless.
We are pushed back into our hole of depression and shame. We forgot, while we slumbered in our graves, the ease of flight; the ease of a thought that spans galaxies.
We are pushed and separated and pushed again. We focus on our oppressor, the them, the they. Heavy earthen clay rests on our chest, calling us to descend into slumber and struggle.


The Domestication of Man
We,all of us, stand in many worlds and are bigger and more powerful than our puny graves define.
I will tell you that stationed Saturn calls with the click of the clock and Neptune asks me to dance in its waves. Mars stations on my Neptune. Chiming chiming water air
The bells have rung and I am the turtle, the tortoise, a snail. Not frail, for no harm can come to eternity. Fear has trained us to be tethered to our safety. The demon who echoes guilt and shame, throws dirt into our eye, our hearts, and eventually into our souls these visions have sunk.

We wake, we see, the brightness of the day blinds us. The day is here to claim eternity and vision our way to the new thought.
We close our eyes at first do to its brightness,
We focus, as taught, on what we don't want. Turn,turn, turn pivot into waves of joy, and beauty dancing in the beauty of the sunrise.......

flocks of birds in flight over the graveyard.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

evil fighting evil

"Always remember that God is stronger than evil."about 25 minutes in


http://www.thegalacticportal.com/#/podcasts/4567822257


Fifth Element clip


Saturday, February 22, 2014

Baffled




I am still thinking of the landing of the terns right before the ferry would have turned into the harbor if the ferry hadn't sat for about five or ten minutes before we could see the landing(?). The beauty enthralled me. Thousands of white terns traveling in waves of grace and beauty.I was the only one who seemed to notice.It was one of the most beautiful sights that I have seen. I practically was pointing and shouting. I wish I had of. I wish that every one on that ferry could see what I saw.

Then the other lense was seeing an orchestration of people, intel wackos pretending to be important and powerful and they all had a cloud of confusion around their heads.

Thursday, February 20, 2014

Calm


Ease

The Great Migrations

The landing of the Tern's
"Their just seagulls" a meme so no one else on the ferry seemed to notice their majesty
Like Angel's, Starboard, I saw
As the Homeland swirled into view
Sparkles off the rolling wake
Denny died, I'm told
They take their pictures in a dark cloud of misdirection
Some are of the light with coxing
as the angels touch my heart
be sure
be true
l

"Under Pressure"

Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you, no man ask for
Under pressure that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets

Chippin' around, kick my brains 'round the floor
These are the days - it never rains but it pours
People on streets - people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher, higher, higher...
Pressure on people - people on streets

Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn
Why, why, why?

Love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love?..

'Cause love's such an old-fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/queen/underpressure.html

Thankyou Pele


Security Homeland Insanity Terror Stems = Little SHITS to our countries potential greatness a glitch in thinking a reign of terror demonic possession of the heart, to be extracted like an exorcism, My job. dead or alive. I choose alive.



Sunday, February 16, 2014

Friday, February 14, 2014

Pressure



coolant application at edge of cloudline
invisible
not seen but seen
on the edge

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Ripped Off

The thing about the loop hole where the government hires private contractors to do their dirty deeds, like in Syria and now in the "Homeland"  is that these contractors do not follow an ethical tract, they have no overlords.(which is the secret of secracy) to track their plunder.

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Secretary

 I am haunted by the Gringot gnomes at the lead of the President
Leading the pack shielding the aggression of the cameras like they are a weapon
for the destruction of the RepublicThe Secretary Salutes the crone,
 I assume that she was the later camera women
all of the cameras there were aggressive
D Secretary, the code is so blatant
'rub nose', I assume
the question
is answered and four people saw
c

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Friday, January 24, 2014

Greg's Posters seem missing


I probably should make a few phone calls first but the posters about Greg were supposed to go up and they are no where.
My fear ignited, says that this means that the Department of Homeland Security is about to do a smear campaign on me before they take me down.
Greg's family would be of no help, that is set. Tim and I have many lifetimes worth of hacking each other into little pieces, me thinks, its hard to let that sort of anger.

Does Homeland Security make you feel Secure?

