Days and days went by and they haven't spokne. Only when Ella meditated did she feel a connection . Then she found herself screaming warnings and spitting hate towards 'that man', who shall be named Rat Bastard. He is proud to betray, he justifies it as payment for a job. He pretends to Love. Hw prays to money at every meal. Carolyn's heart has been diminished by his smallness. She fears and he loves it. He is getting his way by separating her from her Loved Ones./ Carolyn is programmed to behave. She lives in her small egoistic self eating Rat Bastards narration day in. Day Out.
