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Wednesday, August 10, 2011

the Passing

20-yr-old drowned in Lawsons Pond on SJI

Landis Pederson, 20, drowned in Lawsons Pond on West Valley Road on San Juan Island Monday evening, August 8. He was swimming with about six other people Monday evening. When the others, who had been in inner tubes, got out of the water, he was missing.

San Juan County Search and Rescue, EMTs,and deputies searched the rugged woods surrounding the lake. The county dive team started a search of the water, but called it off because of darkness. The lake is full of downed trees making it dangerous to navigate. The Red Cross provided support.

Tuesday morning, Whatcom County Search and Rescue search dogs, which are capable of pinpointing the location of bodies in water by scent, arrived. The county dive team retrieved the young man's body from the pond.
from sanjuanislander.com

He was found yesterday morning. At twenty his age is between my two kids. My son was swimming him and a group of friends before it happened. Landis was having fun Forrest said. Landis was saying that he was a lifeguard and wanting to race people across the pond. the pond has snags and island rock jetting in unexpected places/ he probably dove and hit his head or dove into a snag and no one noticed when it happened, Forrest said that they were not drinking. which is the first assumption.
My son is influenced by Mars. Tense and angry more than showing grief - yet. My grief from the loss of my brother when he was eleven and a half I had just turned thirteen is here, like an anchor that I've been pulling around all of my life. The heaviness of loss , undigested- loss feels like a vortex of density so I wrote this to myself and for anyone feeling overwhelmed. The planet is intense and going to get
more and more under pressure. at least that is how I am feeling it.

Light warriors guide
first. Number one. You are the energetic control where-ever you go.
Two: you are an expression of light, of matter, of information. YOU were made in the image and likeness of God.

Three: Death is an energetic exchange at times. The Illuminati have used this exchange. Sacrifice has been a means of exchange for the ages of man. Jesus came to bring an overlighting energy of love and forgiveness. A death that is stolen, leaves a heavy hole of density. All have the power to stand at their death, knowing who they are.

Death is both happy and sad. The being is free from the forces that have chained the soul to slavery of being human without luminosity. With love people do not commit murder.
We are all luminous, to often, the light has turned in on itself. Not seeing the vast choices because it looks at what is not vibrant. For the people left without their loved one can experience it feeling l like fabric ripped away from itself. A void. an emptiness, a wounding. Light is a balm, information for healing.
We have been taught to mask our woundings. We have heen taught to hide our pain from ourselves. Using incredible energy covering things up.

The planet is alive and supports us. We are its companions. Cruelty stems from severing the relationship to the whole. Divide and conquer is the old way. Many are captured still by this division.

The three things to remember to stand in the power that you are:

Breath
ground to the center of the Earth
and the center of the Galaxy

Unify within your own being to allow the comprehension of the whole , unity and love.

We all have our gifts for the world. Alignment to spirit the gifts bloom in a beautiful field.

We are the scouts= bushwacking through thorns like spikes. We have to reach for beyond what our senses say. Our senses are a narrow band. The checkerboard of change is beyond our beliefs. it is vibration all the way.
The force be with you......