Last night after an overwhelming day before I was shown that the key component to the sacrificial aspect of the Illuminati types is that they aim to shatter first the energetic matrix of harmony. So on the astral plane is where we work first to heal the shattered divided field that usually is caused by creating fear and vulnerability and confusion within the collective mind.
If we go into revelry on any of our worries or responsibilities, we first need to look for the pattern of inception. That is our target, that is our aim. For me I have been working on the bigger picture more than healing my own shattered wounds. I realize now that addressing my own wounds translates to the whole and then I can help knit the light networks that are making it so that freewill is understood and fully activated in this world. Darkness is revealed and in full light disappears.