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Next door wold






>Here,San Juan Island, the corner of the Nation, USA
United Surveillance Association. Association of Corporations.
Homeland Security has been embedding its presence for the last years.
I think distributor Bill (sorry Bill) was the first that I knew personally. Aka white van. I like Bill, don't get me wrong, but he thinks small, knows nothing of the mysteries and will not talk to me these days.


Homeland Securities offices are now in the heart of our town. I heard that there are four drones being stationed here in the Friday Harbor Airport.
the taste of 'Freedom' in the Orwellian meme.

Should I stay or should I go? Nothing yet is clear. I feel like to leave, would be out of fear because I see what the fascist vision potential for taking over the Island is and it is a grim picture indeed.

Should I still and be a holder of energy that makes it impossible for them to complete their mission of take down in this region. I can not do this alone. I have to join the grid of light workers. the only way is through my imagination, I realize this and don't want to see to long or to focus or freak out on what I see. That is the problem, but it is not the solution.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Thanks




Wednesday, January 15, 2014

exigo


It is complete

Friday, January 10, 2014

Bye Greg



Fly Free


Thursday, January 9, 2014

Scholastic Books'Its not Medicine'


“Its not medicine until we call it Medicine and can sell it to you.
Poisoning you is our business ummph- I mean making you well/
People, you have no business treating yourself with herbs and such. Herbs should be outlawed/ The weeds should be killed....
Corporations everywhere, join us in spraying the planet with chemicals
so that the populus will need our medicine, the approved Medicine.... Win win”
Lose lose

http://headsup.scholastic.com/manage_articles/the-myth-of-medical-marijuana


Free our medicine- Free our minds

Free the Tree

Monday, January 6, 2014

Rumble -not so distant


What don't we know today?
Whidbey Jets taking off in thunder all day long and still after dark
it sounds like it did during the Iraqi build up. Long and sustained
My heart is chilled
I wish I still believed that we- the USA were the good guys. I've layed to rest childhood dreams.
It is massive? I don't watch the news?

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Promt



I always wonder when fiction starts rolling around in my head- Where does it come from? This one made me laugh.
When she was six she studied people’s heads.
Her little brother had been born and her mom had told friends that her brother had a big head.
She noticed that some people’s heads were skinny like a needle,\. The tribe of the narrow heads. Some looked like they were scared all the time.
She thought that they might be scared to think because their head might just explode.
She knew that sometimes heads did explode because her mom said sometimes that her ‘head was likely to explode if Ellie kept talking nonstop.”’ Ellie was her mom’s little. sister.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Our Allies Abound- a series of series


Brainstorm: Brain Storm
To ALL I wish awareness of the lie and how we are like sponges and soak up lies and think the lies are real because we squish in them.
I am giving my booklet another month to edit and clarify.
but I am thinking about other things like:
-Cannabis a Freedom of Religion Issue

or I know that I am a target and I could write about being a target. I could write about having energetic body guards

I could write about how to fry and fricassee certain plans that hold no higher light and thus
will cease soon. I could write about how many are on the target list and how free thinkers are the reason. but fear not.... A primer for holding the light when you are being blasted with oppositional toys.

Friday, January 3, 2014

sptt...

Mumble mumble whisper whisper


"Do you want to end the Constitution and have a police state in your town? then join our force....We are a growing surveillance company....Its a place where you can feel powerful, a place where you can act like you care when really you don't. Yes, we are looking for zealots and psychopaths to join our growing Brown Shirt ranks. You can make money by infiltrating a town and pretending that you care. Gee, its so easy even you can do it. Lurking around. Eaves Dropping. Watching on the cameras that we've installed everywhere. Take an oath of secrecy today... or else. Ask us about our high paying hit squad if you have had some military experiance and want to be a 'good' American."
We also are hiring computer specialists with abilities to create cyber holes for "enemies of the Corporations" Think Syria. We work well we work efficiently. If you pretend to be a Christian and want to kill all Muslims then join our mecenaries in the Mid East. Their aim is to create World war three Be fooled today!. Or... fly weather modification planes and act like your doing it for your children's security...."


Do you comprehend the Constitution?
If you did things would change

Or do you only bow to the Corporation?